thelittlelovetoken

Love is such a complicated thing. It makes people so confused and difficult. Why do one-sided love occur? It's so unfair compared with those lovey dovey couples. Why do some people need to go through all these obstacles and never succeed in the end? Everything the person had done, he did it with love and sincerity. But why is it the other party just cannot bring him/herself to believe in that person and realise? Sighs, I just don't know what to say.

It's just so hard for me to express.
where are you?

love, vannie. (1:40 AM)

The Bottom Line
A relationship is growing in intensity today -- you'll be quite happy about it.
In Detail
One of the relationships in your life is growing in its intensity today -- and you should be quite happy about it. This is something you have been planning and waiting for, so make the most of it. Push things a little by making a plan with this person for the future. The evolving relationship could be a business partnership, a friendship, or a love match, so keep your eyes open for the signs that will show you that this person has a special role in mind for you.

- Friendster's horoscope for today, 23July07.

Wonder who that person or what relationship it is. I'm definitely waiting to know more! Haha, so exciting! :D

Today was a much relaxed day for me. Went to meet dage, erge and ray at compass point. I was late for an hour and a half. Basically, I only woke at the time I was supposed to meet them; 9am. Erjie came at a later time. We poor girls.. She slept at 7 and I slept at 4. It's no wonder why I couldn't wake. Mmm...

I left early from project to celebrate grandpa's birthday. It hurts me so much to see him in this state. He just looked so tired.. Granny kept talking nonsense. He never fails to make me want to breakdown whenever I look at him or try to talk to him. He used to respond to me. But not today and yesterday. While we were blowing the cake for him, his eyes were closed. When we took pictures with him, his eyes were closed. Only when granny took pictures with him, he open his eyes a little. (: That made me smiled.

I'm feeling a little weak now. Just a little upset.
i need you to brighten my darkness i'm facing right now.

Anyways, I really think erge is such a sweet guy. If I were her, I would've been so touched. Let's just pray and hope he'll succeed (: Jiayou! haha.

I'm just wondering why everything's like such coincidence. Somehow, it scares me. But I don't think so. I know he thinks otherwise.. It's okay. No point pondering further. It just bothers me.

love, vannie. (1:26 AM)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

♥ the six sillies (:

ladies*

gentlemen* (acting nerdy)

where are erge's eyes? :D

the deejay!

the fishie! blurpie (:

andrew and rayner's work of art :p

we three girls.

plus jas and jacq (:

first day of school of semester 2

25june'07.

love, vannie. (11:50 PM)

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Hello love! Hahs!
Just read something which made me feel two very extreme emotions. Whether good or bad, I'm going to tell myself to stop thinking about those darn nonsense I've read and concentrate on those really lovely ones.

Sometimes I just love to see your innocent side (:

Kays, I'm so tied up with all the projects. My blog's becoming so boring! Whole day project project project! Gosh! I needa break! All I talk about now is project, and even now I can't stop. RARR!!

Very random, but I'M HUNGRY!
(at least something else to entertain you guys other than ~~projects~~!)

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah....

I've decided to change my blogskin. I'm getting so tired of the current one yet I don't have the time to look for one and change it. Finally ya, I got one I liked. (: Well see when I can change it. Not now dear, I need sleep. Gee :D

Jiejie's going tanning downstairs tomorrow morning. Still wondering whether I should go with her or continue with all my projects. Most importantly, I need sleep.

Plus, my nose isn't going to be better. So I guess I'll just have to stay really healthy so it'll be somewhat better. I need to go for the operation. Sad man. Then evil rayner kept giving me that pathetic look, saying he feels sorry for me for the whole day. Also, people are making this nosey thing into such a big hoo-haa! Haiyo, don't make it sound like I'm passing away soon can. It hurts. ):

So I've decided, though I'm still emotionally weak on this part. I haven't got the chance to get down to a rigid decision.

I might still fall, just like Humpty Dumpty (:

love, vannie. (3:52 AM)

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Hello love! Guess what.

I'M STILL IN SCHOOL RIGHT AT THIS PARTICULAR MOMENT!

Omg this is the first time I'm staying over in school. Projects projects and projects. The school's all so dark. Scary ah! And school is starting at 9 tomorrow morning. I got so many things to update la. HAHA. Nah not now.

Everyone's doing their own things now. Break. Omg, I feel so sleepy. Gonna doze off any moment. :'/

Today's IntroHT test was terrible. I didn't know what to write at all. I was so lost for word during the test. Sad. The questions were staring back at me for the whole 45 minutes. So devasted ya!

On a lighter note, my 10% RHT test got me an A! My very first A! Haha! I wasn't listening throughout the whole lesson. Writing comments for people and totally not listening. Feel so bad. The tutor purposely locked the internet so that we cannot use. But we brought lappies. And used them instead. What a bad thing to do.

Then we went for dinner and started on our Comm Skills. Till now. Omg. I'm so tired.

