thelittlelovetoken

well, today is grandma's birthday. ' ahmah, happie birthday!'. just came back from grandma's housie. went there to cut cut cut cake. hahas. got two cakes summore. auntie val bought one too! both also from prima deli. hees. luckily never buy the same one. hehes.

hahas. went to do ic today. this shows that i'm already 15. [cool!]. lols. rushed home at one, after doing what i had to do for the chinese blog. walking outta school, was kinda sad. cos i saw sth, or rather someone whom i didn't want to see, at somewhere where she don't belonged. nvm. there's nothing i can do to stop her tracks. hais.

okies. den left home at bout 3. took the 969 bus. saw amanda, hahas. i asked her a reallie stupid question. hehes. i so blur. =/about 3.45 like that, reached the ica building. so crowded. dunnoe why. maybe friday bahs. went to queue for photo-taking. dots. was very nervous. hahas. i'm mad. stood there for like 45 minutes, den my turn. sho funnie huhhs de picture. left the building at around 5.

huhhs. so tireds. got this pri sch girl in the mrt. she keep diaoing me norhs. she thought i looking at her. wth. nvm. so bu yao lians. bleahs. reached causeway at about 5 plus 6. go buy grandma's birthday cake. chocolate cravings, i think. went to metro walk walk. bought socks. hahas. pink and white ones. =) saw uncle andy at outside colds storage.

finally around 7, we left. so tireds le, exhausted. went down the escalator. at that time, was thinking of sth. den i saw some riversidian boys running. they were kenneth, zhizhong, junhao and ashraf. went to say hi to them. surprised to see me huhhs. hehes. they said hi to mummie too. :)

oh. i'm so sleepy. think i'm gonna sleep reallie soon. already 0115 le. oh yah, think the chinese bloggie is okies bahs. sweet. http://silent-promises.blogspot.com.

my wish came true today.
was it merely just coincidence? or was it predestined? no one knows.

love, vannie. (4:17 PM)

birthdays

23 april- my birthday
25 april- junhao's birthday
27 april- joonkiat's birthday
29 april- grandma's birthday

hahas. so fascinating huhhs. all odd number de. wonder if there's anyone on 21 april. then it'll just be so wonderful. [winks].

love, vannie. (2:02 PM)

prezzies..
Wednesday, April 27, 2005

hahas. gonna talk bout my dearie prezzies that i received. =) hehes. so nice huhhs, everybody.
okies, i'm gonna start.

felicia- vennon: OP pencilbox (pink) [wishlist]
meihwa- wenzhu- eileen- colin: OP t-shirt (pink)
peiling- yingxian- kenneth- junhao- jiunwei- kaixun- zhizhong- ashraf: giordano belt (pink) ;; plain blouse (white) [wishlist]
ciauer- justina- justin- sharon- john- yinzhi- royden- yikcheong: converse t-shirt (white) [wishlist]
colin- kailin: turtle soft-toy.
ruirong: pencilbox ;; birthday note =)
beatrice: pair of earrings. (moons; stars)
lihui: winnie the pooh cup
lingkwee: windchime
meiqi- anita: 'virturous' figurine

grandma: bracelet (colourful)
geraldine- celestine- jonathan: 37 degrees t-shirt (black)
ah yi: blouse (purple)
auntie valerie: pair of earrings with matching necklace (star; hearts)
auntie cheryl: jacket (white)
auntie pam: storriebook

think that's bout all bahs. hahas. just loved everyone sho extremely much.
*x__.my most splendid birthday afterall.__x*

love, vannie. (2:43 PM)

my best birthday
Sunday, April 24, 2005

oh goodness gracious! my birthday was just so fantastic. my best birthday? hehes. today was also the riverside carousel. reallie enjoyed myself throughly today. thankies to everyone who attended my birthday celebration, and those who got me presents. xiexie. love you all lots. <3

