thelittlelovetoken

haiyah. i dunnoe sia. go watch eye 10 on thursday? hmms, dunnoe lehz. cos i like bits sians also. later i one gal again. tmr i going ask justina. hahas. meihwa going with yechee they all on thursady also. hahas. diaos~

hmms, today hand in the social studies project le. hahas. saturday ciauer and i did it. hahas. okies. saturday mahhs, joonkiat and junhao came to study like at 03.45. dunnoe. harrs. that day reallie tiring day.

oh yahhs. i cut my hair le. look like a complete idiot now. sian. nvm. mummiex keep saying i look like little girl.=) funnie (esp when i wear that hairband or i plait my hair) hahas. budden i like larrhs. will grow de rights? hees. (trying to console myself).

sians. really no privacy already. they all like peeping behind the wall. looking at wad i blogging. sians. den keep frightening me. i chua dio. not funny lorr. sian. fed up with them lerhz. hais.

tomorrow going red cross home. first outing together as a class; besides going for camp. mmms, haven mention this before.
* 3/7 rocks! *

love, vannie. (3:20 PM)

jelly-fish; carrot; kite
Thursday, March 24, 2005

hahas..happie day today for me..
jeffy-fish; carrot; kite..
heex..nice nicknames created by ciauer..
great..den now i have another nick..=x

today got back result slips..
huh..stupid chinese..-failed-
chemistry- 26/50
social studies- 15/25
history- 15/22
hahas..nvm..got like baddie baddie results..
L1R5- 24
L1R4-18
hmmph..like dunnoe wad.. sian..

haha..got fire drill today during english..
so damn stupid..and funnie..
justina and ciauer know already..
they very cute la..
hahas..den they thought of the jelly-fish name..=)

during chinese, justina turned back..
she asked me, "did u see that?"
den i was like huh?wad did i not see?
haha. actually is he turn back la..
chey..thought wad..

den during physics, both justina and ciauer turned back..
haha..again.. asked me if i saw..
haha..nvm..its like the same thing yeahhs..

after band, went to the canteen sit sit..
cos raining..dun wanna get caught in the rain..
den later followed ciauer to bball court ..

hahas..den ciauer was like:
if anyone she thinks will shoot in, shoots in,
den it'll mean jelly like me..
den i was like..nvm..
den she was right for 6 times..
incredible..its like so accurate!
hahas..mabbe she go talk to them first..
hehes..dunnoe..

ciauer made a story with the nicknames she came out with today..
den its like so cute and funnie..
hahas..nvm..gonna ask her to say it again..=)

-___`living in a dream of you and me; is that the way our life should be?^--]]*

love, vannie. (2:13 PM)

stupig guy
Tuesday, March 22, 2005

huh. so tired.
finally school term again. hahas.
got back some results for CA already.
hmms. got english, chinese, e-maths, a-maths, physics lerhz.
only left chemistry, social studies, and history.

english- 14/25
chinese- 16.5/50 -failed-
e-maths- 30/40
a-maths- 25/40
physics- 25.5/50

haish. failed chinese!!
hahas. nvm. expected also. =)
neway, tmr must hand in portfolio le.
so bad huhh. baddie.
bring my book home. =x
still say dun wanna bring.
stupid.

hahas. now have watermelon juice!
heex. jie blend de.
dunnoe nice nots. hahas.
blog finish then drink. =)

neway, gave fel her prezzie le.
dunnoe she like nots.
hees. she was like. happie?
i dunnoe. i wont noe.
nvm.

gotta bring my diary to school.
very bored, den can write.
hahas. sians. wanna sleep le.
drink watermelon juice first den sleep!
hahas. nitee nitee.
sugar dreams.

