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BAHH!
Hello, love.
I thought I would be able to settle down and do my excel project properly. And for the last two hours I haven't touched anything on excel. Yep, SCREW IT! BAAH! Gonna die from doing it ya! I wanna shoppie instead! Dajie says wanna go shop after mid-sem test. Oh dear.. It's still a looooong way... till the end of next week!! :/ And SHREK3! Can't wait!!

RAAR! Instead of trying to finish my excel, I'm like blogging here.. BOOHOO! I want to sleep. Sleepyhead. *yawns*

I had a happie morning today. (:

Weet! SO excited now! Right at this moment! Pappy just came back from Bangkok! And guess what he got for me! A WILSON TENNIS RACKET! Cool! Whee!! And the price is around the same price in S'pore. Funny Pap, go all the way there to get for me. HEH. Nvm about that!
I'm so HAPPY okay! And it's oh-so-pretty! Silver and Red! Pretty!

Ahh hahahah! I'm so falling in love with the racket okay! Ahahahah! Whee whee! (: I shall name it Pretty! (:

love, vannie. (3:08 PM)

Monday, May 28, 2007

Hello, lovey!
Yepyep! I'm finally getting started with my excel individual project! And guess what? My Cafe's name is called BUMBLE BEE CAFE! Oh-so-sweet!

Which reminds me of my question posted to dajie and erjie when I spotted sth on my pooh pouch.

ME: How do you spell honey?
DAJIE & ERJIE: H O N E Y
ME: Nah! It's H U N N Y!
(both gives the -.- look)

See! This is exactly what a typical Xiaomei would ask. HAHA! The lecture was really boring then, so you can't blame me!! HEHES! x)

Whee! I'm looking forward to school tomorrow! YAY-ness! Gotta go watch ANTM now and go sleep! Loves! (: ♥

love, vannie. (2:11 PM)

Sunday, May 27, 2007

2 quizzes for you! Hahaha! (:

Your French Name is:

Colette Antoine

What's" Your French Name?

You are a Romantic Date

Your dating philosophy?
"Date to fall in love"
You prefer your dates to lead you down a romantic path
If there's no soulmate connection, you're just wasting your time

Guys to look for:
Guys serious about love, who say they're ready for marriage
Search for guys looking to "settle down" or "meet my match"
Because if a guy's just playing the field, he won't give yout the romance you crave

What Kind of Date Are You?

love, vannie. (3:38 PM)

Whee!! Hello, love love love!
Lalalas. Know why I'm still so 'high' at this timing? That's cos after tennis today, I went home to sleep from 2 plus to 6! Ahahaha! I think I got burnt or sth this morning, the heat in my body is burning. I'm perspiring even when the fan is blowing directly at me. Must have absorbed too much heat playing tennis.

Nah, tennis wasn't really amazing today like the last two. But nonetheless, I enjoyed my time playing this lovely sport (: It's just that my grip today wasn't really right. No matter how I grip the racket, it just seemed so wrong. And for today, I kept missing my targets. :/

I had this weird weird dream this afternoon during nappie. Was in this really really big supermart with lots of fishes everywhere in tanks. Then, I don't know why, but I kept walking and walking, always getting to the same place. And cliques appeared too. Only them and this group of unknowns. Scary. I felt so lost.. :/

Blah! I HATE doing excel. It's killing me I tell you! I don't mind doing with instructions like the test we had that day. Not like this, with nothing and we have to create this gorgeous spreadsheet with no flaws! Damn. I don't even know how to get the equations!
Okay whatever.

Erjie always says that I'm emo. Well, I only become emo when I think about the past. Everytime I think about these stuffs, I feel like crying. But no, I keep telling myself. I MUST BE HAPPY. I find myself opening up to cliques. They're trustable. (:

I know there's no other way for me to convince. I hate the reverse effect game. Cos I just want to say: "My dear, it doesn't help, so don't bother trying. I'm sick and tired of all the nonsense. Reality is reality. You've just got to accept."
I love this route I've chosen, for I get to have a new beginning. No matter what how much it takes, this feeling of satisfaction can never be replaced. I was right all along.

