thelittlelovetoken

haha...injections are so fun!
think i'm a psycho eh??
haha...i dun care...its so damn fun!!
its so cool!! *poke poke*
budden got little bits pain..=x

the last time i got an injection,
i cried like hell man...
this time jiejie hold me till so tight..
scared i move about..
haha...so caring huhh....=)

that was only ystd huhh...

this morning wakie wakie at o6.15..
was like tired...sensing its not a good day...
mabbe i'm too suspicious??=s
dunnoe...left home at o7.oo

stupid side gate...got prob arz...
cannot open sia...den the security guard so long...
finally i got out...so idiotic...
went to take bus lorrhs...so long also...
wah sians..almost late late arz...=/

band was okies...got sectionals...
at least this time got "special attention"..=PpP
or else, i'll die man....=x

mr neo din scold me though...
wah...he still ask me to take care also...
cos i so weak huhh....always like dying...haha
dunnoe larhz...tie tie ribbon on my clarinet...

den that ret come and snatch queue with me...
say wad buy turtles for me...
wad the...nvm...i din care also...seriously din care...
den cut cut cut, still so short...
hehe...all the short ones give him...
i so bad...budden i help him save time...=)

dunnoe larhz...he keep talking bout turtles..
kai kou turtles, bi kou turtles...
sian diao lorrs...nvm...didnt really care though...=/
mabbe i'm just emotionless?...

nvm...i'm just weird...=x dun care me...

love, vannie. (12:43 PM)

white and pink wallet...blouse...
Thursday, November 25, 2004

wow...ystd went to Robinsons...
went till like when it close??
haha...so tiredx..=PpP
reach home already 11.45 aready...=D
walk till leggie pain...=/

oh...i bought a wallet and a blouse...
w00-h00...i s0 happie!!
haha....budden i use my own $$ to pay..
mummy say de...=s
nvm nvm...as long as i like can le..=D

wallet
its white...
with a pink flower...
with pink outline...
nice nice..=)

blouse
its like red??
i think rose is the correct word...
its from "bum jeans"...
chose it when the shop was like closing in 3 mins time..=s
hahah...stupid me...=x

joonkiat found a galfren le..
haha...yeah!!good for him...
the ga is sec one de..
dunnoe wad name...=x
he good lorrs...go tell cloin bout it, never tell me till ystd...=x
huhh...still dunnoe with that ger do wad wad worr..
haha....okies la...i dun wan be so nosey...=PpP

THAT DISGUSTING GUY ADD ME IN FRIENDSTER AGAIN
oh god...i think i wanna go bang wall liaos la...
sian diao lorr...ask ter lerhz...
he say he dunnoe who that theo guy is....
eew...

think i dun really have feelings le..
junnow see him online...budden no feeling....
mabbe little bits bahz...dunnoe...

love, vannie. (2:19 PM)

sly so cutex!!!
Monday, November 22, 2004

omg..!! guess wad?!
I SAW SYLVESTER AT JUNCTION 8...
din expect to see him in person!!
ahahahahahahahahah....i so happie =D

he so cutes man...the way he smile esp!!
haha...ppl...noe sth??
sly is a guy of little words...
budden he is a real joker!!
hehe...

actually filian and i went up the wrong escalator...
if never go to the wrong one,
surely wont lead us to the open plaza de....
see...i so clever horrs...hahha...=x

dunnoe...dunnoe...dunnoe...
haha...i so damn extremely happie to say anything!!!
lalalalalalala.... HE'S SO CUTE!!

everyone was practically screaming for him!!!...
taufik got lesser ppl screaming...=/
haha...both of them did some kinda stunt...
shuaiz man...=)

haha....gonna remember this day forever!!!...
remember his CRACKING SMILE...

SLYVESTER ROCKS!!
MY IDOL FOREVER..

love, vannie. (12:41 PM)

sylvester rawkx
Friday, November 19, 2004

oh yeah!!!
sylvester rocks!!!
although his singing not that good,
he still so cute!!!
ahahhahahahha....

now chatting with nurse and ter...
junnow ter so byl...say he ownself cute...cuz i say sly cute...
disgusting...still say he grow longer hair, den he'll be cuter than syl...
erxin mans...wait long long...

dunnoe lehz...tell him i wanna cut hair...
den he say so sad...then cannot pull...ahaha
my hair not for u to pull one lorr...mister...
he says he like to touch girls hair...scary....
nvm...den he say he like girls with long hair...
dunnoe....haha....sot sot...

