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vanessa

ANDREW'S
23 april '90
EITHTEEN LOVE!

ADORES family, darlings, tennis, shopping, swimming, pink, red, white, butterflies, strawberries, silly boy.


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    Wednesday, May 31, 2006

    memories fade but photos don't.
    - fujifilm's slogan.

    i'm so so bored. miserable though.
    missing jelly so much.
    and his eyes.
    lols. it just started to rain.

    just now came online, den saw him on msn.
    but he set it to away. hais.
    i'm expecting one whole carton of jellies.
    blueberry flavour. from lex.
    lols.

    i think he went out with her again. =x
    got that strong strong intuition.
    a woman's intuition is always true, i suppose?
    but i'm just a girl.
    goodness gracious me.
    i'm thinking to much! blah.

    anw, i saw jie's joo that day.
    scandal lo. wearing that ranger clothes.
    lols. she was like so excited.
    hai hao la. seem to me like a nice person.
    now i know why why why. =x

    i can't wait for thurs! i want school!
    i miss him lotsa lotsa. :)
    i'm so bored at home.
    jie brought the ipod to sch again.
    and left her creative at hm.
    it seems like its hers already.
    so now she have two? =x

    b'y just came online.
    eek! so erxin. so sians only.
    oh, gosh!

    i. love. jelly *

    love, vannie. (3:29 AM)






    Tuesday, May 30, 2006

    bball guys are all blind.

    okay, that was what i concluded today.
    and that is perfectly true.
    but this doesn't apply to lex.
    cos he's from sister's club.
    and he's a girl, all right. =x

    today was a very nerve wrecking for all 4e5n students.
    o lvl chinese exam!
    okay okay, all of us were just too nervous.
    but it went with the wind already!
    so fast! =)

    okays. i did talk to jelly today.
    and i was looking at him thru out the papers!
    lols. sound so desperate.
    but i'm not! haha. he so cutes today. :)

    went to eat at food court with fel, jk, yy, jj, piggy and justin.
    then keep seeing the b's.
    so sian diao only. blah.
    den jelly they all came.
    at first din see him, so was kinda down.
    suddenly see one porcupine head appear behind.
    lols, he stood beside me.
    i talked to him then. so shuangs.

    oh. i told justin bt the justinagnes bridal store.
    and they all keep teasing him,
    say wanna go see. lols.
    dunnoe how jelly they all noe also.
    hope he dun blame me if he finds out.
    but he was looking at me with those unsure eyes.
    i'm sorry` =x

    went to compass pt with fel, jk, justin and jj.
    quite fun walking la. haha.
    the bus ride so long.
    keep thinking.
    while walking, keep thinking abt him.
    his eyes. the way those unsure eyes looked.
    hais =x

    oh. we saw the bananas in pyjamas!
    so cute lor. took pic also. lols.
    fel and i bought winnie the pooh files too!

    i'm so tired now...
    so exhausted. :)

    love, vannie. (2:00 PM)






    Saturday, May 20, 2006

    beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

    just chatted with him. i'm so touched so touched by him. he said so much things online to me, after so many months. i'm so happie. and i was so shocked that he came to talk to me. lols, no words colud describe how i felt right at that moment.


    today is a sad sad sad day for me. everything didn't seemed right for me. weird is the only word to use. its like i failed my combined humanities and i got 24 marks for both. and that was also the mark jelly got at first. =) my grandma suddenly got stroke,but now she's all right. thank god. i dunnoe why. and jelly came on msn and comforted me. weird things do happen all in one day.