I'm glad we three girls are actually significant to the three guys. Okay, maybe not three. Only two, we are always significant in Dage's eyes! HEES! (: Maybe it's my bad experience that left me so insecure at times. Bet no one knows about it (: I always need some confirmation to set my mind at ease. Insecurity haunts me. :/ So, indirect verbal expression from them actually spelled it all. :D

love, vannie. (3:22 PM)

Saturday, May 26, 2007

amanda, me, rayner

dajie!

erjie!

barbie eyes!

dage the saviour!

Loves! (:

love, vannie. (1:49 PM)

Hey hey love! I'm tired but happy! I'm happy everyday! Yep yep, I love you guys at school, school would never have been better with out you guys! Weets! ;p

Went for a movieeee yesterday with cliques without Dage. Mmm, so sad huh, he went to meet gf to watch POC. Aww, so sweet.. So the five of us went ahead. And we watched BLADES OF GLORY. Ohh man! It's super funny, and so many sexual references. I seriously think it should be rated NC16! Haiyo...

I love the part where the head was being chopped off. Well, not literally. It was obvious it was computerised. Ahahah! Dajie and erjie so scared by it! I don't know, have I became heartless? :/

Ahahah! Just kidding. Okay, honestly speaking, it was quite disgusting. But FUNNY! Oh, so hilarious the show! Go watch go watch! But please! Don't bring children in if possible! (:

Ahahha! I got myself a black knitted cardigan from Dano and a top from G2000blu.
Black cardigan- $20
Black top- $16.10
Ohh, I think it's spending money time again!!
Whee!

Having sore throat now. Boohoo! Pain! :(

love, vannie. (1:33 PM)

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Hello, lovey!
Take a look at this..

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

love, vannie. (2:08 PM)

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

♥ Love, love.
So tired with all the sutffs at the moment. Was still late for school this morning cos of the jam at SLE. Boo hoo.. I wonder if I would be marked absent. And so because I reached late, I had half hour less time to do my test than others! *Cries*

Okay, had the comm skills test. Luckily I finished in time. But I was rushing, so the essay was ~~not of quality~~. Damn! AHHHH!! I was going to break down in the car on the way to school.. Almost.. :_(

Yep Yep, so we went to the canteen for lunch. I had a cup of milo. Not in the mood of eating. Then did some CCN day financial stuffs. And know what?! The profit earned for CCN is only $7.60. And for that, I have to write a cheque. Not funny at all.

Carmen was like asking everyone "Let's all go to the library!"

Whatever, I thought Merlion and Barbie were going to follow her. :/ Yucks. But, HEH HEH, they waited for us and we went to the study room! YAY!! I'm so happy okay! We weren't even going to do project. Doing microecons. Jackson joined us too!

Hehs! Dajie has the shrek ears!! OOH! it's so cute okay! And I realised something.
GUYS DON'T KNOW HOW TO WEAR HAIRBAND.
They wore the shrek ears infront of their ears. HAHAH. SO cute la!! (:

Mmm, had a headache after trying so hard to solve the Tut question I had to present to the class. But though I had crappy answers, everything went well. Well, I had the support of my FARAX. (: They were trying to help me all along, amazing people! :D

Had lecture whereby farvax sat together again. Sat beside dage, aka. saviour and dajie. I don't know why. But everytime see all of them, I just feel happy. But dage is like a real korkor to me. He's nice lah. And he is forever SMILING! (:

After lec, merlion said wanna go to KFC to eat. Initially, erjie and I thought people from other classes and tinky winky were going. So we decided: If they were going, we're not. (cos they're ppl we dislike..) So yep, luckily they didn't go.. So we farvax went ahead!!!

Walked there and I bought Cheese fries! It's been ages since I last ate that.. LOL! We laughed alot, trying to imitate Dajie. Somehow, what merlion said was true.
Why is Dajie always being bullied when she's the oldest? HA!

