thelittlelovetoken

Today's a little difficult for me to pass the day.
Somehow looking at the way they act make me want to join in.
Slacky is so sucky.

I'm trying very hard not to mmake them stressed again.
But not doing so is causing me to be a little lazy and not as hardworking.
I wanna drive everyone to do work man.

Sometimes I think we speak too much a day.

I'm so engrossed with my Psychology text, I can just swallow it whole! :D

love, vannie. (11:28 PM)

Nothing's beautiful to me anymore.
Sunday, October 28, 2007

Yes, everything changes just as the world rotates constantly.

Many thanks to Felicia and Rayner for these two days. I'm feeling really weak emotionally.
Also to Serene who brightened up my day! (:

Fruit Juices! My current rave!
Especially Watermelon and Mango!
:D

I need not have others to inform me that I've changed.
I very well know it myself.

love, vannie. (11:40 PM)

Changing back?

Had work after school yesterday and I stupidly got off one stop before Vivo and had to walk to Vivo to take the express. But it was alright. Distance wasn't that far.

Everyone was kinda surprised to see me at work. Anissa and Liana are very nice people at work too. :D 2 new OJTs girlies. Just like how it was for me 3 weeks ago. They're okay. Glenn and Alisa.

Decided to make a trip down to Heeren alone to get my Havianas since I couldn't find any flipflops at m)phosis that was worth my money. Met up with Sissie who help me with the choice of colour. And I was back to my personal fave they had there: Plain Orange!

Woohoo! And I immediately changed into it. So comfy! The ones I got from school were eating into the Vee of my toes. Oh ya, I forgot to mention. My pair of black flipflops gave way during lesson. What down luck!

Went for dinner with Sissie and Shaun at Spagheddis and I went home alone.
I simply LOOOOVE my Orange flipflops! :DD

Painted my nails this evening after doing all the housework. I was doing my nails in a rush, but they turned out fine! Went to visit my cousin who fainted yesterday and was admitted to the hospital. Luckily he's fine. I hate to see people sick and weak.

And I guess I am too.
Introverting.

I still look forward to school. But not as much as it used to be.

love, vannie. (2:18 AM)

Don't be too surprised.
Thursday, October 25, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SERENE! :D

Don't be too surprised if I get down serious and may offend any of you.
But let's face the fact. If you guys don't want to be serious and do the work, I will, okay? And I might just be very frank during peer evaluation. Life's not like the same as it did in the past. Everyone's shown their true colours, and now it's my time to do so too.

You guys keep telling me I'm getting too stress on the 4th day of school and all. Yes, I know. FYI, you guys are the cause of my stress. Not exactly all though, I know exactly who did contribute and who did not.

I don't really care if you say I'm ruining the mood of everyone with my tone of speech or actions. If no one wants to share their ideas and become a social loafer, that's how much I can go about helping to get everyone started already.

It's not fair if we keep playing and talking all day. I know we need to have fun too. But can't we finish serious business first? Please try to contribute. I'm sure you won't want to suffer like how we did last semester right. There's always a time to play and also to be serious.

Psychology is so fun I can jump up to heaven!
I LOVE IT SOOOOO MUCH!
I finally understood why I wanted to learn psychology.
I had a purpose for learning it I realised:
I wanted to help people around me.

Met up with the Andrew and Rayner after classes and we went off together.
Was going to meet up with Sissie, so I had to take bus 72 with Rayner, and Andrew came along! :D I was entertained throughout my entire journey to yiochukang. Before Andrew went off, I was entertained by his humour. After he left (he didn't want to acc me to yiochukang!), I had like heart-to-heart talk with Rayner.

Thanks Rayner for accompanying me to the interchange! :D

Dined at Pastamania with Sissie and went along to meet her boyfriend and then it's home!
Oh! I bought a LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE tee! :D

I think I'm crazy about Psychology!

I'm really grateful to XAVIER these few days.
He's been asking if I'm alright and all. Really appreciated it.

This particular text from him made me feel really better.
Silly.. It's okay my dear Xiaomei, everything will be fine and tomorrow will be a beautiful day. So don't worry too much, there's Dage around. Moreover, you are doing great in this FILA Chart. Without you starting it, I won't be that motivated to do it too. Let things settle down first this week. Everything will be fine okay. (:

He stole my line, "everything will be fine." Hees.

love, vannie. (11:15 PM)

Just a little bit more.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007

We're still slacking. Not really into studying yet.
But I have no idea why I was so serious yesterday when doing the Comm Skills project.
Sometimes I just feel the need to get serious.
If no one else wants to get down to the work, who will?
I know I have to work extra hard that now I am going to work too.