    when he came to chat with me just now, i was stunned. totally lost for words. it was like all my fingertips went icy cold. maybe that was natural. =x


    jelly: eh
    ` vannie- * : yes?
    jelly: sad over your result ?
    ` vannie- * : huh? i got sad meh?
    ` vannie- * : hai hao la... :) why?
    jelly: today see you wan cry ma
    jelly: relac la..
    ` vannie- * : oh. you see me cry, den you also wanna cry arh? haha
    jelly: no la..
    ` vannie- * : i failed by 2 marks lor.
    jelly: see you cry so ke lian [my heart melted]
    ` vannie- * : haha
    jelly : i very positive wan
    ` vannie- * : if only i could be like you.hais.. =)
    ` vannie- * : i got a worst news just now ...
    jelly: wa..
    jelly : then you better be like me.. haha
    jelly : ops.. why i laugh
    ` vannie- * : like you?
    jelly : paiseh
    ` vannie- * : haha
    jelly: be like me lor.. positive.. optimistic =D
    ` vannie- * : oh.. yeah.. ya lor..
    jelly : den don think so much lor..
    jelly : i gtg le..
    jelly : go eat..
    ` vannie- * : okay..
    jelly : bye.. gd nite
    ` vannie- * : kkays.. nite.. bye =)
    jelly : tc
    ` vannie-* : tc


    hoho~ we talked more la.. but just bring out the more "important points". hees. notice the last part. we said tc at the same time! but he was faster though. haha. i'm so happie! haahaa. thanks for comforting me. i really felt btr. haahaa. anyways, its so wierd. i cried when he came to talk to me. hahas. he was there when i needed him this time round. love you.


    thanks to fel and mh too! =)

    love, vannie. (2:11 PM)






    Sunday, May 14, 2006

    i love maths!

    love, vannie. (7:36 AM)






    Thursday, May 11, 2006

    MY STAR*


    lols. i just did the quiz on "what flavour are you?" hees, and i'm strawberry again. strawberry strawberry, i'm always related to strawberry! haahaas. jelly- blueberry, vannie- strawberry! taadaa! see the link. hahas!

    the results:
    Mmm ... strawberry! Tangy and sweet, you're as fresh as a mountain sunrise and as natural as homemade jam. If you were a West End musical, you'd be The Sound of Music -- we can just picture you twirling for joy in an Alpine meadow. Best with cream while watching the tennis, you're simple and refreshing, with just a touch of tartness to give you an edge. Always a favourite, people can't get enough of your spontaneous nature and easy-going approach toward life. Who wouldn't be attracted to your sporty, summery flavour? Fun-loving and genuine, you're a truly tasty treat.

    went toschool alone today. fel and wy went to school earlier. cos they wanna go study. but i left hse really early today and took te earlier bus. when i reached sch, many things happened when i just stepped into the parade square. muru kept scolding me the F word. and i hated it, truly hated that. who is he to keep using that uncivilised word on me? oh, i'm sorry, i forgot that he's uncivilised...

    and i cried. not because of muru. some other thing, pressurised. that's it. and i just teared. dumb! haahaas, and i was looking for him all the while. but he was no where to be seen. thought he did not come to sch again.

    i spotted him! lols. haahaa. i was so relieved and he really lifted my spirits. lols. he came over to our class. kenn they all already settled down, so there was no more space for him anymore. lols. and i didn't realise that i was the last one of our group sitting down. so it's either he's sitting behind me, behind chee ann, or somewhere behind.

    he sat behind me! at first, keep hearing jelly telling chee ann, asking him to sit first [behind me]. cos he thought i was yihui, so he wanted to put them together lars. so dumb! haahaas. yahs, dumb jelly. heehees. we talked quite alot today. =x abt class t-shirt, some arguments etc. :) lovely!

    during the first two lesson, we had free periods. lols. so joking arnd with xiaofang, yihui, yeongyuan, clement and alvin. jelly, got a little, at times. hehs, and we were talking abt xf and clement's future baby, and yh and ca's. haahaa. all yy's idea. luckily i was the one who kept a low profile. quite low though. lalala.

    jelly and i were sort of facing each other when he came in to listen. lols. he so wierd. he say yy telling us fairytale. just because yh, me, ca and clement were sitting on the floor looking up to yy. hahas. so cute huh. so when talking abt things i was kinda feeling uncomfortable, but also quite shuangs. haahaa.

    i love school now! especially when he talks to me. lalalas. that's bad. i want to go to school just cos of him! oh gosh! i'm mad! lols. anyways, i watched movie with mh and clement today. quite nice. haahaa. when a stranger calls. but hai hao.

