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vanessa

ANDREW'S
23 april '90
EITHTEEN LOVE!

ADORES family, darlings, tennis, shopping, swimming, pink, red, white, butterflies, strawberries, silly boy.


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    Happy very belated b'day, Myself.
    Wednesday, April 30, 2008


    A week and a half at TAS.
    Plain boring. Maybe it's just the beginning.
    The weather there is beautiful and perfect for tanning.
    But totally not for a school.
    I feel so barbequed every single day! :(

    But hee, we've got cushioned chairs everyone's fascinated about.
    Another but: It gets really warm if you wear tights and sit for 4 hours straight!?

    I'm getting used to seeing boyfr only for minutes we can find each day.
    I'm adapting well tho' (:
    We'll be fine.

    First week was kind of dependent on the clique.
    Like I try to got for their lecs..
    But this week and every week I have only myself to depend on..
    Sigh. Maybe I'll be able to listen more?


    SATURDAY, 26Apr.
    Had my super mini celebration. Boyfr came over in the early aftern and we slacked at home with Filian, the lightbulb. HA! Anywayyyy, I got so indulged in those guitar tunes my baby played. You so charming! Hahah!

    Wrapped sweet potatoes again like we did exactly three mths ago! Daddy fetched us to buy otahs, ice packs and collected my Raspberry Seduction cake! Went ard running errands as the birthday girl. How nice ._.

    BBQ-ed. 3 birthday songs: Granny's, Baby's, Mine. Lovely!

    Would say this is the best and worst celebration ever.

    BEST: I had you, ♥!
    & even better, we bbq-ed tgt by ourselves, went everywhere tgt and you played so well baby!
    Haha, talk about quality time yea?
    He helped out so much I saw him as family. :p (hee)
    Lol, I vaguely rmbed someone say he's part of our family already. Haha.
    Fast la.

    WORST: Only 2 out of 10 invited friends came.
    Really, it was the worst birthday I tell you.
    Anyhow, that was the last time anyway. NO chance get disappointed all over again.
    Thank god.


    SCHOOL
    WEDNESDAY, 23Apr (b'day).
    No school for me. Went to surprise him, but no surprise. :(
    Passed him his yam paste.
    Went for RunPapaRun & lunched Sakae Buffet.
    Stupid, left my UOB card at Prima Deli when ordering cake.

    FRIDAY, 25Apr.
    Ended school earlier then went for movie Hansel&Gretel.
    Quite sad actually. Snuggle up to you! (:

    MONDAY, 28Apr.
    Boyfr waited for me to end school.
    Then I 'sent' him hommmme! (:

    TODAY:
    Passed him his mango pudding, awkward. Seconds.
    Class sang b'day song for me. (:
    Ended school at 12pm. Homed, slept 4 hrs! Pig.

    love, vannie. (11:52 PM)





    FLYER! Happy Birthday to us!
    Sunday, April 20, 2008

    Happy Birthday to us! (:
    Both of us went to celebrate our birthdays on Friday.
    My boy came to my place first thing in the morning to pass me my presents.
    He got me a long awaited teddy, Famous Amos cookie cake with my name and a teddy bag of chocs! Hees! I'm one very fortunate girl (:

    He ate his Mango Pudding I made and was one happy boy.
    We ate the cookie, sweeeeet!
    Passed him his presents and was super satisfied with my wrapping!

    Then we left for Cineleisure (again) for lunch and movie.
    We watched The Hottie and the Nottie. It should have been rated NC16..
    Lols, super hilarious. The Nottie was soooo eew..

    Dinnered at Fish&Co (Glasshouse).
    We shared a Mussels in some kind of watery cream sauce that was oh-so-yummy, Black Pepper Stingray and a Creme Brulee (or something like that). Haha.

    Cabbed down to the Flyer after the unhelpful station staffs at Dhoby got us so pissed.
    Ooh, the ride in the cab was weird. The uncle kept talking to him.
    The weirdest thing was the talk abt marriage. Really weird uncle... :x

    Got around and was so excited!! Haha, I was somehow bouncy with my steps a little (:

    Queued, took some kinda pic to be superimposed into the backgrd later on.
    Haha, then to the flight on the magnificent ferris wheel!
    We took so many pictures that we seemed to be the only ones that kept emitting flashes.
    So sorry folks.. Haha. The view was just so beautiful.
    The whole ride then felt a little to fast when we neared the end.. :(

    Went to take a look at our picture taken earlier and darling bought one copy.
    I bought a little purple magnet for myself!
    I fell in love with it upon passing it. :D

    We left and captured a little more pictures.
    I even went to the little telephone kiosk along the roadside to take a pic. Hee!
    Bought darling a mini cake from Breadtalk and we went home.