Haha, we talked about alot of stuffs. Love and betrayal. Then Dage was sharing with us something about his ex classmate two timing guys. And Barbie said this:
"Huh! The girl two timing guys? Cannot! Only guys can two time girls!"
Yep yep, such a Male Chauvinist Pig! MCP!!

LOL, left around 6 plus then went home. Studied Int h&t. Gonna have test on weddie!! :/ Scary!! (: Got to go sleep now, see ya!! LOVE! (:

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I wish wish wish upon the MOON (:

love, vannie. (12:04 AM)

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Dajie, Me and Erjie! (:

Step step, Bite bite!!

Hello lovey!

I'm so sleepy I can sleep within a nano second my head touches the pillow. How incredible. But that is how sleepy I can be now. Boo hoo! I'm sleepy! Yet I have to research for the essay for Comm skills on Monday! And that's gonna be a test! Dear dear dear me. I'm gonna faint!

But heck the tests that are coming! at least I get to see farax (w/o me equals to no "V") !! HAHAH! I'm missing them now! (:

Ooh yah! See me with a guitar? I wanna learn! Love it sooooooooo muchies! :D

I enjoyed my day today! With Meihwa, Felicia and Eileen! Went to the Tampopo restaurant where tueston works to eat dinner and celebrate Meihwa's birthday! And so, because the guy was there, Meihwa was super excited!! HAHAH!!

Yeppie, before we met MH and EEL, FEL and I did alot of prepaprations and ran here and there. Hahahs! But it was fun!! Went to Swissbake and got an Oreo Cheesecake for Meihwa and a heart shaped chocolate. CUTE! And went to TOPSHOP and got a brown spag long top for $16!! (: YAY!

And after eating, we went to the river there and Central to walk. Let me tell you..
Clarke quay is so BEAUTIFUL at night!!
Gotta go there with my bf next time!! heh hehs!! (:

Had so much fun catching up with old times with them! So happy! (: Met lex at Admiralty. While waiting for us, we talked about something funny and impossible. Hahahs! Happy happy! (:

♥s

love, vannie. (11:28 PM)

Friday, May 18, 2007

Hellooooo, LOVE!
Having BCS now, and carmen's laughing her head off again. :x Nah, not listening to the presentation at all. HOHO~ But it's dajie's group now. Hahaha, feel so bad. Erjie also not listening too! OMG! I don't understand at all.

HAHAHA!

Stupid erjie! (:

love, vannie. (12:46 AM)

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Hello, love.
Aww.. I'm gonna get six pecs if I continue laughing in school at this rate. Scary. Better stop laughing!!!

Seems quite impossible though... :/

Hahas! Preeti keeps asking me to smile. Reason for that?
She wants to see my dimples!
LOL! (:

love, vannie. (2:28 PM)

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Hello, love! I'm finally back! (: I'll make this a really quick one so I'll be able to catch some sleep before I meet up with my OB group members once again! (:

1) New group formed! Actually it was supposed to be only for OB. But somehow, we people can click REALLY REALLY WELL, so we sort of like stick together all the while! Heh heh! Actually all I think we do is LAUGH... There's Dajie (amanda), Erjie (fyshie), Saviour (xavier), Merlion (andrew), Barbiedoll eyes (rayner) and Birdnest(ME). We met up yesterday and this morning for lunch.. Hehes, went walk walk at TM this morn with them. (;

2) I can't wait for Meihwa's birthday party! HAHA! Then I can see everyone! (:

3) Andrew keeps talking about BANANAS IN PYJAMAS and it kept reminding me of Felicia and Meihwa. Felicia is B1 and I'm B2. Then Meihwa is my banana sister! :)

Whee~ I ♥ EVERYONE to bits!!

love, vannie. (4:16 PM)

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Hello love!
I have no idea what just happened to blogger. Everything with the icons are like in a mess. :/

Ooh, I'm so sleepy now, but I guess I'll just finish typing this post before going into my dreamland! Afterall, school starts at 1 tomorrow! YAY-ness!

Yep yep, My Sis, her friends, Regina, Iffah and I went for the banquet training at Meritus Mandarin on Sunday. The manager was funny. But somehow and sometimes trying too hard to give the I-have-authority-here face. :/ Haha, then while I was trying out to clamp the noodles with two spoons, my hands were practically trembling! LOL.

