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ANDREW'S
23 april '90
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ADORES family, darlings, tennis, shopping, swimming, pink, red, white, butterflies, strawberries, silly boy.


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    Saturday, March 31, 2007

    I collected my Medical Report this morning at 10.00 am. The place was not as crowded as that few days. I guess people just stop coming. I mean youngsters joining polys. Yeh yeh, people like me are just there to collect their reports.

    Went to post the report and every single document needed had been posted! Okays, so the next thing I have to look out for is the EZ-link card thing. Which I have to go check it out on the 10th of April! I can't wait to get my new card!! Haha! :) :)

    Whee whee whee! I just got my pay for teaching my brother! Haha! Yay! At least I got money now. Haha. 1 hour, $4. 10 hours, $40! Hehs! :)

    For some funny reason which I don't know, I'm like re-watching My Lovely Samsoon on TV now. Somehow, the cable TV repeated it and I don't know why I'm watching. Haha! But it's so sweet when the guy falls in love with her. Hahs! I still don't know why I'm watching....

    ♥ LOVES!

    love, vannie. (2:42 PM)






    Friday, March 30, 2007

    1. I must not spend money unnecessarily anymore. Well, at least for now. I'm like digging into my pocket money meant for school. Need to put back money into the bank and fill it up again. :x


    2. But I'm so depressed I'm not allowed to own the bag that I want so much. Apparently, My Mom doesn't want me to have it as I have many bags already. I have only 1 sling bag! And this one I saw, I practically fell in love with it. I can't even ask for that as a birthday present from Dad.. Mom says I can get something I really need instead....

    I need that bag! Okays, its a red Adidas sling bag I saw at Heeren! I was so down I cried for an entire 1 hour and 15 minutes non- stop. Well, I really want that bag badly. And so badly it is. It's like $69? I hope it doesn't go out of stock fast. When I get enough money after my birthday, I will go get it! But it seems quite impossible it'll still be in stock then. :(


    3. Meihwa called me during her break Today! Haha. I was lying on the bed when she called. :) We talked for quite a while. Haven't been talking to her much these days, so i'm so happy she called when she was free! Hehs!


    4. I went for the Medical Checkup on Tuesday. Hahs! The doctor said I was fine and there's nothing wrong with me! Yay! And! NO BLOOD TEST! Okays, so I'm healthy! Hahas! Will go collect the report tomorrow! Hehs! :)


    5. Oh! I nearly forgot to mention that I watched TMNT already! On Sunday with My Family! Hahs! Quite nice! Can watch can watch. And in any case anyone wants to know which turtle I like.. It's gotta be LEONARDO!! Haha! I'm so in love with that "turtle"! Hah!! At first I preferred Raphel. But his bad temper just puts me off.. Haha!

    Filian said this when I told him I prefer ♥ LEONARDO ♥ after the movie:
    You always like THE BEST and THE LEADER one!

    Haha! I guess that's just me! :)



    ♥ Loves!

    love, vannie. (1:40 PM)






    Tuesday, March 27, 2007

    Went back to Riverside to visit my beloved Band with Clement! I just missed everyone and everything about the Band. I missed my juniors so so so much! And I was glad they were happy to see me. Cerlyn even hugged me! Haha. I love them so much!

    Hmms. Something is really lacking in the Band. And I would say it's enthusiasm. For some reason, in the past, when the conductor asks us to change, we will try our best and do sth about it. But this, I don't see in the members of the Band. Especially on the set piece for SYF. The Sunrise thingy. It's sad to see the Band like this. Even Mr Er says the Band was better last time. I hope they can really buck up. SYF's just three weeks away..

    Met Fel and Lex and went to Causeway Point. We grabbed the Giordano tees and went to look for the Nike Bag. And I got my FBT shorts from Fel. After that, I left. Was really rushing for time. Hand to go home and mop the floor and also buy a dish of pork ribs home.