    at one point, clement jumped up, and mh screamed cos she was frightened by him. i screamed too cos mh screamed. lols. some kind of domino effect? lols. haahaa. i bought the ring! nice!

    i love school! <3>

    jelly's my star*


    love, vannie. (1:07 PM)






    Sunday, May 07, 2006

    i so miss him now! lols! how how? i want to go for recess with me and him sitting at the same place again! hees. i cant wait for monday. love him loadies. :)

    so weird huh. these week keep dreaming of funny thgs. that day dream of that ghost. these two days keep dreaming of jelly. lols. yesterday's dream was kinda sad. but the day before's was nice. it was a cute dream laa. haahaas. :)

    omg! i realise sth. i so miss all my friends, and sisters club. felicia meihwa wanying lex yihui and xiaofang. no best friend, please. lalalas.

    just now jiejie was saying sth about her nyp's foreign bodies. she say when the ppl see each other, dey will do some actions. so cute. lols. the girls will kiss kiss on each other's cheeks and the guys will knock their arms together to make a cross. so nice, so united. i think we should do sth like that too. its so fun!

    baby taz is so nice to hug! i've been hugging it to sleep since i open it. lalalas. so cute. it has one tooth less. filian says its cos he dropped it when it was a baby. lols! so cute! but i very scared that everynight i hug it, the tooth will bend and drop off. like wad happened to the croc in our childhood days. =) taz's my boyfriend! =D

    love, vannie. (6:09 AM)






    Saturday, May 06, 2006

    first time i blog in may'06. just went to lex's blog. then i rmbered wad he told me last week. theory 9: you were once close to him and since now you are not close with him, you can still have the chance to be close once again. lols. that was it. and i was so touched. the memories really mattered, to me.

    yet, these two days he had been sitting the table infront of me. lols! and i can see him directly! haahaa. so nice! and both days he ate the blueberrie tart. hees. very nice mehs? =x
    anyways, he sat infront of me during morning assembly today! haahaas. so nice. then i noticed sth. he's got a mole on his left arm! hees! so cute! (:

    and for the whole morning, i thought he wasn't going to talk to me. then during when ms fu went up the stage, he leaned back. he told me that ms fu never wear skirt before. haahaa. so i was kinda shocked and really elated! lols. i thought he was just going to keep his mouth shut infront of me. lols. i was wrong. :)

    there was sth on his hair. some white coloured tiny dot. dunnoe what that was. so i was telling wanying abt it. and she told me to take it off for him! crazy arh you?! hahas. but i wished i could.

    when we walking back to class, i asked didi. why today everyone's hair got sth one? and jelly turned and looked at me. lols. haahaa. i go tell him abt his hair! didn't expect it to blurt out frm my mouth. haas, and know what he told me? look at this wanying!
    he asked me help him take the thing off from his head! haahaa.
    he lookes so cute when he eats his blueberrie tart! :)

    love, vannie. (10:14 AM)






    Monday, May 01, 2006

    25 april
    wahahahas. today is jelly's birthday. lols. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! was having a hard time the day before trying to make his present look most presentable. in the end, i didnt do anything to the outside of the box. lalalas!

    when he came back to class frm the watercooler, i missed the chance. cos he walked in frm the back door! hahas. i was so depressed... i was so worried that i might not have the chance to pass the prezzie to him le, cos he was going for match at 1:15. just as i finish that thought, xf and yh called out on me. he was going to the locker from the back way! hahas. which means he will pass by my table. lols. so he came along and i passed it to him. "really arh?" he asked. hahas. he thought i didnt have the intention to give him. lols.

    when he went back to his seat, he opened the box and read the note inside, he smiled. and he showed the bracelet to kenn. [all these are according to what meihwa was reporting to me. lols.]

    at nite, i was messaging lex on the bball thing. then lex told me the bracelet i bought is very nice. so i was like. huh?! how he noe? he ask jelly to show him or he go arnd showing everyone? hahas. i was so agitated. crazy! hahas. lex said he opened it in the bus. lalalas. i was so happie then. i thought he would just throw in his bag and dun care le. wonder if he likes it...

    this is the day that is exactly 14 months! lalalas :)

    love, vannie. (2:58 AM)




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