    He sat for a while at home and left after collecting his presents.
    I just teared when he boarded the bus.
    I didn't want anything to stop.. :(


    It was such a beautiful and memorable day for me. Thank you!
    I love you Baby!

    love, vannie. (11:09 PM)





    Happy Birthday
    Saturday, April 19, 2008

    Happy 18th birthday darling.
    Love you!

    love, vannie. (11:23 AM)





    Don't worry..
    Thursday, April 17, 2008

    Saturday:
    Somehow, I wished I could meet you.
    Bought his present and scoured for his mango pudding. (:
    I was super lonely shopping alone. :(

    Sunday:
    Went to Taka to get the present done and ready. I love it.
    Got to AMK Hub and stayed for long waiting for Mummy to get all the household stuffs.
    Got home, folded plastic bags, fetched sister and left home again.
    Ate KFC with family, been a loooong time.
    Was kinda happy (:

    Monday:
    Celebration for Darling and I by the Clique.
    Thanks guys. I loved the dinner and camwhoring session.
    As I look at the pictures now, I want to cry. :(
    Thing are never gonna be the same anymore.
    And truly speaking, I'm starting to miss the fun and laughter we always had.

    (I typed this para last night when I was still alright)
    Met my boy early in the morning.
    Told him a white lie and sneaked to buy pandan kaya cake for him.
    Oh ya, made a ham and cheese sandwich for him too. (:
    He brought me to take the LRT! My first time!
    Hees! So excited you know! (:
    Ate his mum's curry, yummy!
    Left his place for AMK Hub for lunch & Definitely, Maybe.
    Quite a nice movie.
    The garden scene reminded me of Enchanted. Haha.

    Went to meet the guys at Marina Square.
    Ate at the Jap steamboat restaurant that has ice-cream buffet too.
    Then we went for a walk around Esplanade.
    I was feeling down knowing the other guys are busy and won't be celebrating for me.
    And I thank my dearest for holding my hand as we walked down.

    We took so many pics along thr river and in Esplanade itself.
    It was really fun, I didn't have such fun with them for a period of time.
    I really loved it. Then it was time to part.
    Last clique outing as a whole. :(
    Darling sent me home though it was already late.

    Tuesday:
    First shift.
    Had fun talking with Stephanie and Carmen.

    Met darling at Dhoby and he was the SUPERHERO of the day!
    My bag's strap broke and he brought along a paper bag for me.
    Such a sweet.

    Ate at ThaiExpress when Fyshie was working.
    A nice dinner with him.
    Then we went to Far East to get myself a new bag.
    Darling loved it so much because it is checkered. (:
    Love it too. Hugs.
    The journey home was fun again.
    How I wished the school term never starts, so we can continue teasing each other..
    Sigh.

    Wednesday:
    Painted nails at home.
    Was bored the whole day.

    Today:
    Darling came over to accompany me as we unleash our timetables.
    Not good at all. Hate it totally.
    Ya, somehow I'm glad that I've got Sharlene, someone I can talk to.
    I just broke down so many times.
    I know I'm foolish. But I can't hide my emotions.

    We went to lunch at Mos Burger. His first time. (;
    Then nuggets and sundaes at Mac's.
    Somehow, I didn't feel full at all.
    Then we just walked around Cwp.

    Accompanied him to work.
    It felt just like Really Quality Time spent tgt.
    I loved sitting silently under the void deck with you.
    And playing with the playground car.
    Then you left..

    For now, I just want to spent my every single second of my life meaningfully with him.
    Things will be hard for us, and I seriously hope we can pull thru tgt.
    I know I can, I know you can, darling.
    Don't worry alright. I'm always by your side.
    Always.

    love, vannie. (11:27 PM)





    Two month anniiiiiii!
    Saturday, April 12, 2008

    No one will know how it feels to look at the Flyer so up close, until he tries it out.
    I got more excited as we got nearer and nearer.
    And! Don't ever walk from City Hall MRT on a blazing day.
    You'll definitely melt!