We finished school at 11 today. Reached school at 10.
Like 1 hour of school? Ha.

Psychology was really really interesting!
I love that lecture today! The lecturer was really humourous! :D

The guys couldn't get down to a decision on where to go.
So we sat at the bus-stop and discussed.
Rayner and I just waited for the rest to come to a decision.
And finally, they decided on Causeway Point!
Funny la.

I saw Serene! Ha!
Happy early Birthday, girl!

Went home first to get my cardigan and put my things down.
Met them and ate at Pizza Hut. This place still gives me the creeps..

Walked around and got a black tube from Dano and also bought a tee from Outfitter Girls! NACHO GIRLFRIEND! So adorable!

Movie was okay, watched The Seeker.
My brain was really tired, so I almost dozed off..

love, vannie. (9:18 PM)

First day at school after a loooong break..
Monday, October 22, 2007

First day of school!
School started off at 1pm today with Hospitality and Tourism Marketing.
The lecturer was quite hilarious at times. But otherwise, I was actually daydreaming and doodling all over my notebook.

Then came the 3 hours wait before the Public speaking lec. Then we went to slack at the greens of TP, Amanda, Xavier, Rayner and me. Amanda went for her Sociology at 5pm. We still sat there and yak yak yak.

Public speaking was terribly boring. Luckily I had Xavier with me. And we can choose to go for other lecs during the week! Seriously, both of us are going for the Wed's one whereby the rest of the clique except Amanda would be attending! Whoo hoo! :D

I've got sucha beautiful school!

Oh yah! I went to the National Museum with Family yesterday! :D Loves!!!

Doodling you all over my notebook...

love, vannie. (11:37 PM)

Weeky!
Sunday, October 21, 2007

MONDAY: Worked S2. First closing! I have Short Term Memory Loss. I can't remember the things that happened this day! :D

TUESDAY: S1! Opening was kinda scary. While Serene was opening the door, Aliah and I found a photo of a person lying right in the middle of the table. Super FREAKY!

Met up with Rayner and Jonathan (Pri 5 'ah boy'). Waited for them to tour Merlion and meanwhile, I talked to the staff. (: Really friendly people at Sentosa! Took express out and waited for ah boy's godfather, then Ray and I went off. I 'forced' him to take train with me to Dhoby. Hees.

WEDNESDAY: ZOO!
Met up with everyone except Ray and went to celebrate Xavier's Birthday. Haha, I could see very clearly that Xavier's so touched! :D I even bought a cake there. And the present.. No words can describe it :D

Filian also tagged along. Some treat for his post PSLE activities!

I WANT TO ADOPT AN ELEPHANT!

THURSDAY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVIER!
S2! So I woke up later at 9am rather than 5.15am for S1.
The day was rather okay. Had lunch with Rayner and his colleague, Kit (guy with really sharp tongue).

The weird thing was that I was meeting them at the bottom of luge.. So imagine me, alone taking the luge ride with my uniform. And I was also wearing skirt. Gosh. How stupid I looked. Took skyride ALONE AGAIN back up to IOS after chatting with Sharlene. Have to thank Rayner for the free rides! :D

FRIDAY: Serene and I went to Vivo to get Rainee's birthday present! Candies from this oh-so-sweet candy store in Vivo. Not Candy Empire. :D

Serene might be my long lost sister! :/

SATURDAY: The stupid mosquito must be very FAT now!
I guess I must have lost a lot of blood today. Thanks to that stupid mozzie that kept feeding on me leggies for the whole afternoon. So itchy!!!

Oh! Saw Xavier at IOS just before I went for lunch. He was with Janice. Haha, they really look like hubby and wifey! :D Funny, I didn't notice him till he waved at my direction. HAH!

love, vannie. (12:04 AM)

Sighs.
Friday, October 19, 2007

Oh my gosh.
I just wanna faint this instance.
And I'm seriously at the verge of tears.