oh man...just let sly get into the finals!!!...
budden its too difficult...=PpP

hmm...shall i cuttie my hair??
esp my fringe....tink i gonna cut!!
haha...even not nice also can have solution one!!!...
yeah man...i'm gonna cut!!...

oh yeah...today i suan the woman till i very shuangx...
gotta win her in suaning...i'm gonna win!!!!
you?? wait long long......=PpP
ahahahah....

i am happie...
pao kai all my fan nao!!
yeah!...sylvester rawks!!!!=PpP

love, vannie. (2:37 PM)

think too much already...haiz
Thursday, November 18, 2004

wow...so many days never bloggie lerhz..
too many things happen le...
i'm just too lazy and sick to blog...

having sore throat...*pain!!*
din sleep well for the past few days...
thinking too much already...haii..

so many things happened...

sunday
went to see ah-gong at TTSH...
very sad...den tears kept appearing in my eyes...
i kept thinking how i would feel if i were him...
i'd rather die than suffer all those...
thankiew joonkiat & flying nemo for consoling me...

have the sudden thot of going to the beach....=/

went home...go online...
den got this idiotic guy say wanna stead wif me...
i dont even noe him!!!
and he is only sec 1...frm NTSS...
hmmph...keep fan'ing me....GO AND DIE LA...=x

monday
everyone sick sick...poor us...
esp daddy...ke lian huhh....=/

daddy= fever...cough...flu...headache...
mummy= healthy...=) *winkz*
jie jie= headache...i think..
meme= sore throat...cough...headache...flu...
filian= cough...flu...

wah...seem like we all got the germs from each other...=x
hah...slept for 3 hours....=PpP

tuesday
went to work at evergreen...
den got millison and one guy...
haha...den we take one photo of them to avenge for rabbit...
yeah!! so funny huhhs...=D

after work went to causeway...
fel and i decided that only aft we see 10 riversidians, den can go home...=PpP
haha..so fun!!..went to mos burger..
eat ichigo bliss and drank milk tea...

P.S: nurse ar nurse...
don sad sad la...
this kinda thing need time de kkaes??
yao kai xin huhhs...=D

love, vannie. (12:34 PM)

he replied to my msg!!
Saturday, November 13, 2004

haha..just remembered sth..
haha....nvm....so stupid...

hehe..ytsd very sianz..
den went to send him one forwarded msg...
this is how it goes...:
" friends are like pieces of puzzle,
if you lose one,
it will never be complete again.
just want to let u know,
you're one of the pieces,
i can't afford to lose..."

yeah!! that was what i sent!!
ahaha...den after a while he replied..
he said oh ok..
haha din even expect him to reply...=P
hahahahhahah....nvm nvm nvm...lalala...

oh...den he say he going for music lessons..
den also very sianx...hehex =D
hahha...asked him on 19th how he going to school..
told him that i dunnoe...
den guess wad he said?!
he said anyhow walk worr....=x
haha..actually true la...=PpP

haha...dunnoe...
told him later i lost den ask him to come find me..
he say " sure.anything. but i hope i dun get lost myself. "
haha...yeah...dunnoe....later i get lost den contact him..
hahaha...nvm...

hao kai xin...=PpP

love, vannie. (5:08 PM)

dunnoe wad to do...=s

morning went to work...
woke up at 8 a.m...
hmm...den went to meet fel fel..

work till like 3.15 liddat...
den we sit dere tok bout stupid things..
haha...we were guessing
'tle's brothers' name...haha
fel thot of funny ones...haha...=x

went home...
my hand so painful!! =x
got seven cuts...
6 all caused by bks..
1 caused by the penknife..=s

go put plaster den go bathe...=)
painful sia...the wounds touch WATER and SOAP !!
eew...*pain pain*
haii...nvm...whose gonna care anyway~

went to do homework..
dis few days got time den will do..=PpP
dunnoe...scared no time?? =s

haii...ah-gong was admitted to the hospital..
ystd, see him cough till so poorthing...
haii...tears just fell....=x

den junnow heard that he go hospital,
i even more worried....
how can i not worry at this point of time?
haii...tears welled up in my eyes...
i cannot do anythg~
i'm so useless...=/

anyway, watched sg idol...
luckily sylvester DIDN'T get "kicked" out..
haha...daphne got out...