    Finally, my documents for sending in to my school is ALMOST complete! YAY! Haha, only left with the Medical Checkup thingy. I'm going to leave house at 9am and proceed to SATA. I'm still wondering if BLOOD TEST is needed. Omg! :x

    Loves + Misses! ♥

    love, vannie. (2:20 PM)






    Saturday, March 24, 2007

    One More Month to My Birthday!
    I went shopping alone Today!! Hahas! Was quite okay, except it was abit boring. LOL. I went to look for the Rip Curl bag, but it was sold out already. So i went to Far East to walk around. Bought quite a few things there. Hahas.

    Shopping Alone
    Black Half Cardigan- $11.20
    Red Ball Earrings- $1.70
    Off- Shoulders in Lime Green- $19
    Off- Shoulders in Orange- $19
    3 rolls of stickers- $2
    Denim Shorts- $14.90

    Online
    Smocked Tube Top- $10
    Netted Heart Necklace- $8
    Postage- $1

    Fel getting for me
    2 FBT shorts- $20

    Total spent:
    $106.80
    -$ 26.00

    $80.80



    Wow! This is like the most amount of money spent! Oh gosh oh gosh! The $26 will be paid by My Sis for my brithday present! Hahas. Yeah. So it's kinda scary shopping alone anyway. You end up spending LOADS of money!

    Met Fel and Lex for lunch and went walking around Causeway Point. Hahas. Had a fun time with them.
    Fel's new name: MING MING and NIANG!

    ♥ LOVES!

    love, vannie. (2:57 PM)






    Friday, March 23, 2007

    I didn't go for the Medical Checkup today. And that is because my period chose to come on the exact date! Not late at all. What a great timing, indeed. All because of that I can't go for my checkup and now I don't know if I'll be late in submitting my documents...

    Hmms, yeah so I woke up at 8:15 am for no reason. I wanted to sleep! I'm feeling so groggy now. And so I learned some korean, came online, and watched some TV to pass my time. Actually I still have some of Daddy's work on hand. But I'm lazy to do it. Heh. I'll leave it for Saturday! (:



    Haha! I'm very interested in the Armoire Caprice Denim Blazer fron Mylittlestash! I think I'm getting it already. My Mom has agreed to transfer the money for me! Haha! I need to wait for the person to reply to my message first. Hahas.

    I'm doing a lot of shopping at home these days I got the Cupid's Circle from TheWeekendDesigner. Also, I got the Smocked Tube Top and Netted Heart Necklace from Girls-Closet. And all three items were sent to Felicia's house to prevent My Mom from knowing. Hahas!

    So I must THANK Felicia once again, for all the help in the matters!

    I'm visiting town tomorrow ALONE! It just seems so exciting! Hahas! After that meeting Felicia to collect my stuffs, and also Lex. Might meet Wanying too.



    I so miss everyone! Especially MISS CHAN MEIHWA!! I miss you so much can! Haha! Recover faster from your chcken pox kays? If not the teachers will start calling again! Hehs!

    ♥ Loves all LOADS!

    love, vannie. (2:08 PM)






    Thursday, March 22, 2007

    I'm so scared! Tomorrow I'll be going for the medical checkup required for the admission to all polys. I wasn't so afraid of it until Meihwa told me about BLOOD TEST! She said Pearl had it. Ohmygod! Can I say I'm afraid of needles? :x

    Actually wanted to go for the checkup today. But seeing so many people there just irks me. So I've decided to go alone tomorrow morning! I'll leave house around 9. I hope there are lesser people. Last time My Mom went, but there were a few people only. Today was like PACKED?

    Guess everyone's like me. Going for the checkup, hoping to be accepted by the School and Course. Somehow, I'm scared of checkups. Especially things that you don't usually know appears. Well, I shall not speak too soon and say how FIT I am. We shall see tomorrow when I get back! Haha!