But it was really sweet of Daddy to bring toothbrush and toothpaste for us as well as food and drinks for us. Towels were also included, ha! (:

Haha, I feel like sleeping...

love, vannie. (2:50 AM)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Oh hello dearie. I'm so overwhelmed with mixed feelings now. Well, I'm more stressed than anything in this world at this point of time. And this is the first time I'd ever let out a tear in TP. But it was only a few little tears. No big commotion. Just me, relieving some stress. I was so grateful to those who were right by my side when I was feeling so low. Especially, Xavier and Amanda. Also to the rest. Thank you so much. You guys made me feel better (:

love, vannie. (5:27 PM)

Thursday, July 05, 2007

I'm so sad man. So so so sad.
I got a D+ for my excel project. And for this I'm so depressed can. Gosh.

Anyways, Felicia got it wrong ya. So i gotta correct it, else people think I'm that clever. :'/ Actually, I got 1B and 2Cs. Now, 1D. Hais.

Being stucked here in BCS tutorial is such a killer. I'm so dead and sleepy. Feeling so tired yet not sleepy. I don't know. I feel lethargic. I can't remember how to spell it. Been such a long time since I last did English. Comm Skills is so different.

I hate BCS!

love, vannie. (10:09 AM)

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Hello, love!
I'm feeling average now. Prolly because of all the happenings today. But I'm happier than average lah. Gotta say something real important here:

HAPPY BRITHDAY LEX MEIMEI!
Hahaha! Yes! It's meimei's birthday today! Sixteen years of age. Wow! Stay sweet ya! Though I can't be with there you for your birthday celebration, I'm with you guys mentally! Hahah! Takecare ya! Loves! All the best in all you do! (:

I got back quite a few of my results for my mid-sem test already. I'm not very satisfied with them though. Anyways, it's just the first time, I will try harder next time. (:
Comm skills: 34.5/50
RHT: 33.5/50
Microe: 71/100

Everyone's worried for Rayner. It's time to cheer up man! Yala, and DJ and I are supposed to be the ones for him to tease during Andrew's absence lah! Aiyo, EVIL ANDREW!

Oh, by the way, EG is having chicken poxxie at the moment. So no school for him! Awww, we're so gonna miss him! Haha! Life's quieter and more peaceful without him. Well, at least for DJ! Haha! But we prefer him to be with us lah. Aww, so sweet! (:

My Poly life is not going ot be fun without you guys man! So lucky to have found you dears!

And not forgetting my lovely darlings...
Meihwa, Felicia, Wanying, Lex, Eileen, Clement, Xiaofang, Yihui, Marcus.
I guess by now, everyone's happy with their own lives! And that's so wonderful! I love everone to be happy and all. It just brightens my day so much! (:
I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS AS MUCH! ♥

I ♥ SCHOOOOOOL!

love, vannie. (1:17 AM)

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Helloooo love!
Here I am again! I just can't concentrate on my microecons. ARGH! I just want to come here and blog. Cos I love my bloggie so much ya. So many memories here. It's been about 2 and a half years since the creation of my blog! Whoo!

Today, today and today.
Went for project early in the morning at 11.15am. Was due to meet the guys at Somerset MRT at 12pm. Oops I was 5 minutes late. Ha! So rayner was the earliest, followed by me, DJ, DG and fishie! Ahh, fishie so late ah!

I'm so pissed off by that aunty at Long John's can. I would have retorted if I didn't have that last bit of respect for her age. All in all, she was totally unreasonable! HELLOOO!

Hey, something just came to my mind.
Someone said he/ she wanted to treat me to something if I'm correct.
Hmm, forget it then.
I forgot.
Whoever it is, lucky you! HAHs!

School tomorrow at 9. Ah, I need sleep! And there's training for the congress at 5 after OB lec. Oh man. Wonder what they're gonna teach, I hope it'll be fun! I can't wait for the congress and the extra money we're gonna earn! WHA!

Hey, come to think of it. The congress is going to be held in less than 10 days time! Ha! I tried my business suit that on Friday while I had nothing better to do. With blazer and all.
And boy, do I look smart!
Too bad, we're not going to wear the blazer. Which means, my body will look super duper short and my skirt, super duper long! Dear me, dear me!

Lalala, I wanna have a special someone in my heart. The feeling of envy, looking at others. So sweet ya? Oh oh, I have the sudden urge to SING!

Shut your lips. Quiet.
I MISS YOU. ♥

love, vannie. (9:09 PM)

Oh, hello love.
Everything's a total flop today. Everything ranging from tennis till this moment. My microecons is dead too.

Tennis was okay today. My forehand swing was weird. Just so weird. I was only satisfied with my surfs! Woo! Hehs! Whatever.
I LOVE TENNIS STILL (:

And now what? Microecons Article! I totally have no idea what my stupid article is talking about! GOSH! And cos of that, I cannot continue! BAAH! I'm so stressed!

Not forgetting, I'm so lack of sleep.

On a lighter note, I was happy with RHT today! Cos I get to see my two fat fats! Whoo! Yup, and the outcome of our precious time was also satisfactory. So ya, today wasn't THAT bad afterall.

I still feel stressed.
AND TIRED!

By the way, I was on the way to school this morning when I met this very good looking guy! Heh! SO good looking I tell you. From NYP I guess. Ha! But too bad, not interested! :)

Gonna sleep now, projects tmr again.
SLEEPY!

(ooh, GST's increasing TODAY!)

love, vannie. (1:40 AM)

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