The worst part of the day!! We had to carry 3 large trays, many many heavy spoons, the shark's fin bowl (tgt with underliner and cover) and the cold dish plate. OMG! Imagine how heavy that is ya! I couldn't even stand up, you see. So the manager took away the 2 trays and left with 1 and the stuffs.. It was much lighter.. HEH HEH!!

We went to Cineleisure and Heeren for a walk.. I bought a LITTLE MISS MAGIC tee! So cute man! And I got myself a pair of black tapered jeans for $30! Whee~ Finally I got my black tapered jeans!! (:

Today was a mix of hapiness and frustration for me. I almost broke down TWICE. But luckily I didn't, I'm strong! (:

Had comm skills in the morning, which was super boring and ended with us laughing at Joanne who wrote an inverted "S" so subconsciously!! HAHAH! It was so funny I tell you!! HAH! :D

Then the break for two hours. We were supposed to do the project after lunch. But people just went missing missing missing. Orange was playing pool and Rayner, watching some kind of skit. :/ I was really mad and stressed. I just wonder why I care so much for what. Since the others don't want to do then there's nothing I can do. In the end, I spent my time telling Amanda how I felt and all. And she was consoling me.. Thanks snaily! (:

I just sulked all the way. I didn't want to care lah. Then everyone started asking if I was all right. :x And some thought I was crying. No point, I would say...
I just felt so fake for the few hours. I was worried and yet I was laughing. When I'm alone, or I see my groupmates, my smile just keep fading... :(

Okay, blogger's fine now! (:

Erm, yep. Side-track a little.. Now, where was I...
Ohh. And finally after a VERY FUN org behaviour lecture, people started staying back to do the project, and I gradually started to smile. (: But without Rayner, it's okay, we have work for him to do!! (:

We did some stuffs and Jacq went for her trial. So the 3 of us just did the one-page thingy and finished it! I was so happy okay! (: Heh hehs..

Then orange asked me to go Far East with him, to collect his 2 jeans. And ya, we parted with Xavier at the Tampines Interchange and the two of us took a train down to Orchard. He slept, but I couldn't. When I wanted to, we had already reached Bugis. So ya, no sleeping. :( The train ride was about 30 minutes all the way to Orchard.. (:

Somehow, we stuffed our wallets and handphones in my file. LOL. So if anyone were to snatch my file from orange, we're both going to die! No wonder he helped me carry... Aiyo, must be scared people snatch from me!! :/ Actually, he was just being gentlemanly. :)

We collected the pants and went home. Actually he got direct bus home from Far East. Luckily he took the train with me, if not I'll be alone. And since I accompany him there, he must accompany me back.. Hoho :) So when he alighted at Bishan, I was alone, looking like a lost kid.

Then! I saw Huangjun. OMG! He's like grown BIGGER? Oops, but it's the truth ya. Maybe it's because of the many CCAs he joined? Erm, yup I think he joined 4 CCAs? :/ Wonder how he copes with the time. :x

LOL! Okay! I'm going to sleep now! I'm so tirrrrreeeeeedddddddd!! :P

love, vannie. (4:18 PM)

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Orange just texted me. Lol. He doesn't know how to go to Heeren and was asking me for directions.. So, me being me, I typed out everything, including all the things you guys get to see in the surroundings outside Somerset MRT station.

And then!

He told me he was cabbing there!

Oh well, nevermind.. But at least he thanked me for the info. Well, I guess he might need it in case the taxi driver uncle decides to drive him to some ulu ulu place. *grins*

TGIF!

love, vannie. (2:27 PM)

Hello, love.
HAHAHAHAHA!
I've been laughing a lot these days. Many thanks to my class ya? And now my tummy feels bloated with loads of air in it.. OMG!

Somehow, I just hate it when a person I don't really like keeps coming to me. Yah lah. Blend in with us? I would just have two words: FAT HOPE! Dear me, I sound so evil. But it's the truth ya. You'll find it super- annoying too. The worse thing is: WHY ME?!

