vanessa
23 april '90
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Friday, March 24, 2006
omg! i'm so excited! i'm gonna see how i'm gong to rush to different places in 1hr and 30mins. hmms, how i wished i no need to redo the stupid zuowen, then no need to rush. lols (: but sure stay de laa. i'll have to rush back home at 2pm and reach back at school at 3.30pm. not sure if it's possible.
today the the other one [times] is getting more and more irritating! getting up my nerves completely! stupid woman. we're talking about you not behind your back okae?! we're talking right in your face! today see the way she wrote letter, so low class! scared we see, den dun write la. want to scared, still want to write?! must be crazy!
so sians yesterday after oc. i dunnoe la. hahas. stood there waiting for the bus like an idiot talking to myself. hahas. so weird. den shakir say my watch nice! haha thankyou thankyou. at least brighten my day up abit.. :) den on the bus sat two seast away from fel and wy, and was messaging mh. i realised sth. when mh and clement walk together, they looked just like a couple! omg! lols! hahas.
was messaging mh, den dunnoe why suddenly talk abt icky and fluffy having candle-light lunch. meihwa's idea laa. dunnoe what she thinking also. crazy arhs? want to be like the other one issit? haha. :)
anyways, got back my report book today. lols. lalalas. so happie only. this time my L1R5 is 19!
first time that it's under 20 lor. hahas. but all because of my combined humans, E8! aiyo! irritating lehs.
haahaas. :) so excited abt the rushing thing tmr! haahaas. lalalas. (:
it's one more month to my birthday!
love, vannie. (1:57 PM)
Monday, March 20, 2006
today is the last day of the hols. anyways, its nth like any holidays also. i'm having such a terrible headache now. dunnoe why, just now went to see doc. hahas. got excused from pe on tuesday. haahaa. but i'll see first laa. hees (:
i dunnoe. was reading meihwa, felicia and wanying's blog just now. and i realised how much my dear friends have changed. i mean changed... (: its like passing so fast. we've known each other for 3 years and 3 months. besties!
love, vannie. (12:47 PM)
Thursday, March 09, 2006
finally, cts are really over. was awaiting and longing for this day for a long long long time! whoos~ and finally can relax abit. abit only lo. sians. still have to continue studying. =x
as my drama continues... i got 30/40 for the e-maths paper! i'm so so soooooo way way way utterly DISAPPOINTED! that's the only word to use. disappointed. hais. and i cried like for the whole of maths lesson yesterday.. lalalas. but i think no one will noe how i feel laa. its like everyone telling me the same thing. say i get 30, still cry. they won't be able to understand how i really felt at that moment, if only they were in my shoes.....
okaes. enough of those stupid crying scenes. hahas. i took the same bus as icy on monday. =D lalalas. so shuangs only, stand beside him. lols! hahas. when going down the bus the time, his bag slipped off his sholuder lor. aiyoo, poor little thing. hees. but on tuesday and today, i didn't take the same bus. icky took the one earlier lah. cos everytime the bus leave, can see his mother walkin home de. yesterday when reached le, saw him at the other side of the road. hahs! (:
lols! dunnoe what happened to felicia today! so late le, she still haven't reach lo. i was like, omg omg. did she forgot to wakie or wad? den cannot be mahs, den wanying also slping mehs? hahas. so i called wy, and she said she's in sch le, cos she didn't stay fel's house. den felicia still haven't reached lo. called her twice, but no answer. finally, i decided it was too late to wait, so i left first. hahas. while walking, she finally messaged me. lols.
today band was BAD BAD BAD! everything was screwed up, cos of the changing of scores la. sian lehs. so difficult to play! the tune its like COMPLETELY DIFFERENT! eeeyer. dunnoe why mr neo go change it. he say to make it easier for us... okae. so the band played horribly for the oc rehearsal. terrible terrible terrible. and our morales were also brought down till so low! he said that our section cannot live without boys...its like, nvm... frgt it... =x
so i left immediately. and actually icky was infront de. but dunnoe why go to the left side, so i was kinda like "sians" lo. lalalas. justina walked me to the bus stop. hahas. we had a fun talk along the way. lols! (: i reached le, justina walked to causeway... so i sat there staring into blank air.
suddenly, when i turned my head, i see FELICIA! wah like ghost~ like that lehs... pop outta no where! hahahas. actually she crossed from opposite la. she very waste money lor, and so lazy~ hahas. right, fel? lols!
so we talked and talked and talked. out of the blue, fel turned to her right, and said, "icky". i was like huh> ? icky? how can it be? and i saw him. hehes. and he left with his friend after sitting st the bus stop for awhile. i dunnoe why sit down le, den suddenly go. lalalas, i dun care. felicia say he quite good looking, at some angles. hai hao la. jelly btr lo. lols!(:
oh yah, today talked to icky's good friend for 2 times, and icky was beside him all the time. hahas, so he was in front of me. hahahas. (:
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love, vannie. (1:54 PM)
Sunday, March 05, 2006
thankies to those people who comforted me yesterday, on thurs and today! (:
felicia meihwa wanying yihui xiaofang joonkiat sarah justina mingmin ciauer sharon marjorie marcus clive kenneth yeongyuan eileen elda ramya...