    There are so many documents that require us to send back. I'm getting confused by all of them. I'm afraid I'll miss out any documents and then they decline my offer. So now, whenever I'm doing the stuffs for sending back, I don't do other things. I can't imagine the dire consequenses if I leave anything out...

    The tuition fees are so ex. $8000 plus. But there is about $7000 grant. So we have to pay around $1000 plus. Hmms, I just wonder why the grant is so much. The govt is paying so much for every student! So i'm so grateful to the govt! I'M PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN! With this I must work hard for the country's future IRs!! Hahas! I'm so excited! :D

    Heh! I'm going to take my passport size photo tomorrow too! Initially, I intended to use the one taken for my IC and passport. But since there are only 2 left (2 photographs required), I decided to take new ones! I want to keep my old ones! (:

    Apparently, My Mom and I were just digging her drawer for the photocopies of my NRIC and Birth Cert.

    Then we found so many passport size photographs taken of our family. Toddlers, children and adult pictures. We laughed so much looking at Mummy and Daddy when they were younger, in their twenties! Haha.

    This is the reason why I don't want to use the last two of my current passport size photo! I want to laugh a myself like that with my children next time! :D I love my toddler photo! Heh! ♥

    love, vannie. (2:50 PM)






    Wednesday, March 21, 2007

    1) Apparently, there is a lizard in my house. And it's hiding behing the TV now. No matter how much noise we make, banging the table tops and the TV, it just won't waver and appear. Oh gosh, once it appeared. Then! It went into hiding again. This lizard has been making lots of LOUD (consider the size of it...) lizard noises! And it's so freaking me out!


    2) I'm so disappointed with My Sister. She WON'T keep her words. I wouldn't say never, but most of the times I get played out, right at the last minute! I just wonder why? Why is she always like that? We agreed to go out to town Today to get my birthday present and some stuffs. And Last Night! She told me she had to go to the chalet which she had already planned to go on Wendnesday! Sighs, I don't know why she wouldn't change. Whatever..


    3) I just received my package from Temasek Poly! Finally! Actually I had this feeling (maybe i'm attached to the school?) that it's arrived in my letterbox! And when Daddy came home, he passed that big envelope to me! Okay.

    So i'm suppose to start school ON MY BIRTHDAY?!

    I just wonder whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. The good thing is that now there is added significance: I'm officially 17 and it's the start of school! Here comes the bad thing: It's still my brithday!

    Orientation's starting earlier I guess. 19th and 20th April. I'm starting to get excited! Haha!


    4) Felicia's sick and Meihwa still can't go school. You two ah! Better takecare of yourselves huh! Must be strong like me! Haha! Drink more water and HL milk!! :) Have enough of rest too! Don't make me worry!! :x
    ♥ loves!


    5) I'm going to Town to shop ALONE on Friday! I haven't been able to try that out yet! HAHA! I guess it will be abit boring, but there'll be more time. Cos I'll be going to places I want to or need to go! Hehs! Fel might be meeting me there or at Admiralty MRT to pass me my things I purchased from Girls-Closet!


    6) I purchased 2 items from Girls-Closet yesterday. They are the Smocked Tube Top in turquoise ($12) and the Netted Heart Necklace ($9)! The items were suppose to cost me $22.50 [$21 + $1.50 shipping fees]. But the owner was kind enough to price them at $19 in total! Haha! So I saved $3.50! :D I can't wait to get them!


    7) I was scanning through the online shops and this something caught my eye! clickhere! It's from My Little Stash. The price seems quite reasonable. Maybe I should go Far East and see if there are nicer and cheaper ones on Friday. I should scout around first before buying! :)


    ♥ LOVE everyone! (:

    love, vannie. (2:53 PM)






    Friday, March 16, 2007


















    HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!


    Went to Sentosa to celebrate Felicia's Birthday! Heh! Felicia, Wanying, Lex, Alvino, Filian and Myself! But such a pity Meihwa couldn't come along. Take good care of yourself ah, Meihwa!!

