unconditional love
and i love you just the same, if not a little more

vanessa

ANDREW'S
23 april '90
EITHTEEN LOVE!

ADORES family, darlings, tennis, shopping, swimming, pink, red, white, butterflies, strawberries, silly boy.


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    you never fail to melt my heart.
    Sunday, January 27, 2008

    Had birthday celebration for Filian last night.
    And my dear darling was present too!
    Met him at Borders after my F&B over at Fysh's.
    Then we went off to get some Chicken essence and foodstuffs.
    I have to admit: My Darling is sooooo adorable to get chick essence for my family. Haha!

    Anyways, we shared coronet and he loved the choc one!
    I loved both custard and choc (: Yum!
    Darling bought this mini choc danish from fourleaves, sweet! :D

    Showed him the Seventeen things I wanted to show him long ago.
    Ha, I realised guys like to read Seventeen too!
    He just sat on my bed looking so engrossed in it. :)

    The whole night spent with him was so nice.
    Both of us talking, eating A LOT (me), playing with Rex and taking care of him.
    First time I watched darling take care of a toddler (:
    They looked so cute holding hands together!

    Pictures pictures pictures.
    My whole face was like cramp by the time the flashes were gone completely.
    Cake cake cake!
    I ate sooooooooo much cake, darling just looked at me in wonder.
    Haha, well that's me when I eat cake at my own home! :D

    Thanks darling for coming.
    I really appreciated you the whole time.


    ---

    Woke right with more than 10 mosquito kisses all over.
    Sickening. Couldn't find that stupid fat mozzie.
    Itchy!

    Went to uncle's clinic to get myself some medication and an MC for work.
    I was thinking if I should get an MC for school tmr. Cos he asked if I needed.
    Went off to take 159 to darling's place.
    The bus driver was really nice (:

    Reached around 10.30am and did what we had to do.
    Today was nothing much.
    Almost forgot to take sis's stuff, darling passed it to me. (:

    Went to Parkway and got a red blouse for myself.
    It's like $46. The price of the dress I wanted to get.
    Oh well. Enough dresses for CNY, so it's blouse (:

    Been feeling really really tired the whole day.

    ---
    Something just happened.
    Minor but wasn't pleasant at all.
    It just hurt. A lot.
    How I wished you didn't do that.
    If only you took the words I said in the past seriously..

    love, vannie. (12:52 PM)





    awww, so sweet..
    Monday, January 21, 2008

    Every girl dreams that one dayshe willfind a boy that does these things forher. Even the smallest action can havethe BIGGEST impact in someones life.

    • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
    • leave her cute text notes.
    • kiss her in front of your friends.
    • tell her she is gorgeous..
    • look into her eyes when you talk to her.
    • let her mess with your hair.
    • touch her hair.
    • just walk around with her.
    • "FORGIVE HER FOR HER MISTAKES"
    • look at her like she's the only one you see.
    • tickle her even when she says stop.
    • hold her hand when you're around your friends.
    • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
    • let her fall asleep in your arms..
    • get her mad, then kiss her.
    • tease her and let her tease you back.
    • stay up all night with her when she's sick.
    • watch her favorite movie with her.
    • kiss her forehead.
    • give her the world.
    • write her letters.
    • let her wear your clothes.
    • when she's sad, hang out with her.
    • let her know she's important.
    • let her take all the photos she wantsof you.
    • kiss her in the pouring rain.
    • when you fall in love with her, tell her.
    • and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

    love, vannie. (9:35 PM)





    blissed!
    Saturday, January 19, 2008

    I feel so blissed with him around.
    Met him before work in the morning yesterday.
    Then darling sent me to work. Couldn't bear to see him leave.
    When I turned back from the sentosa express queue, he was already gone. :(
    Then he messaged me (:



    Work was okay. Met Ain and Christina for the first time.
    They're quite new staffs and I did closing alone with them.
    Usually, a more senior colleague will be rostered and we'll be doing closing tgt.
    I had no choice but to be the elder this time :p
    Somehow, I'm a little afraid.

    Had dinner with them before going home (:

    ---

    Met my boy in the morning at Compass.
    I had breakfast at Mac's. Was craving for Big Breakfast alot actually.
    But didn't ordered it. Too filling. :(
    Walked around and bought some stationeries!

    Went off to Hougang Mall to meet the rest and to Rayner's house.
    Did presentation for several times with little breaks of poker and dessert :)
    Finished off and went to play badminton!
    I still love badminton! But I miss tennis..
    (** Hint Hint: Darling, play tennis with me one day okay?)

    Had dinner at Causeway Point with him (:
    Did some fittings at G2000 for his shirt.
    I loved the shirt he bought (:
    Went home after that.


    Smelly us, perspired so much during badminton! :p

    love, vannie. (10:59 PM)





    Soft soft, sweet sweet thing.
    Wednesday, January 16, 2008

    Darling, thanks for your shoulders when I was feeling weak yesterday. Also for the bread and not forgetting the soft soft sweet sweet thing you got for me. Love it like so much! (:

    I loved the conversation we had in the bus on the way home. We were on the expressway and were talking about brands of vehicles, etc. Ooh! And the Swipey thing too! He said only hunchbacks have Swipey. :P

    --

    Was really affected by him today because of an unfortunate event.
    Nvm, all's well and over.
    I looked at him and I felt for him.
    Especially when I had to leave him for work.
    What you did before I left, just made me want to stay.
    But I'm glad you're fine and smiling again.
    That's what matters most. (:

    love, vannie. (11:47 PM)





    LG- Life's Great. not!
    Sunday, January 13, 2008

    Great. I reckon I'll just fall real sick real soon. Pray hard it rains on Wednesday with me working at SOS and I'll just faint right on the spot for you. I don't feel good recently. Kinda restless and weak. Is that a sign or sth? Whatever.

