vanessa
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LIVEJOURNAL 08/07-10/07
Sunday, October 31, 2004
**my heart is shattered.....
into so many pieces that i can't put them back...
the wounds cant seem to heal...
its just too much that time cannot erase....
no one can bring me back to life....
i feel so lifeless...no one will noe how i feel.....**
went to monkey's house for fun???
din had fun though....was kinda sad...
jealous is the word to describe the feeling...
haii..dunnoe...
he like shocked to see me liddat....dunnoe...
mabbe he din expect bahz...dunnoe...
went for lunch with them...
saw jk there...dunnoe....din eat...
did not have any appeitite...=/
was messaging jk and rr for the whole day...
haii...just felt kinda stupid to be there...
remembered wad i promised jk the previous nite...
" i will leave when i cannot take it anymore.."
budden i din seem to keep my promise...
sorry....
i was sitting there...too many things happened...
i cant write everything here...
cuz its all stored in my brain already.....
all the images....all the conversations.....
its too much of an impact to wipe it all away...
haii...i dunnoe...was reading the little mermaid book to yee lu...
just knew that he like checked on me at times...
dunnoe...bout o5.3o already....mummy msg me...
she ask me to go home already...yeah...i noe....
he also had to leave at that time...
we left together first.....monkey brought us to the traffic light....
den she left us....
the both of us walked to causeway....
got talk le...budden he was the one who brought up subjects...
dunnoe...he kept asking where i stayed....
told him...budden he still dunnoe...nvm......
he like kinda scared of me...i also scared of him....
dunnoe....mabbe both of us just don wanna talk bout the same sad subject??
**haii...dunnoe...he was so polite to me...
so gentle....not like before...dunnoe...
he changed...changed completely...
the way he talked to me...
its like me talking to some really gentle guy....
haii...the way he look at me also....
i dunnoe....the feeling is not good...
its terrible...i feel so terrible...i dunnoe....**
was messaging her in the nite....
she is such u bitch...haii...
sorry...but i just have to state it...
she asked me....:
" just now we together u jealous right?"
she's trying to provoke me again...
haii...budden he dunnoe...
** he din noe how JIAN she is...
she is an *angel infront of him....
budden when he is not around,
she is a *JIAN NU REN ....
all i can conclude is that she is a damn **scheming bitch...
sorry....that is all i have to say...........
.everything.will.bw.in.my.memory.
.sorry.but.i.have.to.do.so.
.my.heart.is.shattered.
your prensence still lingers here...
it wont leave me alone...
these wounds just cant seem to heal...
the pain is just too real...
there's just too much the time cannot erase.....
-*// sorry...
-*// crying my heart out.....
love, vannie. (1:56 PM)
Saturday, October 30, 2004
today got homecoming for Riverside...
haha...although we only held the flag for like only 2 seconds,
it was still veh fun and interesting...=)
i dunnoe...fel said that he looked funny...
mabbe because he din wear spects??
haha...nvm...din tink that he looked funny...
okiez...the flag was passed on from sembawang to woodlands...
such a memorable event...will never forget...=)
walked to Riverside(old site)...
the school is **dazzling**gorgeous**...
budden i dunnoe why so many people say that its ugly...nvm..
-*// last day of school for year 2oo4...
-*// last day that class 2/7 'o4 is together as a class...
-*// last day of my sec 2 school days...
-*// last day i'm gonna wear my class t-shirt...
-*// last day miss nora is my form teacher...
-*// last day for class 2/7 'o4...
love, vannie. (1:19 PM)
Friday, October 29, 2004
haii...today so tired..
went to causeway mac to do the stupid thingy...
budden i thought it was nice and i'm proud of it..
went to school as per normal..
only that when it was bout 12.4o...
his class...boys only...walked past our class..
dunnoe why...he saw me...budden i looked away..
den fel and mh suddenly laugh like siao...
haha...dunnoe..dey sae his last smile was veh wide..=/
went to causeway bout o2.oo..
was kind like hungry...was having headache...
dunnoe...den go buy things...
when i got onto the escalator, i was feeling terrible...
felt very weak...and tired...
budden no one knew...cuz i was in the front...
went to mac...saw that fattie and frenz there...
dunnoe...when piggy arrived,
dey like diao him...den dunnoe laugh wad also...
sian diao...see them only, i no appetite..
haii...stayed at mac for 5 hours...
so tired..=/ reached home bout o7.15 le...
took same bus wif jk...