    We took pictures and played beach volleyball. Half of us were in the water and the other half on the sand. Hahas.

    Somehow, Felicia has got a lot of candid shots taken. Well, I suggested them to be used for her 'album' in the future! Yay! So next time you wanna launch an album, tell them no need to take pictures, just use these (the ones on the top!) Heh!! :D



    US three :)
    The Birthday Girl!
    Fel and Fil competing to be taller! HAHA!

    Lex's GOLDFISH eyes!

    My "SON" :x
    Wanying, with Fel's COOL shades!

    SISTERS' CLUB!
    Three girls!! (:





    In the MRT on the way home!


    love, vannie. (2:58 PM)






    Wednesday, March 14, 2007

    Fellie, Lexxie and Vannie's Outing!

    Went out to town today! We did a lot of shopping! Actually a lot for me. A lot a lot for Felicia! Hahas. She bought loads of things, just like on a shopping spree!

    Hmms, I spent quite a big sum of money too. You can say that I'm officially BROKE! Well, I'm trying not to spurge! Hehs! Let's reveal the things bought today!

    1) White Rose Ear Studs -$3.90
    2) Rubber Sandals -$33.90
    3) Forever 21 Long Blouse in Rose -$13
    4) Forever 21 Long Blouse in Yellow Green -$13
    5) Black-White Stripes Stretchable Belt -$3
    6) Neoprints -$3
    7) Lunch -$5

    Total Spent: $74.80


    Oh my! See how I spent money like we use water? But I think it's okay. There's nothing I can do to change anything. Anyway, I NEED those items for school! So I'm happy spending! YAY-ness!

    Had so much fun shopping with them! Heh! ♥

    love, vannie. (1:50 PM)






    Tuesday, March 13, 2007

    Sunday. Heh heh. Went to Marina Square for lunch yesterday and saw MEIHWA! So unexpected ya? After that went to the IT show at Suntec. As usual, loads and loads of people. In such a huge place, I feel so small. Like an ant. Heh!

    Didn't get any IT-related- stuffs. I don't really like though, but I don't mind too. LOL. Cos I've got nothing to get there. But Daddy loves to go to such events. Haha. Don't know why...

    Went for steamboat for dinner at the Golden Mile place. The place looks cleaner and brighter, so I don't mind going there again. In the past, (Okay, I sound really old..) the place was really scary. Spooky I guess. Old shopping centre, what more can we ask for right? But now it's different! More appealing.


    Saturday was busy. Went to watch my sister's Danceworks thing. I thought they did well. Well, untill now I still don't know if they got into the finals. Weird huh? Cos one minute they're not being announced that they're in. And yesterday she says all three teams that Foreign Bodies sent in are in? Lol? How many teams did the send in the first place?

    Okays. Then after that I rushed here and there to get Felicia's birthday present. The bikini she wanted from Sheer Romance! Heh.

    Went to Felicia's house for her birthday party. It was nice to see ex-riversidians there. We talked alot and yeah, Fel keep asking us to eat! Haha! Talked to Wanying on the phone also. Yeah. Was having fun there. Until when i placed my first card down ( we were playing Bluff!), and My Dad called. I had to leave. What a great timing. Just great.


    And of course! I got to realise that:
    The international GAY colour is RAINBOW!
    - courtesy of Wanying




    On a lighter note, I'm going out with Fellie and Lexxie tomorrow. So it's a FELLIE, LEXXIE and VANNIE outing! YAY-ness! Looking forward! :)

    ♥ loves!

    love, vannie. (2:45 PM)






    Saturday, March 10, 2007

    Heh! Went to visit my school today. Temasek Poly. Sounds kind of weird... Vannie's school is Temasek Poly? LOL!!! Haha. Yeah. Tried the journey to see the timing and all. Whether the journey is too long. But it's just nice.