carousel was okies. just abits funnie, cos hafta wear the funnie uniform. the skirt was like too biggie for me. den also hafta wear the shoes *ouch!*, have blisters now. i sorta changed in the music room. hahas. its okies. we just have to wear over our pe t-shirts. =)

reached home in the afternoon, den go pack things and prepare. den about 06 o'clock liddat, they started streaming in. hees. first was eileen, wenzhu, siewwan. den followed by joonkiat, peiling, john, kenneth, junhao, yinzhi, jiunwei, ashraf, zhizhong, yeehang. felicia and vennon came next. den meihwa. following mingmin, beatrice, colin, ruirong, kailin and then lihui. if i'm not wrong,shold be this few people bahz. =D

hahs. peiling, joonkiat they all went to de tennis court, when they reached. wahs, they all reallie pro one. i brought 11 tennis ball there, and left with 5 when we went off. 6 of them flew outta the court. they were nowhere to be found.hahas. use so much strength huhhs.

they sat there lorrs, by the pool. (all of them). they ate, talked, played games. and that joonkiat actually played with my drink. go add coke, den dunnoe wad he do also. budden quite nice huhhs. very sweet. hahas.

oh yah. zhizhong they all go 'steal' beer from the ice-box. 3 cans some more. i didnt noe. was not there. drink so fast also. aiyo. den mummie go ask them bout it. hahs. budden yeehang de face reallie red like apple. think he kinda drunk le.

most of them stayed till quite late larrhs. bout 11.45 den leave. hahs. din expect them to stay till so late. okies la. i opened all the prezzies le. so nice huhhs. i gotta talk bout the presents the next entry. hees. now 03:23 am le. past my birthday le. anyway, 2304 rawks.

love, vannie. (6:24 PM)

true friends dont exist.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005

today very down indeed. very disappointed with some people. hais. i'm just reallie sad. there's like no true friends in this world. true friends only exist in fairytales and stories. it's now nothing but just a word.

anyway, meihwa, xiaofang and yihui think that some kinda phenomenon thing have entered our class. they say till i became paranoid also. the whole class is like so quiet, no one seemed to be concentrating. its kind of spookie now.

i was slacking for the whole day. nothing seemed to get into my head. then during form teacher period, i was practically drawing and decorating my students' handbook. hees. so colourful huhhs. =)

after school was the worst part of all. i reallie wanted to break down. but no one knew. maybe justina? i dont know. nvm. i went to fushan afterall. waited for joonkiat, to accompany me to causewaypoint. okies. royden shaved his hair off. =x

went to walk causeway with joonkait and royden. couldnt find anything suitable. asked joonkiat to get it instead. i dont know about boys' taste. i'll leave it up to him. he'll have a better idea. =)

( i'm just nothing in their eyes.
they take me as if i'm invisible.
what am i to do?
everyone's changing their attitude and tone.
but not for the better.
there's no footprints left for me to follow.
i'm just stuck here in the unknown world.
they just left me here.
alone.)

04 days to my birthday.

love, vannie. (1:32 PM)

needless for me to say anything

i reallie dont understand a thing. hais. tears just dropped off my cheek. no one knows. everyone sleeping le. only me. i'm just so helpless. i dont wanna say or explain anymore. maybe they just dont see it. maybe my actions dont show. its up to them to understand. i feel so heartbroken. they just dont understand me.

maybe all these are merely misunderstandings only? i reallie dont know. i'm clueless.

love, vannie. (2:02 AM)

wahahas. 6 more days.
Monday, April 18, 2005

wahahas 6 more days to the big day. only for me and the school. hahas. riverside carousel and my birthday. hehes. i just can't wait! 23.04- haven't been blogging, den like abandoned lerhs. no, never. i'm not gonna abandon this blog, too many sweet memories le. =) hahas.

okies. today didn't go anywhere. gonna stay at home for the whole day. sians. yesterday junhao ask if i want go study today nots. should have just agreed. now i'm reallie bored to death! i regret.