**...my middle finger so pain...
let that stupid dustbin clamp...
haii...so painful....**
love, vannie. (1:37 PM)
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
hehe...todae saw fel in the bus....
wanted to msg her ask her wait for me de..
hehe...nvm..save onr msg..ahahaha..=x
assembly at the hall from o7.15 to o9.15...
wah sianx...sit till kinda uncomfy...=/
went back to class after that...haii...
aiyoo....got back class and level position and overallpercentage...
haii...like hell manx...haii =x
dunnoe...tink i shouldnt post here...
cuz i kinda mei lian jian ren...haii...=/
luckily got jk, ahmah, and nemo...
so sad worr...we sat together den discuss...
rabbit, wy dey all results so good...
nemo and i like kinda far away from them already..
the only word we can use is INFERIOR..
haii....
during d &t so funni...haha..
guess wad...nemo got locked up in the rm...
ahahaha...jk gave me that 'push her in' that look...
den i push lorr...sorrie huhh..=/
jk got close the door den pushing against...ahaha
after school, jk walk with me down to the canteen...
haii...i look veh sad meh? mabbe cuz of ytsd nite?
dunnoe...haii...nvm...=/
ate lunch in school den go home le...
haii...i so tiredz manxx...
so exhausted...=x ...every moment have to give jie and filian chinese spelling...
haii....tink i gonna faint...now still giving...=/
to: the creature swimming in the sea...
sorrie hurhz...din noe that u are sick...
haii...today heard that u never come to school...
den i realised that it was true...
sorry for not trusting u huhh...
sorry if i had made you angry or wad...
just wanna apologise....
GET WELL SOON !!~
.hope.you.get.well.real.soon.
nitee nitee..
gai.bei.bei.worr.=D
love, vannie. (3:20 PM)
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
today is such a tiring day...
went for band...after that play bb...
haii...all de NYAA thingy lorr...
have to involve in a sport..
dunnoe why muz be bb...=/
today mr er came...
wah...he scold other ppl worr..
hehe..never scold me...
hai ya...he sick ma...
he also never go...
pon again lorr...expected also...
*lucky*
den after band,
go sp with ahmah and jeremy...
bought curry puff...haii..
actually din felt like eating also...
dunnoe...den went back...saw mh and fel...
we went bb court there...
everyone so late...haii...
den i go try shoot in first lorr..
budden din shoot in...haha..
*pai seh*
den dunnoe why...de ball kena my head...
i hit the ball away liaos wad...
den still hit my head??
hmm...kinda funny huhh??
den got headache..=/
finally started liaos...
everyone went into their own grps...
haii...i not close wif sec 2 band memberz de ma...
so i stand there wait to see go which grp lorr..
'kinda boring huhh...
its like...i only touch the bb..
haha...dunnoe...sian diao...
went home wif ahmah and jeremy dey all...
budden i one girl only...
sad lorr..dun really mix wif other class' ppl...
ah mah say discriminating...
dunnoe...mabbe juz cant mix well bahz...=/
went home shower liaos,
the moment i sank into my bed,i slp le..
hehe...den dunnoe...bout o6.45 den wake up....
*tired*tired*
eat liaos, den go teach filian..
teach till vomit blood..
haii...sianx..give jie "ting xie" also...
haii...so stress...after exams den stress..haii
*stress*stress*
hmm...overall...
the only sentence i can say is:
" I am so tired!!"
love, vannie. (1:39 PM)
Monday, October 25, 2004
huhh...todae was okies...
din reali have much happenings...
juz noe that i kept dozing off...
mabbe i slept too late last night...=s
hmm...guess wad peeps?
i went swimming todae worr..
hehe...so fun...
swim swim swim
swim swim swim....
gotta swim more next time...
liddat den can be healthier..=)
*pink of health*
haha...my goggles broke into 1/2 worr..
hehe...drop on the floor den spoilt...=x
competed wif jie...haha...i won....=)
go swim cos i wanna relax my mind...
got too many things fan me le...