    After that went for dinner with Mummy at the food court. Since young I've always been to Tampines, so it isn't any unfamilar surroundings for me. It's okays! Haha. Like going back to childhood place like that. Heh heh.

    Was looking at the bus services that serves Tp... Then i saw one that goes to Orchard leh! Hahas. See how convenient it is! Hahaha! So happy man! Next time can go Orchard from school! Wahahaha! (:

    love, vannie. (3:40 PM)






    Friday, March 09, 2007

    怎麼辦

    Hahs! This is even cuter! :D


    love, vannie. (4:47 PM)







    只對你有感覺

    It's cute la. (:


    love, vannie. (4:27 PM)







    I'm feeling much better today. Not thinking so much already. Told my Mum about everything. Hmms, and she didn't nag at all. She just gave me words of wisdom as usual. But I appreciated it! Hehs. :D

    We had a long talk while cooking. Mummy told me something that she didn't felt good about. And she kept it to herself all these while knowingly I'll think too much about it. Sometimes, I just wish my Mum will tell us things. But she's worried about us. She says she close both eyes le. I'm so scared for her.
    It's okay. We'll be there for each other. (:

    Okays. I'm so excited about Saturday and next Thursday. I can't wait to get to see all of you! At Wild Wild Wet I suppose. Heh! Misses and Loves loadies! :D

    love, vannie. (3:23 PM)






    Thursday, March 08, 2007

    Okay. Since I'm feeling better now, I shall tell you all about me fish giving birth on 6th March. It's so amazing watching the process.

    My Mom and I were like fishing any babies we see out of the tank. You see, in the other incident n 13th Feb, we didn't fish any babies out and i suppose the mother ate more than 3 of it's own offsprings. We separated the last 3, and they died too.

    So this time we decided to fish them out. At first I went to the tank to browse at the 2 fishes. And there was this small little thing swimming toward me. I was so shocked! It was a baby! We always thought the 2 older ones were females. It so happen now that one must be a male.

    So we quickly fished it out into a shallow container. Then more came. One by one. Till there was ten, but two died. At least eight survived.

    While looking at them, I felt the tremors. My whole house was like shaking horizontally. I screamed to my Mom, "Mom! is the house shaking?!" It was scary la. I watched as the water in the fish tank swayed when I didn't even touched it when I squatted down. Then i looked outside the windows, I was sure the whole building was shaking.

    My Mom who was at near the washing machine that was spinning the clothes, thought it was the washing machine that caused the house to shake? Haha. She didn't feel it though. I was so giddy when it occurred.

    It was from the quake at Indonesia. We realised when my Dad called when he reached the office. We turned on Channel News Asia and watched the news. The people who felt the tremors and called the hotline was funny. The way they talked. It seemed. The whole Singapore felt it. :x

    love, vannie. (4:54 PM)







    I don't know why I'm tearing so much. Felicia and Clement just said so many things which made me tear even more. I'm so touched. Just don't say you are of no help, cos you all have done so much. just that you don't realise it. I'm just so thankful.

    I know I'll be like this again tomorrow night. I know I'm so stupid and all, crying and thinking so much. I'm so sorry. I can't be true to you all. I know it'll go away gradually. Eventually, I'll be fine. I just need time.

    I'm sorry.

    love, vannie. (3:58 PM)







    I feel so fake.

    I'm doing things against my own will yet it seems so real. And the worse thing is that I don't seem to realise it till I'm here to pour out my feelings.

    Somehow, listening to other's talk about their school is not very nice. Especially when you are not with any of them to experience them. That really hurts when you have to pretend nothing's happening and that you're perfectly fine.

    Don't tell me not to cry, cos it's really hard to keep everything inside. I want to tell you all my real feelings. But I cannot bring myself to do it. I don't want to bother anyone of you. Nothing feels right though.