**eew..the skin came off !!! my finger...=x

love, vannie. (3:37 PM)

results...working ger...=)
Wednesday, November 10, 2004

hehe...today morn go mac for breakfast..
i was the first one to eat..
but the last one to finish...=x

went to school after that..
we were all so nervous!! =s
no one noes wad class they really went..
rumours just spread....

bus reached school...
din wanna get down...
budden we still have to accept the fact...

went to see lorr...*nervous*...
i am in 3/7...yeah!!..
budden i dun like the ppl there...=(
sian diao..all going diff classes...=x

fel go 3/9...
mh go 3/7...
wy go 3/8...
jk go 3/9...
haii...see everyone diff classes..
only mh with me...sad huhhs...=_(

dunnoe lorr...haii..
later went to mos to pass time..
drank MILK TEA and ate STRAWBERRIES..
hehe...=D

go adp for interview...=x
haha..got the jobby liaos...
fel mummy so cute..=)
say that i am her niece...=D

bout o2.45, we left for causeway...
going there for lunch with fel, fionne and fel mum..=)
fel mummy so nice...
bring us to go eat japanese food...
thankies..=D

hehe..ate SASHIMI..=x
heh...i scared liaos...
don dare to eat le...
fel still eat till so shuang...=/
next time better eat cooked de...hehe..=x
fel so anyhow..say wanna tell him that i only eat cook sashimi...dun like raw...=s
aiyah..he only cares what that monkey eats...=x

went to colds storage with them..
fel mummy so nice again..
gave me one of the FRAPPUCCINO...=)
thankiew worrs..=D

hao xiang ni worr..
wo yao jian qiang!!!

love, vannie. (12:16 PM)

i'm selfish...haii....just purely selfish..
Monday, November 08, 2004

today went to Wisma...
daddy bought FILA shoes..
sian sian...
actually saw one very nicee de..
want to buy....budden have one le..
haiz...sian lorr...*regret*

hmm..went to many shops...
nth to buy de..not nicee...
filian say wanna go besement see fish...
heez..den i go OP see see..
hehe...saw t-shirts...

bought two OP t-shirts...
PINK and YELLOW...
couldn't choose btw the two..
so daddy say buy both lorr..

later go ah yi hse for dinner..
played with tengteng...haha...
such a cute little baby!!!=D

after that, went to see lightings...
see the malays one
see the indians one
and the christmas one...
budden too bad...
christmas one haven light up yet...
ahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha....=/

haii...i thot both of the t-shirts are mine...
mummy already say i share wif her le ma..
den later she ask me to choose one..
den i dunnoe....haii...sian lorr...

how to choose btw the two worr??
i like the both of them...
haii...dunnoe....
i noe i am selfish...
budden i tink its not fair...
haii...mabbe i bad mood bahz....
sorrie

love, vannie. (3:37 PM)

bought acessories
Sunday, November 07, 2004

heez...today went to esplanade...
got collect jie's CD..
wah!! saw one nicee nicee bagie...
den don wanna say liaos...haha

anyway, we went back to causeway...
go there eat lorr.. Siam Kitchen...
mummie there mahz..den together lorr..

reached there...hehe...
fel fel also there worr...
haha...dunnoe why...eat la, of cos...haha
ate some kinda thailand rice noodle...
okiez bahz...budden veh full...

hehe...mummie so good!! *nodz*...
go pay for fel they all de table...
hehe...they dunnoe...haha
den we kept quiet...*secretly*

when fel mummy wanna pay,
the ppl tell her pay liaos...
tink she kinda shock liddat also...
hehe...den she come thankies mummy....
aiyah..never mind one la...
(say till like i paying liddat) hahahaha..

den that fel so anyhow...
come behind me and tickle me...
still say i slow reaction...
ystd u even slower wads...ahaha

den went Metro...
mummy wanna buy birthday presents...
hmm...jie needa buy prom nite clothing...
walk walk walk...try try try...

den saw one nicee nicee dress...
fell in love with it !!!! *love at first sight*
haha...went to try...can wear...
budden abit long long...
haii...din buy...too long...=x *sadx*

went downstairs walk walk..
haha...saw many dangling earrings...
nicee man...just nicee for jie..
her prom nite theme: retro...(i tink)

saw one light blue flower one...
sweet!!! haha...*love at first sight* (again)...
bought it...*nicee nicee* hehe...
bought de pink and white necklace...
without pendant one la...ahaha...niceer..=)

hehe...den go home le...
went ahmah hse to eat dinner...
hehe..got crab *yummie !!*
budden got scratched by the crab!!
*boo hoo* so painful... long cut ...
pain pain...haii..went home put plaster..=x
hao tong worr...