*relax*relax*
hehe...now chatting wif kor(rr) and fel...
told them i go swimming...hehe...
dunnoe wads wrong wif me...
haii...tmr gotta go for band...
you dian pa pa...dunnoe...
like that day bahz...=/
love, vannie. (1:36 PM)
Sunday, October 24, 2004
yoz...today go for band...
haii...felt kinda pa pa liddat...=/
woke up le,like so cold...fa leng...=x
went to school...mh waiting for me there..
wah...i so so so so cold lorr..haiz...
took mh's jacket to wear...
she show me her phone...
she and pyc de pic so cute...haha
went to fall in...
so little peeps...
dunnoe lehz...everyone late...
dey tot o7.45 den needa reach..=)
haii...today he never come...
dunnoe...was like kinda happie??=/
hehe..i so bad worr...
haha...juz wished he werent there...
wah!!den my wish came true..!!
den fel msg me..
sae wad wanna leave us...
haii...don horr...
now my turn liaos...
to hold u back...=/
haha...after band, kor(jk) msg me..
ask me did anything happen notx..
hehe...bu yao dan xin worr...nth happen...
=) xie xie...
to: felicia [xiao nemo]
i tell u huhh...if u gonna leave,
i'll leave wif u...no matter wad,
i gonna STICK to you huhh...
now my turn to pull u le...
gonna use THICK and UNCUTTABLE rope to tie u...
gonna use SUPERGLUE to glue the rope oso....
muahahahahahahahaha...
don tink of asking ur dear to save u.....
cuz u cant run away frm me....
ahahahahaahahahahahhahahah....=x
love, vannie. (1:15 PM)
Thursday, October 21, 2004
haii....sorrie to act this way...
din mean to....
just can control myself...
i'll juz ignore u...
i also dunnoe wads the prob with me...
it juz came out naturally....
mabbe i need mor time to heal my wound...
sorrie...hope u understand...
morning so sad....
he said " hi vanessa...."
and guess wad i did?
i juz gave a fake smile...
i dunnoe why,...but i noe i was forcing...
can see in his eyes that he felt guilty...
haii....sorrie to react in this way....
his 1st lesson is PE...
den the class was outside bb rm dere...
he dunnoe looking for wad...
lie looking for sth or someone...
dat mh so anyhow...
say wad looking for me sia..
wad only~ dunnoe mabbe....
to see if i really that sad not....??
rest of my exam results
Chinese
pp 1: 42/70
pp 2: 72/100
pp 3: 18/30
total: 66/100
Literature
a: 14/20
b: 26/40
total: 66/100
Geography
a: 14/20
b: 15/20
c: 28.5/60
total: 57.5/100
Science
a: 21/30
b: 17/20
c: 24/40
total: 62/100
History
a: 22/25
b: 5/10
sbq: 18/20
seq: 20/45
total: 65/100
haii..my resluts so bad...haii...nvm....
aft school go put up the posters...
mh and i went to bb court to paste...
he was there oso....haii..
got one lamp post in front of him and fwenz.
wanted to go paste de...
den his fwen sae that place no one see de..
thank you lorr....nvm....
de fren ask for one...den give....
suddenly HE talk to me...
he said: "Vanessa, wads that?"
i was like err....i tot he always call me pervert de?
just replied veh fakely den just left ...haii..
i feel so bad....
why everytime he come talk to me,
i like kinda ignore...haii...
dunnoe...hiding my feelings from him bahz...
haii...kor (rr) help to put the poster on the lamp post...
he so tall..hands so long...
stretch little bit only,
can paste le..=/
thankiew...xie xie ni...
went home bout o43o..
*exhausted* dunnoe why oso..haii
-*/ dui.bu.qi.
-*/ bu.zhi.dao.wei.shen.me.wo.dui.ni.de.fan.ying.na.me.yan.zhong.
-*/ dui.bu.qi
love, vannie. (5:08 PM)
hmmm....today school was normal...
haii...morning ask fel help me buy sweets...
needed them for cheering myself up...
in the end, fel sae she buy for me...
xie xie worrs...=)
saw turtle...haii..nvm
dunnoe...din seem like hating anyone...
hmm...mabbe i hao le?? dunnoe.....
din dare to look at him also...haii...
morning annoucements...
