thelittlelovetoken

**my heart is shattered.....
into so many pieces that i can't put them back...
the wounds cant seem to heal...
its just too much that time cannot erase....
no one can bring me back to life....
i feel so lifeless...no one will noe how i feel.....**

went to monkey's house for fun???
din had fun though....was kinda sad...
jealous is the word to describe the feeling...
haii..dunnoe...

he like shocked to see me liddat....dunnoe...
mabbe he din expect bahz...dunnoe...
went for lunch with them...
saw jk there...dunnoe....din eat...
did not have any appeitite...=/

was messaging jk and rr for the whole day...
haii...just felt kinda stupid to be there...
remembered wad i promised jk the previous nite...
" i will leave when i cannot take it anymore.."
budden i din seem to keep my promise...
sorry....

i was sitting there...too many things happened...
i cant write everything here...
cuz its all stored in my brain already.....
all the images....all the conversations.....
its too much of an impact to wipe it all away...

haii...i dunnoe...was reading the little mermaid book to yee lu...
just knew that he like checked on me at times...
dunnoe...bout o5.3o already....mummy msg me...
she ask me to go home already...yeah...i noe....
he also had to leave at that time...
we left together first.....monkey brought us to the traffic light....
den she left us....

the both of us walked to causeway....
got talk le...budden he was the one who brought up subjects...
dunnoe...he kept asking where i stayed....
told him...budden he still dunnoe...nvm......
he like kinda scared of me...i also scared of him....
dunnoe....mabbe both of us just don wanna talk bout the same sad subject??

**haii...dunnoe...he was so polite to me...
so gentle....not like before...dunnoe...
he changed...changed completely...
the way he talked to me...
its like me talking to some really gentle guy....
haii...the way he look at me also....
i dunnoe....the feeling is not good...
its terrible...i feel so terrible...i dunnoe....**

was messaging her in the nite....
she is such u bitch...haii...
sorry...but i just have to state it...
she asked me....:
" just now we together u jealous right?"
she's trying to provoke me again...
haii...budden he dunnoe...

** he din noe how JIAN she is...
she is an *angel infront of him....
budden when he is not around,
she is a *JIAN NU REN ....
all i can conclude is that she is a damn **scheming bitch...
sorry....that is all i have to say...........

.everything.will.bw.in.my.memory.
.sorry.but.i.have.to.do.so.
.my.heart.is.shattered.

your prensence still lingers here...
it wont leave me alone...
these wounds just cant seem to heal...
the pain is just too real...
there's just too much the time cannot erase.....

-*// sorry...
-*// crying my heart out.....

love, vannie. (1:56 PM)

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