thelittlelovetoken

i wanna cry...haii...realli sadx...mabbe these few days i was realli hiding my feelings..=(

school was usual..nothing realli much...after school mh & fel saw him...i don care...=(..i dunno why...went home,,went to slp...haven been slpin well these few days......slp late...

all i can remember wad we did in class is de one where mh and i wrote a poem...during chinese lesson...the thought of it make tears flow...=(

"ni shi wo de bao bei, shi wo shi jie shang zui bao gui de ren,
ni shi wo shen ti de yi bu fen, mei you le ni, wo jiu huo bu xia qu,
ni shi wo shen ming zhong zui zhong yao de ren, wo xi wang,
wo nen pei ban zhe ni, you fu tong xiang, yao nan tong dang"

while writing this,i was thinking of him...haii...realli sadx...was giggling when reading it out in class...was hiding my feelings ya??=X

junnow fel send me the graduation song...de music like CANNON IN D liddat...so nice....got meaning de..if u realise...=) why "we'll still be frenx foreva" ??? no good..=( ya.."remember the times all the times we had together..." "will the past follow us like a shadow..." ???i realli dunno............

feel like i am crying.........sadx sadx sadx...mabbe have been realli hiding my real thoughts.....

the distance between u and me is getting further and further....i dunno why...thought of this make tears flow again...

like i always sae to you..."i am drowning...sinking deeper and deeper into the ocean...when the time is up,i'll just drown... i'll just let go of everything, and be gone forever..."

u always ask me not to think of these kinda things...but...wad can i do??its because of you that i have changed to be like this.......................

........................................................crying.......................................................................

love, vannie. (1:30 PM)

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