"those band members who did not attend band ystd,report to the study area to see mdm lim..."
haii...dunnoe...went there lorr...
sat at the table...onli that i veh sad...
dunnoe...then that stupid fan keep blowing...
haii...make my hair messy onli...=x
he stood beside our table....
dunnoe him...he like veh funny...
mabbe he thinks that i veh sad...
like wanna tok to me,
den oso like don wan liddat..
dunnoe...don care...
later gonna go le,he come say...
"Vanessa pon tang band..."
den i was like...."wad?!"
haii...don care liaos...din care him oso...juz walked away....
got back english results...
our class did well...no one got C5 and below...
ahahahahaha.....i got A2 lehx..
cant believe it when miz nora called out my name....
den i *blur blur*
haha...my results below...haii
English
43/60 for paper 1
38/50 for paper 2
16/28 for paper 3
total: 70.5/100
D & T
63/100
...yay! tot i will fail...din learn at all..haha
Maths
paper 1- section a: 10/22
- section b: 10.5/28
paper 2- section a: 11/23
- section b: 16/27
overall: 55/100
haii...this one hopeless le...haii.....
Art
74/100
wah lau...stupid mr goh...
one mark oso don wanna give me...
at least letmme have an A1 mahx...haii
kor(rr) so funny...
we having dnt worr...den he called me sia....
wanna die arhx...haha...*arbish*
haha...i listen...told him where we are..haha
wow....he came with his fren lehx...
came juz to gimme tissue...=/
tissue for me to wipe away my tears...
hehe...thankiew....
haii...after school,
sexy beautiful tok to me...
haii....don wanna elaborate.....haii
went cwp buy newspaper...
haii...went home with kor(jk)...
hmm...we talked in the bus...
both of us like kinda moody lorr..=/
haii...kor(jk) msg me ask me don tink so much..
haha....he so good!!haha
haha...he called me bao bei sis....
sae he still owe me a huggie...
haii...today i don need...hehe..
next day bahx...=/
thankiex worr..
haii...thankies ppl for being there for me...
realli appreciated it...thankiew.....
sorrie for making u all sad...haii....
juz that i realli dunnoe wad to do...
i juz felt helpless....haii....sorrie...
thankiew to :
-*/ Felicia
-*/ Mei Hwa
-*/ Alvino
-*/ Kor (joon kiat)
-*/ Kor (rui rong)
-*/ Turtle??haii...dunnoe...
haii...sad dae today...tmr will be sadder..
haii...gonna fail all subjects...haii...nvm
juz pray hard that i get better results...
*** pray *** pray ***
...sleep tight...
love, vannie. (2:22 PM)
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
haii...veh sad...
probably the saddest day in my life>?
dunnoe....kinda sick of everything liaos...
hmmm....no appetite oso..haii.....
diz morn went online...
he oso online...
kor(rr) came in later...
chatted wif kor..
den suddenly he come ask me sth...
"You won't mind if I like someone else right...?"
i wad like....wad?! ( to myself)....
nvm...i knew this wud happen one dae..
haii..i said i don care oso...
i realli tried to sound happie in the coversation...
he knew that i was forcing...he said this...
"I don't want you to force yourself to be happy"
"I know that feeling myself, I've always been doing it"
haii...dunnoe...i kept saying "haha"...
but actually, i was realli sad....*hiding*
haii..ask if i can still like him...
he said he cant do anything...yeah..true.....
budden everything happening
too fast le...
too sudden le...
went far east's mac with filian to wait for mum...
gotta stay there for 3 hrs....haii...
keep cying when i listening to- wo men de ai...
dunnoe...tears juz appeared....
filian saw...den he ask why...tell him i sad...
told him not to tell mum...=x
ha...during that 3 whole hrs,
i really cried alot...msg alot oso...
kor(jk) first to reply..
kor(rr) sec to reply...
den fel and mh....
haii....told all of them...
haii....dunnoe...
cried lotsa times, when telling them...
