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vanessa

ANDREW'S
23 april '90
EITHTEEN LOVE!

ADORES family, darlings, tennis, shopping, swimming, pink, red, white, butterflies, strawberries, silly boy.


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    Sunday, December 31, 2006

    Christmas is gone and New Year is coming! LOL. No plans for New Year eve yet. Maybe going down to mount faber and celebrate with my family!! Hehs. Then can go see the flares from the ships!! =D

    Went to collect my prezzies from bishan. In the past, we used to have BIG BIG presents. As the time goes by, our presents got from BIG to SMall to smally.. So the three of us just needed one big plastic bag. Not like the past where each of us will drag one really BIG plastic bag home. Hehs!

    Wednesday 13th Dec 2006
    Took a taxi to The Mall to walk for the whole day. Before leaving the hotel, our whole family was watching Alien vs Predator. LOL. We spent the whole morning watching that movie in the hotel room. Hehs (:

    Yeps. There i bought a matching earrings for my tinkerbell pendant. Hehes. And i bought socks too. And a curler. Hahas. At the first level, there are real parrots, koi fishes catfishes and many others living there! Like a Mini Fish and Bird park. A very HUGE mall indeed!

    Oh! Fondue was nice to. Swensens' Fondue!! Hahas. Except the rum and raisin ice-cream. *vomits* Anyway, the ice-cream there is super cheap!! Like SWENSENS!! I really don't have anything to say.. LOL. And the glasses they have there are so cute!! So many wordings! I saw one that said: Save The World. Erm, by eating Swensens?

    I ate Dunking Donuts too!! Wah! It's like the softest and fluffiest donut i've ever tasted in my life! NICE NICE!! Hahas. Sadly i don't have a picture to show you all. Probably it'll make you drool!! Heh!!

    We left the mall in a taxi supposedly for Filian and Daddy to go for a haircut and the girls for a manicure. However!! The manicure place has massage, foot reflexology, manicure, pedicure, etc, but no nail art! And the manicure wasn't cheap for a start. Also, the barber was desperately shorthanded. Nopes, no hair cut then. So we decided to skip that all and go for dinner instead.

    It was a long long long long..... walk to the nearest shopping centre. Daddy brought us to the FOOD LOFT for dinner. Something like Singapore's Marche, where you scan the card when ordering your food and pay when you leave. A very exqusite and classy place. Just like a restaurant in a five-star hotel. BUT!! no snapping of pictures allowed, so... too bad then. :(

    Heh! I took these pics outside the food loft. Like soooooooo CHRISTMAS!!


    Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snow Let it snow!


    love, vannie. (11:43 AM)






    Thursday, December 21, 2006

    Hello!! Hehe. This year's christmas is just so super duper warm. I don't know why tho'. Probably because i'm having an xmas dinner this year with my family? Only my family, the 5 of us.. Hehs. I'm so so so excited!! Hahas!! And not forgetting the celebration with my dear girls!! Hahs. We shall stuff ourselves with FOOD FOOD and more FOOD.
    [omg, i feel like vomitting on the thot of FOOD] hehs :]



    continuation of my vacation at Bangkok!


    Tuesday [12th Dec 2006]
    Hoho~ All of us woke up early to go for breakfast. Wooh~ American breakfast. Actually we didn't really wake up early at 0900 Singapore time. No need to rush since we're not following on a tour!



    After breakfast, we took the BTS [Bangkok Train System] to MBK. Shop shop shop. All we did there was to shop. Heh. Like what Felicia says : SHOPPING IS LOVE!! :] Yups, we shopped till we dropped. LOL. And all around Bangkok, the Ronald MacDonald is DIFFERENT from what we have in S'pore!! LOOK AT THE PIC AND COMPARE!!! :]



    We went to Chinatown to have dinner at night. More of a supper, i guess.. All of us ate a bowl of wanton noodle which was one-quarter the size of what we have in S'pore. So tiny !! So cute !! Hee Hee.. :D