love, vannie. (3:01 PM)

hais..sorries
Tuesday, March 15, 2005

hais..
wo bu zhi dao..
hais..dunnoe wad happen to him..
hais..nvm..so sorries..
hais..nvm..
very weird le..
dunne why that kinda reaction..
hais..why liddat?
i dunnoe...
just cos i don want to tell him?
hais...was joking only..
hais..dunnoe..
dui bu qi-

he come chat with me, den i make him not happie..
hais..didnt noe..
starting still okies de..
he still say wanna beat me..
hais...dunnoe..
dui bu qi-

love, vannie. (4:26 PM)

emotionally weak...
Monday, March 14, 2005

vannie arz..vannie..
why is life so messy and difficult for you?
why why why?
yesterday just gort 'kicked' out of syf..
today lett mummie scold...
den now lett ppl 'trick'...

haix..why is life like this?
hais...someone out there..save me..
i cannot hold on anymore.....
i cannot breathe...
i'm drowning........................

i feel like i'm fainting...
whose causing all these..
hais..don wanna say..
i wasnt like that just now..
hais hais hais..
how i wished he were here..
to save me..

haiz..i changed?
i dunnoe...thats wad mum kept saying..
she just say me again...
i dunnoe..tears just kept appearing..
i dun want her to noe anything..
how to tell her?
there's no use..
she dont understand..
hais...just need to calm down...
nvm..
hais...

love, vannie. (3:59 PM)

emotionally weak...
Sunday, March 13, 2005

love, vannie. (11:11 PM)

don't make me worry again
Saturday, March 12, 2005

hais..today worrs..
very sad day indeed..
first, being left all alone by fwens,
later, cried when i was on the phone with mum,
den later so worried for joonkiat..

hais..sad day huhh..
mummiex didn't trust me..
she gained trust from jie but lost trust from me..
haix..she never believes me..
instead, she suspects me..sad case..

den after that,
at bout 5 something to 6,
fel and i stood at 4th level,
looking for joonkiat and junhao..
den we very worried lerhz..
call both of them,
message both of them,
no reply, no answer...
both of us almost cried..

about 06.30 liddat,
joonkiat called fel..
they were actually playing bball..
hais..wild thoughts ran thru my mind..
still thought they go fight or wads..
hais..dunnoe wad happened to jk also..
whole day sian sian liddat..

went home, den called jk..
he said he was okies..
i dunnoe..cos its like obvious?
dunnoe la..maybe just don wanna say?
haix..nvm..

to joonkiat kor kor:
you don always sian sian kkaes?
cos when u say nth happened,
its obvious that you're lying..
i can see u noe..
den dat day ur msn nick also..
haix..u got problems,
must tell me kkaes?
i am willing to listen..
anw, look at things on the bright side..=)
smilexx--]]* =D

love, vannie. (3:58 PM)

i dunnoe..
Friday, March 11, 2005

hmms..finally CA end lerhz..
cos like very sians..haix..
i also dunnoe larhz..
everything like gonna end soon..

nvm..nvm..nvm..
just know i sort of very scared liddat..
i dunnoe cos of wad also..
hahas...nvm..
just noe today he very funnie..
dunnoe~

very confused now..
dunnoe wad to do...
for the past few days,
been using "study" "study" "study",
to drown my troubles?
dunnoe...
just wanna find out the cause..
very sians..
nvm...
nvm..
nvm.

love, vannie. (2:05 PM)

i dunnoe..

love, vannie. (2:05 PM)

hahas..lost of words..
Monday, March 07, 2005

hmms..actually this morning very sad dehz..
early morning wakie le, den get scolded...hmmph
den very sian lorr..go on handphone..

haha..den see got someone send me nite msg..
den still thought who worr...
hahas...nvm...was like shocked?
din noe he will send nite msg dehz..haha
de mag so cute dehz..

hahas..nvm..brightened up my dae also..
now alone at home..
all of them went out...
didnt wanna follow..so ma fan..
haha...nvm...just noe i'm happies?
haha...lalala...

love, vannie. (8:05 AM)

haix..sad case...i'm back
Saturday, March 05, 2005

haix..mabbe no one will noe i came to blog bahz..
cos like so long lerhx..hahas..
nvm..
just very very sad..nvm...
who cares...

love, vannie. (9:39 PM)

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