    While giving tuition to my brother this afternoon, many times I pretended to cry. Actually I was on the brink of breaking down already. Time and again, I told my brother how lonely I am. I have no one to turn to. Everyone's busy with their things and stuffs. It's not that I don't understand. I understand what you all are going through. It just didn't seem right that i'm different.

    We have no common topics to talk about anymore. I won't understand what you all are talking. You all will not understand whatever I'm saying. We're all so different now. It's so difficult to smile.

    I feel like I'm some kind of weird being who'll change only when night time comes. I just come back to my TRUE self. That is the only time when I can be true to myself. Or rather is true to myself. When I wake up, everything's fake again.

    I woke up early today and messaged Meihwa and Felicia to tell them to enjoy their day at school, and to assure that everything will be fine. I even set the alarm clock to do so. In the messages, I may seem okay. However. I don't feel good at all. I yearn to go school with you all. Then again. As I said earlier, I don't seem to realise I'm wrong. But seeing them happy that I messaged and cared, it made my heart glow.

    I feel so out of place. My life seemed to be in a mess. A small problem but a really great impact. I don't know how to face it bravely like I have always done so well the past few months. Things just seem to shift places overnight. It's hard to adapt and live through it.

    love, vannie. (3:37 PM)






    Wednesday, March 07, 2007

    Diploma in Leisure and Resort Management
    Temasek Polytechnic


    Well, that's where I'm going. I don't know if it's really what I want, though i told many that that's where I wanna go. I'm like just pretending? You can say that I'm not totally prepared. Actually I kind of expected to be posted there? Cos I know Biomedic is too high for me to aim. I'm not clever, you see.

    I guess I'm just putting a false front infront of everyone. I'm so sorry. No matter how many times I try to tell people that I must have a fresh start and new beginning, I cannot get myself convinced. I'm at a lost. So lost.

    Everyone's going to JC. I just wonder. Did I make the right choice? Should I have put Pioneer as my first choice? Why didn't I? Why did I choose Poly? I feel really really demoralised. But I'll do away with those thoughts. Cos i'm already posted there? And also because I like my course.

    I tried to believe in myself. And I failed. Terribly. I don't want to think about anything and yet I keep thinking. Hais, I feel I've fallen so so so deep. I know my course is not easy to get in. But, looking at my Mum's doubtful face, I can't help but drift away from my stand that I once held to: The path for me is the poly route and I'll do well in no matter what course I'm being posted to.

    It's weird to see me like this, right? I've been really strong the past few months. But I guess there's always a time when you're the strongest and you suddenly fall. Seems like it's happening to me? It's hard.

    I can't stop crying. I feel so helpless.

    Guess I started to be honest only now to whoever is chatting with me. I felt so lonely just now, and luckily Clement was online. So i told him everything about how i feel. And now Junhao comes to chat with me. And my sis came home and tell me how her friends want so much to go into the courses. I wanna thank the two guys and my sis. :) For being there for me when I was so so so down. (:

    Okay. I shall stop all nonsense now. And maybe hide all again. Well I'm good at faking it, ya?


    I'm so greatful and thankful to have at least one person to cheer me up when I'm down. Just one is enough. Anyone will make fine too. I don't know if there will be anyone in the near future. I'll be glad if my friendships with everyone will just remain. And I hope there'll be someone who will be here for me, whether pain or happiness.



    Something Junhao said brought me a smile.
    I was telling him I haven't cried in months already.
    And he said this:
    so its standard wan la?
    must cry every month ah?
    It's funny. I didn't actually meant that.
    But it made me smile. :]
    He asked me to cheer up and stuffs.
    Thanks! :)




    And Clement did sth that made me smile too. A BIG smile.
    He said look!
    And showed me this pic of him as his display pic:


    Clement! Do you know how much you have made my day? Just by saying you're going to cry when I tell you all my feelings. And by telling me that I made you smile when I told you, you made me smile, many many. You see... These little things from you really made me better, and you did so much for me. So don't say you cannot help me. :) Thanks DiDi. :]


    Hmms. But I'm more warmed up and feeling much much better. Many thanks to both of them.