    Yep, we went there yesterday in the afternoon.
    HOT HOT HOT day!
    Had Jack's Place's Grilled Chicken for lunch at Compass and we Nel-ed down to town.
    Boyboy's so elated he's got this phone back. :D

    And then! To get my greatly anticipated two month gift!
    Yay! Elmo with pink heart for Him, & BigBird with red heart for me.
    I tell you, it's super cute can! Love it totally!
    Your sashimi street babies!


    Ha! Flyer! Here I come!
    Reached CH MRT station and was told to just walk straight.
    Alright. She should have told me, a LONG walk straight.
    I think I did walk at least 3 kilometres. It's so far!
    And under the sun, we were no different from roast-ing pigs!
    Oh man..

    And finally we landed our feets into the plaza? What do you call that?
    Anyway, it was kind of quiet there. The park somehow reminded me of Jurassic Park. :x

    Oh yea! We bought the tickets that looked like boarding passes of airlines.
    The Flyer's capsule looked big from near.. Quite bulky looking..
    I can't wait for the 18th of April! Woohoos!

    Ate cup corns and had slurpee alongside the river at Esplanade
    We sat there and took two pictures, while listening to a band play.
    The songs were quite nice. Baby, I was listening okay! Haha.
    Then walked around Marina.
    Nothing much except the Ferrari Jackets from Puma we liked! :p

    NEW YORK NEW YORK! (He kept saying NYDC!)
    I got myself a chicken thigh and he got himself a half spring chicken with penne.
    Had chocolate ice cream with a very nice presentation of the waffle.
    Please pardon me for forgetting the mouthwatering names.
    One very interesting name I went crazy over: JiggyPiggy! CUTE!

    And another interesting fact is the free flow cotton candy a.k.a candy floss.
    They were even dripping! :p
    Both of us took one whole and a half each!
    Which spells S-I-N-F-U-L... *tsktsk*

    We played nosey all the way home. It was scary kay!
    Haha!


    So much loves!

    love, vannie. (11:59 PM)





    My Sun!
    Thursday, April 10, 2008


    Hello My Sun!

    Yesterday was supposed to be the Gym Day.
    But because I took my med with herbal drink, I got this nausea feeling.
    It lasted quite a while, so my boy and I used the computer instead.
    Then left for lunch after I felt better.

    Ate Sakae! Haha, but finally we got kinda tired of it.
    It's so fun watching him do funny faces!
    Bought stuffs and went back home.

    Darling finally got his chance to play with Rex.
    Haha, both of them were really cute.
    It was so warm to watch Rex lie so comfortably on his chest while sitting on his lap.
    Aww..

    love, vannie. (6:32 PM)





    Colours adhered
    Tuesday, April 08, 2008

    FRIDAY:
    Worked shift 1 with Jacqueline having her OJT2.
    Was okay. Just thaat I wanted so much to die!
    My throat was on fire and I was forbidded to drink sufficient water. :(

    Darling came to fetch me and we went for a walk around IOS.
    Was kinda funny telling him things here and there..

    He finally got his chocs at CandyEmpire. :p
    Then we left for Chinatown for dianxin!

    But too bad. I couldn;t eat any fried stuffs.
    He said when he saw the pictures of the fried food, he could literally see a person slashing my throat with a knife! Eew!!
    Had steamed stuffs and congee in the end.. (:

    Walked around and got muffins for home. Banana one quite nice!
    He stayed a while at my house to watch the 9pm's last epi.. Haha.


    SATURDAY:
    NCC Cadets' Affirmation Ceremony.
    Went to attend that with my boy to support Filian.
    We felt like parents. Haha, the usher said to us,"Parents, this way." Like omg!
    It was okay, suddenly felt a sense of don't-know-what.
    Like I want to join NCC too! HAHA!

    We had so much fun on our way back!
    Him, pretending to be angry and me, trying to make him laugh!
    FUNFUN!


    SUNDAY:
    Went to pray to ancestors at usual place.
    Rex was super cute the whole day! Haha.

    Had dinner at granny's place and girls' talk in the room.
    Quite nice actually (:


    MONDAY:
    Went to the doc's in the morning and met him there.
    Bought cooling water and he ate Yakun.
    Then we train-ed down to Orchard.