**haii....kor(rr),,,
where is my tissue huhh??
i still haven receive yet...
u throw to me le ma???**
aft that de things, don wanna mention...
it bout sexy beautiful...haii
went to eat pasta mania...haii...
din feel like eating...haii
mummy ask me to eat...den i eat lorr..
went to cold's storage...
mummy wanna buy things...
walk walk walk, suddenly,
like wanna faint...almost fell...
mummy sae too cold de bahz..
budden i had been wearing my jacket since o3.oopm...
dunnoe...mabbe i juz cannot take it???
haii went up de bus...gonna go hm...
kor(jk) msg me...
ask me can call le not..
hai...told him i don feel like toking on the fone...
out of the blue,
needed i hug...ask him for one..
he say okiez...as long as i don get the wrong idea..
hmmm....thankiex worrs....
sent the conversation to kor(jk)...
he sae he read liaos,
even sadder,
even more pain....
wah...he sad for me lehz...
he oso sae he's gonna care for me...
thankies...
alvino oso...xie xie...
thankies for your care and concern...
he oso sae gonna care for me...
thankies...
actually come to tink of it,
many ppl care for me...
yet i tot no one wud..haii..
*sorrie*
tmr gonna huggiex lotsa ppl...
kor(jk), RaBBit, XiAo NeMo...
haii....need them really badly...=x
haii...everyone gonna be there for me ar??
haii...thankies and sorries...=s
everything happened too sudden...
din have any mental preparation...haii..
-=see.wad.you.have.done.to.me=-
but thanks for telling me the truth?? i dunnoe...
dunnoe whether to love, hate or forgive....haii...
too much of an impact for me...haii...
gonna see if i can face the truth...
gonna see if i can face YOU and HER...
haii...dunnoe....gonna receive my hugs tmr....*fainting*
+=[*-/Love Hatred Forgiveness\-*]=+
love, vannie. (2:05 PM)
Monday, October 18, 2004
dunnoe...so sianx...
leave or not to leave....
junnow quarreled wif mummy....
haii...realli sad w0rrs...
dunnoe her oso...
suddenli scream scream scream...
den i sad...went to hide in the toilet...
haiz...was crying like hell...
went in bout o5.3o pm bahz...
bout o5.45, i go take my hp...
went back into the toilet...
msg fel...tell her bout everythng...
haix...when i saw de window,
i realli felt like jumping down,
to a place where i can be free??
fel stopped me.......i dunnoe...
funny thoughts ran all over my brain...
"am i her real daughter??"
haix...for the whole o1 hr 3omins,
was messaging fell.finally i she de cum out..
haii...went for dinner...suddenly felt that i veh bad..
mummy looked so worn out...so tired...
yet i made her so angry so sad...
*sorrie*
fel called...say that turtle anyhow talk...
so anyhow...so pervertic...nvm...haha
went to go shower shower
*fresh *fresh *fresh *fresh *
went online...haha
kor so funny...nvm...keep asking me wad happened...
haha...received mh's message...dunno...
she ask me don sad...
oso ask me next time don go toilet cry....
haha,...sorrie...thankiex....
fel haven gone crazy...she actually had this hilarious plan....
to put a rubber cork into sexy beautiful's instru,
den when she blow, will have no sound...later den 'pop'out...
haha...funny her..so imaginative...
later she tot of another one...
when sexy beautiful waiting for turtle,
fel will pretend pretend..den write.....
"i am busy..i have to go meet hammie...don wait for me...u go first..."
den pass to her, pretend that its he gif her de...
den she read le, den she'll tink...
"huhh?why dey two meet?dey two stead ar?mabbe i shud gifup.."
den she gifup le,den we do de previous plan...
ahahahahahaha...siao liaox...where got so easy de??
hmmm...sad memoriez came back...nvm...hee...
muz be happie....gonna listen to wad he says..=)
.yong.yuan.ai.ni.
love, vannie. (4:33 PM)
went to mama house...
mei bought 3 mags...
so i was kinda reading it...
but not realli knowing wad i am reading though...
wasn't concentrating...
was thinking bout the misunderstandings...
looked like i have made a decision...
dunnoe whether if its right...
mabbe i shud juz move ahead with it...
liddat everyone will be happier...
but not me...
for the sake of u all's happiness,
my decision is final.........
later received fel's msg...
she say mh veh sad...
i noe bout that....
budden wad i shud do?
i don feel like saying anything...
kor(jk) ask me reach home le, den msg him..
cuz i got ia stupid dreamz bout he and eileen...
dunnoe...