Okay, whatever. I can't really be bothered. But I'm disgusted la. Stop acting cute can?

Whatever it is, I'm still happy in school. Talking to my girls and bickering with the guys. Girls and guys can't really talk nicely. Maybe because they guys mature two years slower than girls? I guess that's just it! (:

Andrew keep calling me Bird-Nest-Ssa Today. Haiyo, it's been a looooong time ever since a person related my name with sth got to do with "bird-nest- __" When I was in Primary 6, my guy classmates used to call me Bird Nest Fern. So now, I'm Bird Nest. Expensive eh! Heh heh!

Ooh! And I just collected my O levels Cert today, with Meihwa! HAHA! We talked so much about the two guys. LOL! :))

♥

love, vannie. (12:30 PM)

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Heh heh, I celebrated my birthday on Sunday with my granny. (: I'm gonna load the pictures another time as it is already kinda late now! Please understand.. Hehes.

Today I went to eat the crayfish horfun with my family for lunch. We only get to eat that on public hols cos they're closed on Sundays. Yep, so finally we got to eat it! Heh! Yummy! So we were rushing because I'm due to meet my groupmates at 1pm at The Cathay.

Then Pappy fetched me to the Dhoby Ghaut MRT station and I went to meet Jacqueline and Orange. We walked to The Cathay and met Xavier and Rayner. See, somehow, we were all NOT late. And very punctual indeed! (:

Then we went up and down and up and down The Cathay looking for places to sit and use my lappie. Starbucks was full. Actually we wanted to sit outside on the ground in the middle of nowhere. Hahas. But abit embarassing. So we went up to Ben and Jerry's.

And there were seats! HAHA! Some more the sofa and cushion seats! SO comfy. And that part looks like a small little studio with microphones, organs, and a drum set. Cool! (:

Orange and Rayner shared ice-creams. And me? I drank the Mango&More smoothie thingy again. The one at Vivo tasted nicer than this one. This is abit more sour. :P At first, maybe it was cold, Orange tried and had no reaction. When it wasn't that cold anymore, he drank and gave me that funny funny look. It just tasted a little more SOUR. Lol!

HEH! We were actually not in the mood of doing the project. We were more like listening to songs there instead.. So after sitting around for around 2 to 3 hours, we left the place. The guys wanted to play pool, so we tagged along...

I had so much fun talking to Jacqueline just now! About the 2 guys behaving intimately near her previous workplace. Because Xavier went to Mac to use his lappie, there were only the 2 guys left, playing billard. And so I said to Jacq, "Imagine the both of them hugging each other like as if they were taking wedding photos." And we couldn't stop laughing!! HAHA!

Then, they moved to play pool. And Xavier left. Rayner asked us girls to play. Well, actually learn and practice. And so we played in pairs. We played the oh-ya-pei-ya-som game again (seems like my classmates love this game..) and I was to go with Orange and Jacqueline with Rayner.

I would say the guys were really patient. They never showed any signs of frustration or whatsoever. (: That's a good thing ya. Luckily they were not like Jacq's brother who got fed up and finished the whole game himself while teaching her. Haiyo!

Yup, Orange was my teacher and Rayner was Jacq's teacher. Haha, I would say I've improved since the last time I played which was when Pappy was teaching me about three- quarter months ago.. So this time, some easy shots did not go in. BUT! Some difficult shots went in unexpectedly and so nicely! (; We played a few rounds and let the guys continue for the rest of the time. (:

Jacq and Rayner left first. That leaves with Orange and I. Pappy was going to fetch him to Bishan. Yep, and we talked about many stuffs. About someone irritating too.. But it seems like it's suppose to be a secret for me to keep now. (: Yup, and we girls were right! It was so obvious can?

Papy put him down and we went home to fetch Mammy and Filian out for dinner. (:

Was chatting with quite a few people all at one time just now.. Jacq, Orange, Lionel and Clement. And guess what happened? My lappie hanged again. For a few seconds...
Time for an upgrade, lappie!

love, vannie. (3:49 PM)

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