    Then the five of us shared two bowls of fishball noodles. Almost the same amt as the wanton noodle except it looked more because of the soup. [the noodles were swimming in the bowl!] Oh! HAHA. Tang Yuan!! haha. Yes! I ate that too! Ordered one bowl, so one per person. Heh.
    Though the portions were quite little, we all felt full already.. =))

    Went back to the hotel for a shower and it was sleeping time! Heh! I didn't sleep till 0310 Singapore time.. Lol. Too excited huh?


    love, vannie. (4:39 PM)






    Tuesday, December 19, 2006

    Hohos~ I'm really back people. Haha. I really miss everyone and everything in Singapore while busy shopping! Well, looking at the things i bought from Bangkok, I think i'm pretty scary tho'. Hehs. I spent like 3478 baht there, which is equivalent to S$151.50. Scary huh?

    I really missed my dearies while i'm away! Meihwa, Felicia, Wanying, Lex, Clement, XiaoFang, Marcus, Yihui.



    MONDAY [11th Dec 06]
    I woke up at around 8am feeling really sick. Like as if i'm gonna throw up any moment. Yeah, we took a final check on everything in the house and left around 9am. Reached the airport and ate breakfast at Burger King,while waiting for my papa. I ate only one third of the burger cos' i wasn't feeling all right yet.





    Finally, we went into the departure hall and took loadies and loadies of pictures! Haha! We were assigned to the C13 gate, was a long walk. I think everyone was thinking how crazy we were, fancy taking so many pics like we were tourists in Singapore. Hehs! :]



    Boarded THAI AIRWAYS plane [TG 404]. I sat by the window seat and watched as we soar to the skies!! Hahs. As usual, i snapped alot of pics again.. :]



    When the air hostess were about to serve the lunch, i had a sudden urge to vomit. I know it's disgusting, but i couldn't help but feel that way. No matter how delicious the food tasted or smelled like, i just wanted to vomit. So when the food was served, i totally had no no no appetite. Yups, i know all of you are disgusted on reading this now, but bear a while more.. Hehs, i stuffed everything into my mouth and seriously felt like vomitting, i could feel the things moving in my tummy! Okays, to disappoint some of you, i didn't vomit and make a fool of myself.. I swallowed everything despite wanting to throw up. Hehs! :]



    We landed safe and sound at the new Bangkok airport. Hehes. Despite being only 2 months old, the airport looked quite old. Some kinda personal van came and drove us to Arnoma Hotel. We arrived at the hotel and the room was not ready yet!! Omg! We actually decided to go to the reception counter to make a din. but we didn't la.. Hehs.

    Then got this "NO DURIAN" sign at the lift there. Very cute! haha :]



    Went to Big C to walk walk while waiting.. Then went to the four faced buddha to pray . Hehes. And the place where we had our dinner at was so so so LOVELY!! The name of the restaurant is MK. Cute huh? Yeah, steamboat.. The utensils and table mats were oh-so-cute! Even the teapot was colourful right from the spout to the handle! The glass was super long!! The food was nice too.. Haha we ate alot and alot. By that time, i was feeling better already.



    After dinner, waked to MBK and shopped for a while.. We left and met up with daddy's buddy at Paragon. Reached back at the hotel at 12midnight Singapore time, 11pm Bangkok time. I slept around 2am Singapore time.. I was really really exhausted. :]


    love, vannie. (5:20 PM)






    Sunday, December 10, 2006

    Yay! I'm flying tomorrow! Finally... I've been waiting for this day for so long! Haha.

    Hmms, i will not be updating during the period of time i'm away. From 11th to 15th december. I'll be enjoying my time shopping in Bangkok! haha. Yups, so everyone else, take really good care of yourselves and drink more water lest you fall sick!! Hehs. Bless you!

    I made trips to many places just now. We went to ah yi's house first to send our tortoises there for holiday! Haha, they're taking care of them for us! Thanks!! Hehes. Yups, had my lunch at parkway parade. The mee rebus was nice, but it was a lot!! Omg, like for 2 persons to eat! Haha.

    Then went to cousin's house to collect the books for my brother. I was so tired that i fell asleep in the car while waiting for them. Lol. Finally to the library to return all the books! Hehs! :)

    I counted the thai bahts just now. Hehes. i'm going to use all the money to buy lotsa things! Hmms, but i only have a few things in mind tho. Haha.