quite scary though.....=x
-*[_to felicia and meihwa_]*-*[_my decision_]*-
sorrie for letting the two of u suffer such a misunderstanding...
everything is got to do with me...i noe i am the cause of it...
i truly want to sae sorrie to the both of u...
i have made a decision, and i think its right...
please support me of doing it for u both's happiness...
from wednesday onwards, i shall leave u all..
i cant bear to let both of u to suffer such a misunderstanding again...
i shall not be with u all for every moment...
i shall go find others...
u all shall stay better as best of frenz without around...
from the time that i step into school on wednesday,
i might not talk to u all like how we did in the past...
i shall not get to close to u all....
i am such an idiot and causing all these trouble among u all...
he is soooooooo... right....this is wad he said....
"u shud leave them and find other frenz, if u cant find happiness with them..."
at first, i thought he was crazy to ask me to do that...
but now...i regret not leaving u all earlier...
shud have listened to him in the first place...
den all these will never never never ever happened...
sorrie to both of u...
hpoe my decision is right.....
love, vannie. (2:21 PM)
Friday, October 15, 2004
afternoon - nitez...
muahahahaha....examz finish liaox worrs....hahahaha...so happie.....
went online after school....
he was online..budden din chat...
chated with alvino...he so funny..=)
went to shower, den meet fel and wy,
watch Ouija Board..
haha..de show so scary...
actually not really la...
liked the story line..saddening....
din noe ppl could be so vicious...
dey killed a mother and her daughter...
with fire...
de mother was killed in the burning hse...
de daughter was killed with a burnind head...
kinda gross yah??...hehe..=x
after the show, went to the "creative art" place..haha...
did "V" & another alphabet...
V --> Vanessa...
wanted to do "T"de..cuz...
T--> Turtle...
budden nvm....de 2 that i did is nice le...
lurve 'em.....
went to walk walk...
wanted to call kor...cuz i veh sianx...
budden scared he study,den chao him.....=x
in the end, i msg instead...
went home...
reached home bout o4.45 le...
went to sleep...
haven been slping well for the past weeks...
haha...believe it not...
i slept for 3 hours.... o5.oo to o8.oo....
kor got reply...he oso slp...
haha...tot he studying....
thats why nv relply...budden slping...
hehe...nvm...=)
now o1.3o in the morn le...
still veh awake....
mabbe slept too much le..=)
diz morning...
went to take $$ frm colin...
he at 3/7 there....
wah lau...he gimme all coins...
suan le..bu gen ni ji jiao...
saw him sitting over there...
todae wear spects againx....
haha....2nd time i see him wear spects...
he looked old...hehe..nvm.....
last time ask him not to wear la...still wear...
nvm...mabbe he juz really cant see....
me too mabbe muz also wear le...
my eyesight is failing...haii....=x
online too much le....
must eat more carrots...eeww...nvm...
later rabbit beat me for eating her food...lolz...
-= c a n . s e e . t h a t . h e . h a v e . c h a n g e d =-
love, vannie. (4:34 PM)
got chinese paper...haha...i finish doing lehx....normally cant finish de...hehe...=) today school end at 9.20...wah!! so early rite?hehe...today kor's birthday...wished him happie birthday last nitez at 12.00 midnight...haha
aft chinese paper finish le, we go canteen..waiting for wan ying....den we sit there talking bout lovesick...haha astro boy!! heex.....dunoe...went to toilet to tidy my hair..haha.....=x
come out of toilet, go back to table there....after a while, he came to de canteen....dotx lorr...our whole table were all laughing at his hair....haha...was actually quite farnie la.....budden don laugh till liddat mah...ppl will sadx de lehz....=( *poor thing*
okiez la...dunnoe wad md reading oso....sth got to do with LI BAI's poem....dunnoe...test him...hehe...i oso dunoe how to read worrs..=p nvm....ahmah sae that i saw sth that i shouldnt see...hehe...i noe..nvm...veh disgusting...dunnoe...siti sae handsome....?????......
after that leave le....fel bring wy go see his hair....=x was following them behind...*slowly*...
dunnoe.....went to sun plaza mac..hehe go eat breakfast...okiez la...din realli have appetite..=x
den went home le......
wonder wad fel giving me....she sae muzzie be surprise....dunnoe......haii.....