Why can't I be in the same class for that stupid Public Speaking cds as people I know?!
And why the hell do I have two cds(es)!
Psychology is enough to kill me, so why do they have to add extra burden on me?
I keep having three hours breaks. What do I do then?
My timetable is just hell.

Sighs.

I wanna scream at someone.
Like totally.

Can someone really console me instead of sniggering at me?
I don't feel good at all.

love, vannie. (12:27 AM)

ZOO! -xavier's birthday celebration.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007

AHHH! Really really drained myself out.

Suddenly have the urge not to go for work tmr. Gosh.
Luckily I'm working S2 tmr, so I need not wake so early.
But have to do closing. Sighs..

love, vannie. (10:36 PM)

Kusu Island. Bubby.
Sunday, October 14, 2007

My brother and I

Camwhoring while waiting for the ferry.

He copied me!

Woke early today and whole family made a trip to Kusu Island, also know as the Tortoise Island. By the name itself, you can actually expect tortoises there. But the scary thing is that there are alot there! Nonetheless, they're as adorable as our two at home.

I miss my tortoise. My bubbles. Left my side on 17 April this year. Everytime we talk about them, we'll use "the three of them", though we very well know bubby is gone already. It's become a habit for all of us. We still have bubby in our hearts :) Rest in peace, deary.

We settled down at the huts by the shore and had our sandwiches after praying up at the hill. Somewhat like a mini picnic for us while we enjoyed the breeze. Seems like a perfect day eh? Well, not very so when there are the few insects bothering you constantly.

Serene texted me while I was on the way there in the ferry. She wanted to know if I am working tomorrow. Ha, she's like my bestest friend at work. She's so crazy! Haha, we all love her. Oh yah! Did I mention Michelle's also from TP? HTM year 3. Whee! I love working with my schoolmates. :D

And yes. I FINALLY had the chance to savour my favourite crabby after 1 full month after the opt! Had dinner to celebrate sissie's birthday at Owen's restaurant at Turf City last night. It was so yummy I thought I'd gone to heaven! :p

Lala land time! :D

Other pics of Kusu another time! Very sleepy. Work tmr!

Loves.

love, vannie. (7:52 PM)

Who, actually?
Saturday, October 13, 2007

Life's been going really smoothly these days without any bumpy events to throw me off my track. I was supposed to be late for work yesterday by 1 minute, but was marked 'not late'. Well I was kinda saved by Rainee.

Staff check:
Anissa, Serene, Berlinda, Bun Bun, Rainee, Si Hui, Nurul, Aliah, Raihan, Zhong Hui, Rini, Michelle, Lo Khai, Fathuur.
These are the staff of IOS that I have met. I realised there are really alot alot more.

1. (Just got really really disappointed a few moments ago.
I know. The effort isn't there at all.
If only the will was ever there, there would definitely be a way.
Guess it's only that not meant to be.)

Anyways I got up real early at 10am this morning. It's real early to me despite sleeping at 11pm last night 'cos work really exhausts you out. Went to meet up with Andrew and Fysh who were ceremoniously late, leaving me shivering in the bitter cold in Mos.

Got to do the stuffs and Fysh was very anxious to meet her admirer. Guess Andrew wouldn't be so patient with me if he's got a date with Xavier and "friends" for basketball. Still went for lunch and looked for the box.

I guess I have to go disrupt my own very brilliant plan as Rayner would not be able to join us on Wednesday. Oh god. I have to do it lest it gets Xavier TOO disappointed, and that's definitely not part of my plan.

2. (Moments ago, I was reading blogs when I came across this one which had me sat up. I just read and read and read. I had no idea why I was doing so, but I just enjoyed reading. And from there I knew alot. Somehow, I secretly hoped the part I was mentioned was still visible. But sadly, it had just been gobbled up.)

love, vannie. (11:41 PM)

Day One at work :D
Wednesday, October 10, 2007

This is my 301st post here in my blogger account.
So in about three years, I have 300+ livejournal posts.
Meaning around 100 plus a year.
Oh god, how pathetic is that for me? Is my life that lack of events?

Let's start it all off with my day at work! :D
Got my uniform and I thought I looked cute in it.
Lol! Seriously, you know.
You'll know when you see me in it.

HA! And that's especially adorable when I'm wearing a skirt. While the other girls, except Rainee and I, are wearing pants. I don't mind wearing a skirt at all. As you know. Sentosa is not at all cold there.

