thelittlelovetoken

went to mama house...
mei bought 3 mags...
so i was kinda reading it...
but not realli knowing wad i am reading though...
wasn't concentrating...
was thinking bout the misunderstandings...
looked like i have made a decision...
dunnoe whether if its right...
mabbe i shud juz move ahead with it...
liddat everyone will be happier...
but not me...
for the sake of u all's happiness,
my decision is final.........

later received fel's msg...
she say mh veh sad...
i noe bout that....
budden wad i shud do?
i don feel like saying anything...
kor(jk) ask me reach home le, den msg him..
cuz i got ia stupid dreamz bout he and eileen...
dunnoe...
quite scary though.....=x

-*[_to felicia and meihwa_]*-*[_my decision_]*-
sorrie for letting the two of u suffer such a misunderstanding...
everything is got to do with me...i noe i am the cause of it...
i truly want to sae sorrie to the both of u...
i have made a decision, and i think its right...
please support me of doing it for u both's happiness...
from wednesday onwards, i shall leave u all..
i cant bear to let both of u to suffer such a misunderstanding again...
i shall not be with u all for every moment...
i shall go find others...
u all shall stay better as best of frenz without around...
from the time that i step into school on wednesday,
i might not talk to u all like how we did in the past...
i shall not get to close to u all....
i am such an idiot and causing all these trouble among u all...
he is soooooooo... right....this is wad he said....
"u shud leave them and find other frenz, if u cant find happiness with them..."
at first, i thought he was crazy to ask me to do that...
but now...i regret not leaving u all earlier...
shud have listened to him in the first place...
den all these will never never never ever happened...
sorrie to both of u...
hpoe my decision is right.....

love, vannie. (2:21 PM)

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