thelittlelovetoken

School is over for us.

i had my physics practical yesterday. i thought i did okay, i hope i can at laest get a pass for physics. yes! and i'm desperately hoping for a pass. with all the f9s, i wonder if i would ever make it to a pass. hmms hmms...

okays, so the prac was quite okay. better than prelims i guess. one question was on mechanics, the marble rolling down the ramp. the other is one that we look for the focal length. oh, i didn't like that. i was like practically looking at myself in the lens and mirror. i couldn't actually see the pin at first, but luckily i did. lol.

yeps. we'd collected our prom night tickets. it looked like a post card. but nevermind. mummy says at least they bothered to print. lol.

we were having a fun time on wednesday! everyone was taking pictures and videos. haha. its like a happy day! yeps and without the b's, i was really elated!

during hist, we took class photos, so i was leaning against the notice board with mh on one side and lloyd on the other and jelly beside lloyd. okays, so out of the blue, lloyd moved infront.

so i was standing right beside jelly. omg. with everyone infront of us, neither of us could move away even if we wanted to. i was feeling so awkward! its like i dunnoe how to describe, but i was feeling a mixture of happiness and awkwardness. i kept playing with my fingers and leaning to mh's side. i guess she noticed too. lol.

i talked to him too!! erm, that was near the end of the day. hehes. i asked him if he dyed his hair. cos it was really brown at the front. hahas. he claimed that it was matural, and started to shoot me, saying that i dyed my hair. ya la. i dyed it black. haha.

me and meihwa.

me and clement.

love, vannie. (3:23 AM)

Friday, October 20, 2006

Try to be strong, vannie.

i went for a haircut on tuesday. as usual, i cut my fringe till the eyebrows. but i layered the back more! hahas. i feel so "light-headed" now! [well, not exactly light-headed.]

so ms vannie went to school with her funny hair yesterday.

but everyone thought it was okay. some didn't even know that i cut my hair. lol. isn't it obvious huh? went i reached school, wy started touching my hair! hahas :D

justina came to sit with us as mingmin, sharon and ciauer were not present. so yups, we had a fun time talking to jus. hahas, we passed her her present, and she loved it so much. kenneth gave her 2 bananas. they were supposedly to be for display, as he claimed, but they're REAL.

during english, we practically crapped with basyir and afiq abt prom. lol. basyir's gonna wear a red gown, and put tissue paper in you-know-where. so i suggested oranges. then came xf's words: "put watermelon!" lol. she so cute la. still say can use a spoon to scoop when you want to eat! lol. crazy ideas started flooding our minds. durian: ppl will not be able to molest you...

e-maths was another fun lesson, cos' mr goh wasn't teaching. lol. i was wondering, why are we all not studying, but laughing so much? maybe we just needed some time to relax.

yup, and so the crux of the day happened. clement gave some sweets to xf and yh to eat. when others spotted the sweets, they wanted some too. but after a while, for some reason xf's teeth were all blue! everyone turned and watched xf as she talked and laughed with her bluey mouth. for once, she didn't look like a ghost ya, she looked like a monster. as the name of the sweet suggests, monster sweets.

well, everyone started trying the sweets. even jelly, his tongue turned blue, but not his teeth. hahas, he really looked so adorable when he stucked out his tongue. as i always thought, his actions reminds me of a little boy. lol.

he asked me for a mirror to look at his tongue. he didn't called out my name, he just "eh, eh". i took a while to respond. it was weird la. i thought he was calling lloyd. hoho~

the photo taking for ccas started. its no fair huh! we didn't have the chance to cca take photo's for the yearbook before. just when we stepped down, they came up with the idea. so UNFAIR!

we waited for ms chen for a long long time. she was in 4/8. so we talked and laughed again. everyone were doing so. hehes. finally, when she came in, she gave us a gift. stressballs! hahas. so cute! with smiley face somemore. they came in yellow, red, blue, orange and a soccer ball kind. i took the yellow one. behind the face, was a note from her. :D thanks!

took a bus with marcus to causeway, and went home. was kinda tired, so worn out again. everyday is like that. the same routine. but i always tell myself that it'll be over one day, soon, it won't last forever.

went to take a nappy and did somehomework before watching PRINCESS HOURS. yea, the casts are gettting sweeter and sweeter day by day. lol.

love, vannie. (3:49 AM)

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Yesterday was an okay day. i didn't feel tired at all when i went to bed. just tossed and turned all night. i don't know why. i did not take any nappy at all and i studied till 01:30 am. lol. by that time my brain juice should be used up. hmms. why so energetic?!

this morning.we assembled at the parade square. gosh. AND THE HAZE! shouldn't we just stay indoors? many people are sick already! the whole place was like blur~ worse than when i'm not wearing my spects.

anyways, wanying gave us an envelope. i thought its some kinda letter or sth. lol. and she ordered us not to open it till we reached home. but somehow, fel and i opened it during english lesson.