    This is how friends should help each other when they're down. And this is why I don't want to lose my pillars of hope: my friends.





    Especially my CLOSE friends.
    I never want to lose you all. You all are not my pillars of hope. You are my hope. You all are the reason I could hold out till now. Well, I cherish every single one of you. Can I have some confirmation that we will all still be friends and contact each other? I really don't want to move on. But sadly I need to. We all need to. And I'll keep all our memories in my heart. A space left just for you people. Please don't leave me kays? I need you so much.

    I love you all with all my heart.




    love, vannie. (5:04 PM)






    Tuesday, March 06, 2007

    Haha! I'm so happy you know! Cos i'm finally going to get my very own charm necklace from The Weekend Designer! The CUPID'S CIRCLE! I've been like waiting for a remake for it since so long! And finally! Though the last one was already sold, she's making one for me! Hahas! So nice and effficient! Yeah yeah! :]

    And I have to thank Felicia for helping me transfer the money. Well, I need her help cos I'm so not familar with the Atm machine. I haven't tried getting out money or putting money in yet. So I don't wanna do something wrong and scary. So Felicia agreed to help me! Yah, so THANKS! :]

    Hmms, the results for the posting is coming out tomorrow at 8am. Felicia, Meihwa and I agreed to go online at 8 and check. Hahs! I'm so nervous! I really want to know where I'm going to. Cos that's going to path out my future! Whatever it is, I'm gonna do it well!


    Best wishes to ALL!





    Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Loves to all! ( you know who you are!) :]

    love, vannie. (3:37 PM)







    Went out on Thursday with my girlfriends! But sadly without Wanying. Had such a fun time with Meihwa and Felicia. Well, we walked walked at town. Basically, I think we had fun, TALKING. Hah! We talked about so many things.

    We shopped and shopped and shopped. LOL. It was raining there, and we all had our umbrellas! Yay! Spent like so much money! Though I only bought like a few things? Like 5? Okays, I have to come to terms with it... I'm getting poorer!

    3 belts ( 1 for my sis, 2 for me!): $10
    Bikini: $27.90
    Pink ball earrings: $1.90
    Lunch, Mos burger: $5.50
    Takopachi balls (for bro): $2.20

    Total Spent: $47.50!!


    Ohmygod! That's alot! Ah, nevermind. It's been a long time we went out together to shop. 2nd January, with Wanying. So it's okay. :)


    Today
    Hahs. Had such an enjoyable time swimming today! Yay! Hahas. Meihwa and Felicia came. We became tanner. And now my face hurts. Well, I guess the sun was really strong. Hahs! We talked alot again! Hahas. We even went to the sauna too! Hahas!! :)

    love, vannie. (10:54 AM)






    Thursday, March 01, 2007

    Okay. This is my 199th post for this blog. Kind of special. Hahas. One more and it's 200! YAY!

    Was spending my time doing something really worthwhile just now! I was chatting with Felicia, Wanying and Lex, which makes it SISTERS' CLUB! Any idea how happy I was?! Hahas. Before I came online I was just thinking if we could all chat together! And it happened. My instinct was accurate! :)

    Then they asked me to read Lex's blog. Somehow, what he typed brought us all to tears. And that's not because we stared at the screen for too long without blinking our eyes. It's because we were so touched by his words. They were of so much impact that we could not help but tear. It's all the memories we had in the book, our minds and not forgetting OUR HEARTS.

    And it was all real.

    And there came yeehang who wanted to join sisters' club. But sorry, no more space available! Because of that we came up with our unique motto!

    NO addition, NO subtraction, NO multiplication, NO division.
    Yep! Another line to add into our hearts and lock them really tight. :]



    Sleep tight everyone! Sweet dreams! Takecare, Loves and Misses! (:

    love, vannie. (3:43 PM)




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