La, was thinking too much just now after reading jacq's blog. And yes, I won't deny the fact that I'm still reading it. Alright, I knew such a thing would not happen to my darling boy. I wasn't sure, there was bound to be this little nudging feeling that makes me insecure. Then I asked him. Thank god, I just wanted to reconfirm. Thanks for being so understanding.

MONDAY

Cleaned and packed the storage place under my parent's bed. Met up with darling who came over from Cwp after buying the tickets. Was kinda surprising, cos I was about to board the bus in a few seconds. When he reached, I just looked at him blankly. What happened on Friday night just left me emotionally weak and lost.

Was thinking alot the whole day, even throughout out Semi Pro. A movie with truck loads of vulgarities! Yep, left the cinema for our weekly Sakae. Lols. I don't seem to get sick of it. I think I can be a rice bin already! Strolled around for a while and he sent me home. Seemed to be a very hard time for us both to part.

TUESDAY

Woke up feeling REALLY scared. Like as if he was going to ignore me and leave me. I just felt I had lost him totally. And all because of the stupid dreams about all these the entire night! I got super scared and got up to text him. He call me up and said I was silly and all. Haha, then his little message after we hung up made me more assured (:

Did cleaning the whole day. My sis and I did the scrap board for Daddy's birthday! He's gonnd be super happy!! I knew He longed to reeive something like that when he saw my handmade scrap book for my first month anni'y.

WEDNESDAY

Work, super tired when I reached home. Bathed, packed last min stuffs and left for SengKang to meet up with darling. Took the bus there and ate the tiny pink bus he's mum steamed. According to him, they were filled with Fillings and Feelings. Cheeky boy.

Both of us walked into the chalet and found the rest of them. Played a few game of cards, talked to Dajie and went to bring GOOD LUCK for darling's black jack game. Lols! Then comforted Dajie, was so hurt to see her in this state. Went out for a longlong walk. Had heart to heart talk with Dajie, Dage and Rayner. Alex they all wanted to go to Elias Park. So we just followed behind and talked all through. Then went back.

Dage and I took a bottle of soft drink sat outside the chalet and chatted. Away from all the noise and out to the mozzie place. I talked about my boy and he talked about her. Both of us sent Dj to the road for a taxi and went back. Darling came out complaining about mosquito bites. Dg stayed at the chalet as the both of us lay by the pool. A little sweet time together at least.

Then we both sent Carmen to the bus stop for work when we got back. Out again! I felt like I was some kind of supergirl trying to fight off the lastttttt energy I had. I was super ache-y and sleepy already.

Got back again and darling took over Rayner's monopoly game. I lay on the mattress and rested my head on his lap, and fell asleep. Such a pig. I couldn't stay awake any longer. Slept for about 45minutes and I swear I dreamt about monopoly with their loud game! Woke, darling's turn to lie on me after losing. They finally ended the game around 9.30am with Darling and Xiuping bankrupt and Dage the winner. Like finally!

THURSDAY
9.45am the 3 guys went swimming and I tagged along. The rest was out to eat. Yes, and the sun was so strong I couldn't resist the temptation of tanning. And so I sat down there feeling kinda satisfied after 30minutes! (:

Went back, my boy, Dg, Dj and I took the beds! Yay! I listened to Dj's story for Dg till I slept. Woke around 2hours later for luch and WildWildWet. Dearest wanted to go there so much and he was like a little kiddo as I watched him play in the rain! Dg, Dj, Jackson, Darling and me.

Showered and had the Barbeque night. More people started strolling into the chalet. Then cook some and ate some. What Michelle said about my boy calling me "xiaomei" was funny. Yep, and I ate the first prawn he peeled in his life! Yay! (: Had marshmallow feast with him, Fyshie and Rayner. :D

People were playing cards, Bluff and blackjack. Went down to look at the blackjack game baby was playing. Wanted to try my luck a little but he didn't want me to. Lol. So I continued watching till it was left with 3 people playing as the rest backed out.

Darling wanted to continue playing and watch TV. So I went up and forced Rayner to stay awake to play cards with me! Haha! I won 5 out of 7 rounds and was super happy! Hah! Rayner wanted to take a break to sleep. In the end I played darling's phone till I was so groggy. Dearest came up at 2am tgt with Carmen and the 4 of us slept. He was so hot because of the sun burns, and I had the blankie all to myself! :D

FRIDAY

Left the chalet for McDonald's and saw Saihah there. Haha! Then the rest took this bus and left the both of us only- we were going to SK. So ya, went to his house to put his bag. Then we both fell asleep for 45minutes. Haha, I was so sleepy.

Cabbed home. Shared the ice poppop and he watched movie online while I mopped the floor. Showered got ready and left house again. Dinnered at foodcourt, snacked Ichiban's mango pudding (darling's favourite!) and choc coronet. Left after buying the supposedly Honeylemon turned out Sourplum. Parted with him and had to bring the weird tasting drink I bought for him along. Eew, I finished the whole bottle on the NEL. How brave of me.

Went to island for Staff Meeting. Met Serene and hugged her at the escalator! Been a long time since I last met her! Lols, and Anwar was right behind me. He just smiled. I was kinda surprised he smiled. Then during the SM, the bomb came- Anwar was leaving. Felt a little sad as he was the supervisor I liked the most, though he looked stern always. And he was the one who interviewed me.. The whole attractions crew were just so reluctant to leave when he told us the news. No one knew about it beforehand, many cried.. He really did alot to groom our team.

SATURDAY

Sense of achievement! I cleared all the stuff in my cardboard above my shelf and moved everything to the already emptied storage space above my wardrobe. Since I said 'above' a few times, you can just imagine just how many times I'd climbed up and down the ladder. Yup! And I finally did it, together with shifting the last 2 semester's school books to the cardboard above. Haha. Happy!!

Bathed, went to granny's for laksa! (: Yay! Then played a little piano there. Played with Rex and took photo's with him (: Haha, he fiddled with my phone till he accidentally sent a blank message to darling!