TEE WANYING! do you know how sweet you are?! lol. there was a photo of us, two straw hearts and two cards. so sweet ah you!. i was so touched when i opened it! thanks woman!! :) i was so touched that i hugged her during recess! :)

during recess, felicia, meihwa and i were having a hard time trying to persuade wy to go for prom! okay! and she finally agreed! hahas. how can any of us be absent for prom?!

anyways, i went to 4/8 to ask wy abt the sitting arrangement for prom. and i got a shock out of my life when someone told me that the b's were sitting with us. i think my eyes were enlarged when i heard that.i hope not!

hmms. yups, we had a change of venue for prom! hahas. Marina Mandarin. five- star hotel! yay! and there will only be 100 people going. mr goh said that he'll try to open more tables. haha. when mh and i told him to " chop " place for wy, he laughed at me for using the word chop!

went to baquet for lunch. the noodles was kinda disgusting. so thin and soggy. lol. i didn't manage to finish it, considering the disgust i felt. lol. xf also didn't finish. we had a fun time staring at yh eat! lol. she was so funny lehs. xf kept laughing.. :D

went to mini bits after that. bought a pair of earrings for justina. and its so cute. one side is some kinda puffer fish, the other is a heart. they're white in colour! hahas. i bought a necklace with two rings on it. it looked so sweet. i shall give the other ring to my boyfriend next time! lol. haha.

we walked to mini toons and bought the fake rose for justina too. its so cute yah. hahas. went to popular and home after everything. was quite tired. left causeway pt and realised how very hazy it was. the PSI was 129. i thought it should be worse.

watched PRINCESS HOURS after studying. so cute lar the show! its like so fairytale like. and everyone's talking abt it. lol. and the other prince is so so so cute! hahas.

love, vannie. (3:33 AM)

Saturday, October 14, 2006

hees. i have all my class photos posted. lols. look how we've grown. still remember when we were still young and innocent. (not trying to say we're not anymore, we still are!) and now we've grown to be young adults! :)

lol. studying physics now. i actually wanted to give up on that subject already. i'm really hopeless yahs. so you see. i don't even know if can actually pass it during o's.

wonder how's wanying's flowers growing... that day fel and i bought a sunflower each for our dear friend. i'm now pondering if it's "dead" already.. hahas. meihwa got a pink bear for her. (with a dirty leg!) lol. mh, you pick from rubbish bin huh?! hahas. kidding!! :)

i've learnt to keep away from other's problems. and i've also learnt to keep mum about my problems. i can feel myself getting colder and colder towards everyone. i'm sorry if anyone hates me for that. i don't like it either.

love, vannie. (3:27 AM)

My class photographs!

[2005- 2006]

3/7 [2005]

4/7 [2006]

love, vannie. (2:40 AM)

My class photographs!

[2003- 2004]

1/7 [2003]

2/7 [2004]

love, vannie. (2:30 AM)

Friday, October 13, 2006

GRADUATION DAY 2006

yesterday was graduation day and it was kinda sad for everyone. i was so touched by all my teachers, esp mr radha. when i read his message, tears just welled up. its just the last few days we are all spending time tgt. after that, we'll all go our separate ways. and that's just it.

the day before, i sort of went to school with jelly.only that he was walking behind me all the time. we didn't talk. its like both of us know that we're there but we ~~dileberately~~ pretended we didn't see each other. it's so pathetic. when i reached school, i didn't dare look at him.

yesterday, i reached the bus stop at the same time and i saw him and his best friend. yup, they'd already crossed the road and then i was behind them. it was like the opp of the scene the day before. except that there were lots of ppl.

we were walking up to class after flag raising. so everyone was asking why we were going back to class when we're suppose to be at the hall for grad celeb. in particularly, it was kenn and him who kept asking. they targetted their qns at me, trying to get me frustrated with them. lol.

how am i suppose to know huh? like i'm leading the way! so i just told them i don't know. i realised he cut his hair when i turned around. he was surprised that i noticed his new haircut. lol. everyone will notice, pig...(:

he showed me his fingers proudly. apparently, he had just cut his nails and were very proud of them. hahas. and he had to announced to kenn that "vannie is very funny! always catch me for long fingernails!" isn't it right for me to do so? guys shouldn't have long nails. or rather the guy i like shouldn't have. haha. i spun around and called him 'girl girl'. :)

lloyd kept telling me that he likes mine and my sis' name. lol. he told me again when i was getting into class. i said thank you to him and cont'd walking (i thought i sounded formal!).

when i turned my head to see where jelly was, got a shock out of my life, cos he was just right behind me! at that particular moment, he wanted to ask me what my sis' name was. lol. its like both of us looked at each other and shocked each other.

he sat in front of me during the grad celeb. yups, and we talked alot. when kenn left him a few times, he was alone. so any remark he had, he turned and told me. lols.

i asked if he wanted polo sweet, so he took the whole thing to get one out. so... after a while, he turned to me and said, "vanessa, i open all leh." yeps, he tore the paper too much. but luckily it still could be saved, cos i managed to bundle the sweets tgt again. no worries!

the presentation was quite mediocre. i only liked the part where the teachers pennned messages for us. i was so upset that i kept telling mh i don't want to graduate. everything and everyone will definitely be missed.

everyone from 4/7, 4/9 and 4/5 got sth from mr goh. its a photograph of our informal class photograph and his own picture.everyone will either get one of the 3 of photos of himself. 2 of his wedding pics and 1 of him with two baby lions. (i thought the 2 animals were dogs...)
this is mine:

all of us signed our friends' photographs. all of us had all the pages filled up and we had to use the back page. lol. i love all my friends! hahas.

i wrote this to him: stay happy and handsome. don't always bully people. 2 days younger than me. takecares, all the best!(drew a heart), vanessa
i added a small little bubble at the bottom: cut your fingernails! :)

we went to pizza hut for lunch. meihwa, xiaofang and marcus. after eating, we took photos! we'll we had a fun time snapping candid shots. but they were weird. like this one...

well,so it was a sad, yet fun graduation day! :)

(meihwa, me, miss chen ying)
(mr desmond goh, me)

(me, mr sani)

love, vannie. (4:31 AM)

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