+nicee day..+
** felfel, must kuai le horr...don sad sad...
** joonkiat, faster come back kkaes...
** mh and pyc must kai xin worr...
** ruirong must study hard okies...
** alvino also must study hard huhh...
** wy, u also must kuai le...

love, vannie. (3:23 PM)

scared that we'll be separated...haii

haii...i veh scared...
will we all get separated next yr?
how i wished we wud not...

chatted with fel...
sae that we will not if we wan to...
i really wan lehz...budden,,
dunnoe whether u all want not...
haii...=/

i wish with all my might...
that all of us will remain as one...
that we will not forget one another...
that all of us will land in the same class...
that we will still be the best of friends...

wonder if all these will happen....
i noe i'm dreaming...
all these will never happen...
i just cannot accept the fact that we're gonna be separated...
what am i gonna do in my own class, all by myself??

its too difficult for me to accept...
i still wanna be good friends...
why isn't anyone worrying??
why am i the only one worrying??
i dunnoe...
mabbe it happend to me before, that,
i noe the feeling is terrible and miserable....

can i have a hug from u all on tuesday??
i really need it....

love, vannie. (1:52 PM)

bball again...today was fun!!!
Friday, November 05, 2004

today went to sch...
go for bball again...
at first thot very sian....
budden when we start to play,
wah!!! so fun man....=D

actually okies bahz...
i din even scored a point...=/
only sarah, kathy and ain did...=)
was kinda fun game...

today like i online for the whole day...
filian's examz finish liaos...
yay!!!time to relax and enjoy life...=D

just change blogskin...hehe...
like that little angel smiling over there...=)
nice nice?? comments please....

chatted with...
ruirong, alvino and joonkiat...
den bout o7 something liddat,
joonkiat called..talk talk talk...=)

feel so sian...whole day at home...=x
haha...alvino ask me go ice skating and bowling...
den ruirong say bring me go horse-riding...
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
dunnoe la...we'll see bahz...ahahahahahaha..=)

love, vannie. (3:53 PM)

she is so eew...so jian....so bitchie....
Thursday, November 04, 2004

haii...sian diao lorr...today go for bb again...
so mant days never bloggie lerhx....
too busy sadding sadding liaos...i think...=x

she even more jian le...haii...
tink my blog gonna be destroyed already...
my whole blog is like so much bout her..
haii...budden what can i do??
this is the only place where i pour my feelings out....
haii....i've got nth to say already...bwg...

junnow saw him online...
asked him why never go to school...
he say wake up late...haii.....nvm......

monday
went to eat mos with mh for brunch...=)
ate fish burger...aft that go buy sheng hong's present....

went to school for the ngee ann poly opening ceremony...
getting down the bus the time, i saw that monkey...den i saw him....
haii....got down liaos, he saw me...den she lehz?? pretend nv see me...
nvm lorr....u pretend, i also got nth to say...at least he said "hi" to me...=/

went to canteen, saw fel sitting there alone...
she sad sad de..her parents again....haii....
dont sad horr...this kinda things will go off in time to come...

fel sae that junnow she ask that monkey whether got see me notz...
den she like vert zhuai...sian diao lorr.....eew...
he came...said hi to fel in a funny tone...dunnoe...
fel say he asked where i was....dunnoe....

haii...den mh and fel came out with so many possibilities.....
with why he asked where i was...haii...
budden....it all comes down to one conclusion......
** he likes her !!!~ **

after that de thing, i don tink i wanna elaborate liaos...
she so jian...so jian...so jian...luckily i played her out!!!!....ahahahahaha!!!!!!
went to eat mos again for dinner...ahaha...ate terriyaki chicken...heez..=p

tuesday
morning went for bb...so sian...let ball hit two times...=/
dunnoe la...den later at 1 got band...
he bout o1.3o den came...tink got lessons bahz...
haii...for the whole band session, i was like trying very very hard not to look at him..
budden tink he caught me looking anyway....=x

after band i suddenly very high...
dunnoe why worr...trying to hide my feelings...
no one knows...mabbe he knew??
haii...he ask me to bring his instrument home for him...
haii...but i just asked him to bring back himself...=/
din wanna talk to him...haii...dunnoe..........................................

den i very very sad....sms jk....
dunnoe who to turn to...haii....
he sae wanna talk to her...
he sae wanna talk to him...
he sae wanna get back at her.......
budden HOW ?? i dunnoe....that time really very frustrated....
den dunnoe....haii.....

why is life so unfair to me?
everything is like coming to me one by one...
and they are like BAD things....haii...

hao xing ku....
hao nan shou...

love, vannie. (5:11 AM)

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