did class decoration yesterday morning/afternoon huhhs. hahas. was okies la. the sitting arrangement all changed le. don't think anyone will complain bahs. maybe just a handful. but i'm not gonna care.
okies. i just love that cardboard coffin in the middle of the class. whee! den still got that funnie dead person inside. hahs. he's holding the so called "sword" now. hahas. pireced into his heart. *ouch*.
my whole body was like itching. because i was paranoid? was pasting the black paper under the whiteboard there. de. got so many many spider webbies and spidies. so scary huhhs. eew. enough of the class deco. or i'll itch non-stop. hahas.

hmms. i still haven't got any idea what to get for joonkiat and junhao. its so infuriating to buy birthday prezzies for guys. i just dunnoe what to get huhhs. xiang hao le. maybe i get both of them a t-shirt or something. hahas. pink would be nice. =p hees.

oh god. six more days. and its my birthday!. i just cant imagine. its like time passes reallie fast. hahas. i dunnoe le. i'm just so bored. think i wanna go eat pocky le. hahas.

love, vannie. (6:36 AM)

chinese bloggie
Monday, April 11, 2005

hars. now, i'm in the midst of doing my chinese blog. okies. i like the skin reallie much. so sweets huhhs. a lil' girl with two star shaped lollipops. oh my. how dearie the girl looked. so cute. but then its kinda plain. cos i haven't done much things to it yets. hehs. =D

haiyah. jie siao le. she just came back from the charity show. keep fanning me bout renfu. dots. nvm. she's crazy over him. hahas. nvm huhhs.

arghh. stop pestering me peeps. i'm busy right now. cos i'm blogging! cant stand it. no wonder i always take million years to post an entry. sian. ohh, tomorrow's gonna be a different day for me. i just got that feeling. but then i also dunnoe why.=/

anyway, i bought that plain black giordano blouse le. hees. now i've got the light pink one and this black one. hahs. den i can finally strike it off from my wishlist. hehes.

ohh yeahhs. i got the letter for the making of the identity card. hahas. sho happie only. junhao also get le. den he like also very happie. hahs. joonkiat's gonna get it real soon. =) i'm going to do my IC on 29 april. mummie say de. hahas. on grandma's birthday. hees.

gotta go lerhs. not that late. but then still needa do lotsa things. good night. =)

love, vannie. (2:17 PM)

hais..
Sunday, April 10, 2005

hais. i dun understand myself also. i'm so weird. that day wanted to blog already, den computer hanged. lazy to blog, so went to write in my diary.

yesterday was sports carnival. was fairly okay. only that i got sunburned, all thanks to the empiring for the whole day, under the hot sun. den reallie felt exhausted from all the runnings here and there.

was empiring for the whole morning. den went back to class after lunch. played 'truth or dare'. hahas. was kinda stupid. i had to do some kind of 'i like you' thing. kkaes, nvm. don't wanna elaborate any further.

about 14.00, we went down to the netball court there. rain again. nvm. we went to watch the sprinting thing till around 14.50. then meihwa, piggy and i proceeded to the quadrangle for the empiring thing again. haiyah, we got stares from the lower sec people all right. its like there's completely no respect for us. hmmph. nvm.

after all the whistle blowing, shoutings, warnings, finally we finished our tasks. its was like taking up the whole day. meihwa, ciauer, elda, kaiwei, huiwen, yingxian and i went bball court watch bball.

hahas. huiwen and i actually ran after joonkiat, just for a bottle of drink. hahas. nvm. we went back to bball court. he ran too fast. den we (girls) next team lorr. hahas. was funnie la. played for a while only.

basketball- third
netball- third
hmms. there was individual ones also.

after everything, was already 19.00. so late le huhhs. was sad yeahhs. because of something. nvm huhhs. no one knows also. walked to causeway with siti and went home.
basically, its was an okay day. i've wrote all my troubles in my diary.

14 days to my birthday-2304

love, vannie. (2:57 PM)

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