    - Birkenstock sandals
    - Tote bag
    - Accessories
    - Personalised necklace
    - Clothings!

    Erm, yah. I think that's all. Hehs. I think i shall go there and then see what i want to buy. Lol. I can't wait!! The plane's taking off at 12:25 pm tomorrow afternoon! Tata people!! :]

    love, vannie. (11:21 PM)






    Friday, December 08, 2006

    I'm flying this coming monday and i totally cannot wait for this day to come!! At least the holiday will bring the hosehold chores to a standstill temporary. After that all will resumed back to normal. Whatever. I'm definitely going to enjoy myself at bangkok!!

    Yesterday while helping mummy wash clothes, i complained abt daddy asking me to do this and to do that. Then i realised, after all reasonings she try to give, that, SHE JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND. Well, maybe a little, but she's not going to do anythg to help me? Settting up the photoprinter and registering for my laptop's warranty is not as easy as everyone think okay? Yup, so those out there who can stay at home and do nothing, count yourself really lucky!!!

    Well well well. I'll just have to stick with everything and just rot at home. Sometimes i just wonder... What if:
    - one day i just die, will my friends know?
    - will they attend my funeral?
    - will there be a funeral, in the first place?

    Sometimes is better to think a lot. Cos it actually allows us to crack our brains use it. Since we are not studying now, its better to think more. Otherwise our brain will lose its function! Just that day, i found it weird to write my own name. That's because i practically haven't held a pen since a long long time ago. Hmms..

    love, vannie. (5:33 AM)






    Thursday, December 07, 2006

    Am i going to miss anything or am i missing anything right now? I guess there's sth wrong with the atmosphere everywhere. Like i'm losing a part of me somewhere or rather i've left sth behind at a particular place. I don't feel like i belong to this world anymore. Am i actually neglecting the three most important things? Family, friendship and love. Okay, i think i'm just lonely.

    Well, i went out yesterday with meihwa, xiaofang and marcus. Hehs, we went to The Cathay to watch the movie 9:56. That korean horror movie. Because we chose the earliest timing for the show, there were only 8 ppl in the cinema. Quite scary tho, maybe it was too quiet. But the volume in the theatre was definitely too loud! Hahs. I actually got frightened by the seat number printed at the top left hand corner of my seat as i thought it was someone's hand! Lol.

    After that we went to Plaza Singapura for lunch and then to Marina Square. For some funny reasons which i cannot figure out, we keep seeing the NEW URBAN MALE store everywhere we go. And there is always at least 2 in a mall. I don't know why. I think i saw about 6 stores in total. Lol.

    Marcus left for work at abt 3 and we went to change battery for my mum's watch at Raffles City. Ooh! I bought a pink with white pokadots hairband at Accessorize!!! It's so cute!!! Hehes :) Meihwa left to meet her mum, so xf and i went to Heeren to walk more. Yups, and there, we saw abt 2 or 3 NEW URBAN MALE stores again~ I was kinda sick and tired of looking at that store cos there was a white and golden bag that i liked. It costs $129, too ex-.

    I realised something about myself. I don't actually like to clean things, as in spring cleaning. It's getting more and more tiring day by day... Latest update on what i've cleaned : father and brother's wardrobe and many many walls. Hais. I don't wanna clean anymore! I feel like i'm a maid! Everyone thinks that i'm really free staying at home the whole day, thus giving me loads of things to do when i'm actually busy. Eventually, when i don't get their things done, the show faces. Gosh, how long do i need to put up with this? :(

    I just wonder what i'm going to clean after i go offline. My mum asked me to go clean sth, tho i seriously don't know where to start and don't feel like cleaning anymore. I don't have any choice. Christmas is coming and i don't even have the slightest idea on what to give. Practically cleaning my time off. No time to even think abt Christmas presents.