    His phone needed servicing. So went to Wisma.
    Decided to pay Fel a visit. Then left for Sony Ericsson.
    Poor boy, everything had to be erased! :(

    Walked to The Ship and had lunch there.
    I wanted to eat Fish & Chips, but I couldn't.
    So I ate this Chicken Ala Ship. Haha, weird name.
    Anyway, It's Grilled chicken with melted cheese on it and ham and mushroom in between.
    Interesting eh? :D Nice nice!

    Got my fringe and 2inches of my longlong hair snipped off!
    *cries!*
    Nevermind that, it'll grow back soon (:

    Caught Rogue Crocodile at Cineleisure.
    Was kinda cute you know. But it's not as thrilling and frightening.
    You can still give it a go even if you are faint-hearted. HAHA!

    Snacked at LJS feeling kinda sad after he wasn't really wanting the Elmo & Bigbird. :(
    They're so cute there was no way I'm forgetting them.
    Haha, then he promised to get them after his phone gets back from svcing!
    YAY!! :D Super big smilies!

    Ate Beard Papa and let him try it.
    I still think the ones I had a few years back tasted nicer..
    Anyhow, it's still nice! (:

    I wore my Red checkered blouse from Fox and he loved it so much even till now! Hees!
    ♥s


    TUESDAY:
    He's sleeping at this moment! After training for OneDegreeFifteen's event in school (:

    love, vannie. (6:24 PM)





    Blank
    Thursday, April 03, 2008

    I don't have a single idea whatever I was doing the last few minutes.
    I just went back there and read on and on.
    And then I just hurt myself. Lol.
    As I read, little tears just formed.
    I hope I'm alright. And Dajie too, hope your sis will be alright too.
    Why is it there is no support for me this particular moment.

    Juat blame myself for bringing all these upon myself.
    Stupid.

    love, vannie. (12:07 AM)





    Shut up.
    Wednesday, April 02, 2008

    Real upset now.
    And I Thank God I had my Ios girls when it hit me.
    They were real great; Amanda, Kas and Raudha.
    Love you girls.

    Anyway, yup, I'm not feeling the least great now.
    Hate it totally, I have to be frank.
    Whatever, another demotivation from work.


    SUNDAY:
    Went to celebrate Daddy's birthday at ECP's Long Beach.
    It's super cramp in there but the food there was alright.
    Nice night there.
    We even had a great laugh there at the water sport place.
    It was super funny looking at the person fall and fall non-stop!

    MONDAY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
    Met darling and went for breakfast and a haircut for him.
    Then went home for a swim with Filian in the evening.
    It was so fun swimming, I haven't had such fun swimming.
    Bought Black Forest cake for Dad and went home.

    Had a little nap before cutting the cake.
    Then my cough started.... *sigh*

    TUESDAY:
    Woke up and mopped the floor straight after washing up.
    Showered, brought him up, he ate his luch and cake and we left house.
    Plaza Sing-ed, ate Gelare and walked around.
    Watched Slam, a movie I didn't really know what message it was trying to bring across.

    Got my sandals with flora prints at C&K!
    Bought the black one! Cool!
    Loved it totally!

    Dinnered at Ichiban Sushi and Darling ate a spread!
    He was like so delighted. My little boy..

    TODAY:
    Work, Shift 2. Talked to him for like 15 minutes while on the way to work.
    Then hanged up, continued on journey with songs.
    Lunched at Siloso's TOS, woohoos! Seafood Marinara! Nice nice!

    Went back, had a lovely day talking to everyone!
    Closing was troublesome cos we could not arm the building.
    Finally checked and got the fault fixed. (:

    Went down bunkers, changing halfway, the new OJT's name struck me.
    Real Hard.
    Then it was time for worries and all.
    Too bad. My worst fear came true few minutes ago.

    It was kinda heartwarming to see them want me to stay. I love you guys!
    But seriously. The bad news gives me another reason to say I wanna quit.

    And disappointment hit me hours ago.
    What can I do. I think I might have owed Heaven a favour.
    Everything's making a fool out of me.

    Anyway, I was glad Amanda accompanied me to take the North-South line when she could have just gotten home on North-East line. Really really enjoyed my conversation with her. She's really really cute! Our IOS baby (:


    Forget it. I'm just not in the mood.
    Plus, I'm getting all sorts of flu symptoms.
    Even after two bottles of water at work, I still feel the same.

    love, vannie. (11:36 PM)




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