*sorrie for laughing yah?*haii at least got siti sae handsome...
dunnoe....anyway....sorrie if we made you sad....sorrie*
love, vannie. (4:33 AM)
Thursday, October 14, 2004
todae so sianx...maths and lit haven finish sia...haii..scared later fail...=x
after school, took the 962 bus as usual...wasnt realli that usual...cuz ys md the all ask us to get down the next bus stop....i was still okie at that time...it was when they said...."some ppl hor...make us cross the road lehx...."wah lau....wtf la...fel and i so damn bloody angry lor...by that time i buay song liaox...
haii...i not so easily buay song wif ppl one lehx....budden todae realli guo fen le....there's a limit to everyone's patience......=s
in the end, we walked to sun plaza...cuz THEY were hungry and tired of waiting....i was thinking....they were going to HORISON food court to eat, we were going to MAC to eat, why do we have to meet them??wah sian...i scolded ys for like dunnoe how many times...jrm oso....all damn bloody irritating.....=x
haii nvm....went to eat....as usual, i was the slowest lor...fel and wz finish so fast....dunnoe how they eat de.....haha...went to buy tracing paper and some kinda music music paper...so nice...got instruments de...budden don have my and hiz instrument...=)
went to mini toons there....saw i turtle the foto frame....so cutez man....haii...i wanna buy....but its funny for me to buy a foto frame,since i have so many at home.....haii....its so cute....its one in a million.....
haii...later saw them again...i left...dun wanna stay there wif faggarts.....=x
-=t o d a e n e v e r s e e h i m=-
love, vannie. (11:53 AM)
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
-*_[+ yesterday +]_*-
went to canteen, got lotsa time to learn science....bout 1 hr 15 mins..=)....dunnoe bout wad time they came down...juz noe that fel, beatrice, wy, kor (jk), mh and ahmah keep teasing cum disturbing me...haii...so anyhow....
haii.. so sad....saw dem leaving school....nvm....that mh still go pt...den that hf and bf look till like gong liddat...
that kor(colin) so anyhow...take mh fone look at pics....oso dunno why my pic suddenly inside....muz be she tou tou take de....yao si ar??!!
-*_[+ today +]_*-
stupid bus so crowded...had to take de behind bussie..okie la...still lotsa ppl...budden luckily i act fast..hehe...
stop at sp...saw sumone that looked like him (from far)...later he reached the bussie stop le, den saw.....ahahahahaha....i tink sth went wrong with his hair....bad hair days yah??haha....reached outside sch...turn back,saw him...dunnoe...faster walk....wah!!he walk so damn fast...dunnoe...suddenly appear beside me...=x call me,den run away liaos....dunnoe...sth realli realli wrong....funny...??...
todae got history and D & T...haii...dnt surely bao fail de lor...like dunno wad...my brain all filled with history history history......sianx..den paper come,first question already dunno how to do le...at least history still okie..budden no time to finish...=x
aft school so sianx..dey all go eat lunch at causeway.....ask mummy at home got food not..den she sae go home eat.....okie....was in the bus...mh and siti so bad...haii....i so sad...everyday let dem all bully...ystd mh and kor(jk) dunnoe sae wad....den beatrice fel and wy like teasing me....cuz he was sum where near??...dotchy dot..dunnoe....
heheh...junnow msg her....she ask me not to listen to my friends sae the things..aahahaha..like i will believe...dots...dunnoe....haii....don care oso....tmr got literature and maths....dunnoe wad to learn...=x
anyway...the sunflower is dead...i dunno....so sad...
love, vannie. (7:41 AM)
Thursday, October 07, 2004
haha...gave the prezzie le..
so idiotic..
ask him to take the prezzie from my bag,,,
he go snatch my whole bag...
idiot....=) but so cute...
tot he sae don wanna accept de??
haha..=)
he wanted to open it....
luckily i stopped him...
later he message me....
saying..
"thanks for this hand phone holder..."
i was like....
nth to sae....
haha...=x
dunnoe..so happie....
anyway haven mentioned here b4.....
i got 3 kors le..
haha.,,,=)
COLIN, JOON KIAT, RUI RONG>>>
haha...nvm..=)
love, vannie. (2:06 PM)
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