[ my apologies, if i left anyone out :D ]
love, vannie. (12:42 PM)
i studied for the whole day today. wah... so surprising huh. hees. i'm alone at home AGAIN! all of them when to celebrate cousin phengheng's birthday. i'm so pathetic! but was the one who chose not to go one lars. see people, i so guai okae. lalalas. cooping myself up alone.....
hmms. today is saturday, and i shall conclude the week and all my "doings"? hahas. okae. so i shall start:
monday: was kinda bad day, cos band screwed it all up. and cos i didn't take the same bus with icky!!!
tuesday: hmms, was a really tiring day. but i can't really rmb. i was studying the whole day. oh yah! and i was angry abt sth in the morning! thanks to fel for helping me borrow the physics tb, and thanks to semantha for her physics tb
wednesday: actually i wanted so much to skip band! but i was glad that i didn't! cos my c note finally came back nicely. lols, it's because i change the reed yahs... so was so elated on that day. (:
thursday: i was like a dead girl walking in school! i just fell to the ground when i reached home. haahaa. and yes. i cried once, cos of chinese. all my brain's fault! i cldn't think of anything to write for ying yong wen. so while waiting for someone to open the door, i stood outside the class, and i just poured... i satyed back after sch for maths. till 11, i was studying for maths. little did .i knew that i would panic the next day and everything would be screwed up.
friday: i was so excited about doing the maths paper, and i so wanted to do well in it! but i didn't wanted to make a mess out of everything. i didn't expect. i didn't complete the paper. i did everything to do well and i was sure of every little thing abt the topic already. and because of my careless mistake, i got so many wrong answers. how i wished i could turn back time. how i wished i could start the paper all over again. i cried immediately after the paper ended, i just could not control myself. pathetic me.
during maths, i broke down again. there was nth i could do, mr goh was talking abt that stupid test. xiaofang, meihwa, yihui, ramya and practically everyone, told me that this test would not be counted in the o lvls, and there was nth to worry.
i know! but it doesn't matter. its abt how i do the test! not whether it'll be reflected in our o lvls!
hais. what can i do? and mr goh still came over to ask if i was all right. he still asked if it was because of the test! i was like duh! if not why am i crying my heart out?! i'm so useless. when ciauer told me those words, i couldn't help but cried again. and at that instance, i saw fel and wy. and i cried on fel's shoulder. and yihui came along, beside meihwa. all the wonderful people. i realised how i cannot live without my dear friends.
finally i tried to stop and went for chinese. but fel was not in class. i knew she went to cry too. cos i saw her heading for the toilet. so sarah was talking to me abt how nice the snoopy on the tissue looked and marjorie was trying to make me smile. then, fel came back. and she broke down i class, seeing her cry, did so again. and i think sarah talked about the snoopy to fel too. :)
mh and i went to causeway to eat after that, cos i was too hungry. and we met fel and wy at ljs cos the needed to tell us sth funny that happened to yechee. (he was followed by 3 sec one girls!) hahas. so we started our hunt for the "pang" family, but to no avail. finally we decided that we were to hungry. so we went to mos.
suddenly, when i was eating, i saw a golden patch walking down the escalator! pang yechee! hahas. and sure enough, he was there with is family. but without the 3 girls. hees! so i waved at him and walked away. and where was the 4th girl? hiding behind the wall huh?
when i went hm, i did not dare tell my mum abt me crying in school. cos i noe she would be disappointed. reallie disappointed with me....
love, vannie. (12:22 PM)
Saturday, March 04, 2006
hmms. these feel days aren't good days for me. neither for felicia. both of us the tap spoilt already... hees. must send for repair. :) so stressed lah!
yesterday. i cried because of chinese. den was like soo sooo sooooooo terrible! cos i ust suddenly broke down in front of meihwa! hahas. so i shocked myself too. hees. so everybody started crowding around me. ask me not to cry... but i cried even more!!!
today, i cried for maths. even more terrible than yesterday! cos i cried like so many many times! it hurts so much now.. i cried once in the morning after maths. den during maths, i cried again. both times in front of meihwa, again. haiyah. very disappointed abt maths.
when mr goh came, i cried again. EVEN MORE! i dunnoe la. its like i'm so depressed over his paper! hais. so i cried and stop, cried and stop, and cried and stop.....
while i was walking to chinese the time, i saw ciauer. she told me some comforting words, and i started to pour again! this time is the WORST one. cos i saw fel and wy in front. basically, i just couldn't control myself. so when fel came to hug me, i was carying like a baby? cannot stop one! and it was the saddest! that's the FIRST AND ONLY time i cried to terribly in school! break record le.. terrible day.
anyways, took same bus as icky today again. hahas :)
love, vannie. (10:07 AM)
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