So, enough of uniforms. Met Anissa at the office and went to IOS. Saw Serene and Berlinda there. Haha, then Serene was giving me this really big big smile. Haha! She's nice, and she love my dimples. Nurul also. Ha! Is it that obvious?

Anyways, I can click better with Serene. :D
Maybe because she's from TP? And from HTM?
Ha! Ya, maybe so.

Had LJS with Serene and Berlinda out at Vivo.

Did some theatre stuffs several times, and some greetings at the pre-show. Mostly foreigners I see there. I like it when we use their language to greet them. Brings warmth to my heart. Then walked around Imbiah alone to give out brochures.

I don't know is it that I like the job, or I completely lost track of time. I was actually thinking of which shift I was going for when the hour was up. But, it was the time to head back home. If Berlinda did not come call me, I would still be going around Imbiah handing brochures! Silly me!

Oh ya! Did I say I love my name tag?

Did some sorting of the "assignment" we have on our hands now.
Not exactly a real assignment. Just a thing we have to complete asap :D
Right tecine?

Chatted with Junhao for a while online just now.
I noticed this very huge change in him. He's more lively and friendly now.
And he jokes more. Lol. Just so different from the old him.
This stranger is definitely harrassing the both of us, and she kinda freaked us both out.
Frankly speaking, I know she's trying to know him.
Yaya, girls these days... (if you know what i'm getting at.)

love, vannie. (11:48 PM)

Here I come, IOS!
Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Gimme some time okay.
Gonna post the last day of photos for the chalet another time :D

Getting real real excited. Just hours away from training!
IOS, here I come!
:DD

love, vannie. (7:10 PM)

Chalet Day Two!

DAY TWO! 2nd October 2007

Amanda's hand is not long enough. Haha.

Shots of butterflies were taken by Rayner.
Like some commercial for Cannon.

My personal fave!

IOS stage.

Sentosa 4-D Magix!

Cut your tongue.

Before...

AFTER!

My eyes were shut. Too bright at Merlion's head.

Andrew, Fysh, Amanda, Vanessa, Rayner, Daryl, Xavier.

Trammie ride!
(NOTE: We're all on only one row of seats)Pink dolphins are love! Monkeys hijacking the Fish Reflexology entrance. Underwater world! Dory! Otter with me messy hair.

love, vannie. (1:44 AM)

Chalet Day One!

DAY ONE! 1st October 2007

Girlies!

While waiting for SOS entry.

SOS! :D

The lady of lights or something like that.

Michelle, Andrew, Me, Fysh, Amanda, Xavier, Rayner, Carmen.

Waiting for our turn to take pics. ._. Camwhore!

Oscar loves!

Night skyride.

Sharlene!

Poor Rayner on a tiny island all alone...

love, vannie. (12:49 AM)

Work to Shop, girl.
Monday, October 08, 2007

I'm going to start training on Wednesday! Gonna report to Anissa, the girl who did a marvellous job on guiding us through IOS. She's really friendly too. I love the staff there. Every single one of them looked like they're really close and as if they've known each other for ages!

I'm anticipating my worklife there to be so full of fun!
And also especially when Rayner, Sharlene, Carmen and Michelle are working on the same tiny island! Loves!

Went to Vivo yesterday as Daddy wanted Sissie to get her present. So we walked around and got so tired we almost drop dead.

This is what you call- Shop till you drop.

Yup, and as I was saying, we shopped around Forever21, Topshop, Fox, Diva, Pull and Bear, Zara and lots more others that I couldn't remember. I got this really pretty knitwear in the shade of turquiose from Zara!

And the search for my pair of brown sneakers for work. I had to resign to fate: Converse. Got a slightly different one from the beige one I had. This one had larger shoelace holes and thicker shoelaces. So the bigger holes are to suit the thick laces. ._.

love, vannie. (10:22 PM)

BACK TO BLOGGER!
Sunday, October 07, 2007

I've shifted back here! LJ is really crap. Blogger is still love! :D
To access to livejournal, just click (livejournal) on the archives. :D

Just read something in someone's blog that made me tingle with a little joy inside me. Hee :D
No, I think this is wrong for me to feel this way.
Someone actually thought a wish of mine was adorable. :DD

love, vannie. (11:41 PM)

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