    My boy asked me something on the line last night.
    "Hey, you know what LG is?"
    "What?"
    " Life's Great. And life's great for me you know."
    -speechless-


    He always has his way of making me envy him.
    Just a few moments ago, he texted me.
    "I'm going to chalet!"
    And his reason for telling me? One answer: To make me jealous.

    Indeed, he succeeded once again. Alright. Guess I should try adding some entertainment to my life. Today's home alone for me to clear some of my projects. Shucks. Talk about LG, mine's more of LB- Life's Bad or Boring. :(

    love, vannie. (8:01 PM)





    thank you love.

    Today's supposed to be a normal happy day for me.
    Until the presence of texts from Amanda that got me pissed.
    I don't know what to do.
    To or not to.

    My boy gave me alot of solutions to solve this problem.
    But I tried to turn them down one by one.
    All for the fact that I don't want to cause him any trouble.
    Esp when he said he wanted to tell them for me.
    Don't want them to blame him for anything...

    Then again, I think.
    I'll be suffering all the way.
    And my boy said he don't want to see me that way.
    Sighs.

    Anyway, I'm really touched by him today.
    The negative thoughts I had of him of me were so wrong.
    He actually thought otherwise.
    And I thank you for all you have done, darling.
    I really appreciate you.




    Oh ya! Got some things for darling after work at Vivo.
    Just a little token of love for you (:

    love, vannie. (2:47 AM)





    kissables!
    Saturday, January 12, 2008

    Yesterday was really a love-able day for me!
    Not going to say anything much here.
    Prefer to share it with my heart and my love only.

    I was hoping my boy would not leave for lifesaving for the TP open house. :(
    Was kinda lost the whole time not seeing him.
    Finally met him after my Psycho.

    Darling bought Hershey's kissables for me.
    So sweet of you (:

    Darling and I went to Causeway Point for dinner at Sakae.
    I just loved to watch him eat.
    And I took sooooo many candid shots of him.
    Mochi Ice-cream! Ha!

    Operation of the watermelon for Vannie!


    Watched stars with him.
    There were so many of them! And were really bright.
    So we walked all the way home under the starlight for the first time.
    Just wanted to spend time alone with my boy.
    And the long walk home...

    Didn't want to leave my boy at all.


    ---

    Did the presentation slides for Marketing today at my house.
    Everytime I look at the advertisement of me and him I'm just lost for words.
    Haha :D

    Darling came to meet us after his lifesaving.
    Met him at my bus- stop.
    For some reasons I don't know, he just looked super handsome today.


    We then left for Causeway for dinner.
    The journey was alot of ignorings and smilings. (:
    Ate at Pastamania with him and Rayner.
    I felt kinda tired so I ate very slowly. Then he kept looking at me.
    Thanks for your compliment love, I won't wear FBTs to school lah! :p
    Grab your hands! :D

    A slow day not filled with activities.
    A day I missed you so much though you were right beside me.





    love, vannie. (12:42 AM)





    repetition with love
    Thursday, January 10, 2008

    Talking to darling on the phone now. (:
    I always feel better after talking to you.


    "I still love my boy, My boy still loves me.
    I love Vanessa!"
    - you're still as adorable as ever.

    love, vannie. (3:18 AM)





    Countdown 2007/ 1st January 2008!
    Wednesday, January 02, 2008

    Monday- 31 December 2007 to
    Tuesday- 1 January 2008

    Had to report to school for Marketing PBL in the morning.
    Like so spoiler right. First day of school on New Year's Eve.
    Moreover, the session only lasted for freaking 30 minutes!
    Gosh.

    Did some Marketing and POM discussion before leaving school.
    Fishie and I met up with the Andrew and Xavier after they'd changed.
    Moved on to town for a walk!

    Just walked round and round till the time came for us to meet Janice (Xavier's gf).
    Oh ya! My boy bought a really nice Red Adidas tee!
    I went to look for Felicia at GAP, Wisma.
    Was happy to see her! (:

    Had such an awkward day walking with 4 pairs of peeping eyes!
    Maybe they were just not used to it.
    But I know it was sweet!

    Had dinner at Food Republic.
    Then went down to Cine to catch AVP2.
    All of us were rushing, we were almost late.
    And my boy, I was just playing with you.
    I like it when you pulled me along all the way to Cine (:
    Haha!

    Oh, the movie was such a letdown.
    I was expecting something more -wow.
    Anyway, I wasn't really concentrating on the movie as well. (:
    My boy is definitely more interesting! :p

    Xavier and Janice left after the movie.
    So my boy, fishie and I went to meet Rayner at Raffles City.
    Went to chill a little at TCC.
    The drink tasted alcoholic, but it wasn't..
    Weird.

    Captured really nice pictures with my boy there (:

    Fishie left to meet her boyfriend.
    Rayner suddenly left us for his friends! Grrr..
    So it was left with my boy and I.

    Sat somewhere in front of Marina Square and behind the Esplanade.
    So the view was nearly perfect!

    My boy was really sweet.
    Really sweet throughout the fireworks display.
    I was just lost for words.
    Only actions could compensate for my lost for words.
    Thanks love!

    Some of the crowd were kinda rowdy, so I was like runnning away from them.
    Lols! I have a phobia for these people. Eew..
    Yupyup, train-ed to Kovan.
    Daddy came to pick me up and my boy went home (;


    Well, this is the first time I countdown to a new year without my family.
    And my boy, you have done so much to make this such a memorable one.
    Thank you love!

    love, vannie. (9:29 PM)





    Dearest.
    Tuesday, January 01, 2008

    First day of 2008!

    Thank you dearest for the wonderful last night! (:

    love, vannie. (11:27 PM)




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