    I want freedom!!!!

    love, vannie. (5:16 AM)





    expo outing!
    Monday, December 04, 2006

    I went to expo today! visited two exibitions. hmms, is exhibition the right word? whatever. okays. visited the john little one first then the IT fair. loads of people squeezing their way pass each other. a short walk from the first hall to the third hall lasted almost 10 to 15 minutes. yups, so you can imagine how bad it was... :x

    i bought one accessories box for myself at the john little sale. its so beautiful i tell you! hahas! went to the queue when we finally got the things we wanted. at this moment, our hearts fell! the queue was so long.................... it nearly took us 45 mins to get to the cashier. omg, if not for the accessories box and a birthday present for my aunt's neice i wouldn't have joined in.

    so when we finally got out of that caterpillar- queue place, i was like so tired or rather, sian. the IT fair was worse! far worse than before. i almost couldn't catch my breath the moment i stepped inside the hall. people were surrounding me and shoving leaflets and brochures right in my face! gosh. only one word to describe. terrible, period.

    i bought a single trip ticket for the train cos i didn't bring my ez-link card along. we arrived at changi airport to "claim" our car. and we bought fries and onion rings! i was starving... yups and we ate on the way home. hehs :)

    attended the full month party for my aunt's neice at the function room at my house downstairs there. she's such a cute baby! i realised that all babies are cute tho. hehes. after dinner, we watch the table tennis match of singapore vs china. quite exciting but china won... like duh.

    hmms. vannie did alot of thinking these few days and have sorted all her stuffs. okays. everything's fine now. tho i feel like dying. lols. okays. i know there are many people fighting for their lives, but i can't help but think this way. i hope i don't go crazy like that time again. lol.

    love, vannie. (4:39 PM)





    spring cleaning! (:
    Sunday, December 03, 2006

    Lol. its spring cleaning time. erm, well tho spring is not here yet. hehs. yeps. so i'm cleaning everything that is shaped like a drawer or box. so far, i've finished my wardrobe, 2 drawers, 2 shelves and 2 rooms of walls. haha! accomplishment!

    hmms. i'm so bored at home that i read newspaper till sleep. lol. yeah and i cried in my sleep and i wet the floor. [you see, i was lying face down on the ground reading newspapers.] and my stupid brother thought that i drooled all over! omg. how disgusting... =x

    i'm trying to forget some things gradually day by day. now that it may be a misunderstanding, i'm feeling more helpless. hais. no one will understand tho. i don't wish for anyone to understand also. call me petty, selfish, jealous. anything. i just can't forget so easily and fast. i'm still a human. human have feelings and so do i. time can heal wounds. i hope things will be fine soon, tho i'm doubtful.

    i know its hard for you. but harder for me. hais. i dun think you'll understand from my point of view. you assumed things which i never thot of at all. honestly, i felt like you were putting words into my mouth. but what can i do. i just want to forget it, but you keeps popping out to tell me sorry. i need time alone to forget. hais. sorry...

    love, vannie. (10:45 AM)





    snapshots from prom night :)
    Saturday, December 02, 2006



    PROM NIGHT 2006
    me [after prom]
    meihwa eileen me
    wanying me
    felicia meihwa eileen

    lloyd eileen me
    the 2/7 peeps [what's yinzhi doing in the pic?]
    nafeesa and me [the prom queen!]
    yeehang and me
    cherhow and me [eew. he so sweaty from dancing!] felicia kenneth me junhao meihwa wanying
    kenneth me junhao [vannie with the 2 statues!]
    gavin and me
    kathy and me
    me and sarah
    me and kenhon [twist!]
    me and royden
    me and ciauer
    meihwa and me
    me and justin
    meihwa justina me

    me and jiunweijunyang and me
    me and john
    mr desmond goh and me
    me and ms fu wei
    mr kok and me
    me and ms nora shariya
    me and zhizhong
    justina and me
    me and ziheng
    junhao and me
    kenneth and me
    siti and me

    me and mr foo me and wanying
    ms chen me meihwa wanying
    wanying me

    felicia meihwa eileen
    me and joonkiat [erm, and shunghua?]
    amin me zakaria
    afiq and me
    eileen and me
    me and wanying
    felicia and me
    felicia me wanying meihwa [besties!]


    love, vannie. (6:10 PM)




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