unconditional love
and i love you just the same, if not a little more
vanessa
ANDREW'S
23 april '90
EITHTEEN LOVE!
ADORES family, darlings, tennis, shopping, swimming, pink, red, white, butterflies, strawberries, silly boy.
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true friends dont exist.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
today very down indeed. very disappointed with some people. hais. i'm just reallie sad. there's like no true friends in this world. true friends only exist in fairytales and stories. it's now nothing but just a word.
anyway, meihwa, xiaofang and yihui think that some kinda phenomenon thing have entered our class. they say till i became paranoid also. the whole class is like so quiet, no one seemed to be concentrating. its kind of spookie now.
i was slacking for the whole day. nothing seemed to get into my head. then during form teacher period, i was practically drawing and decorating my students' handbook. hees. so colourful huhhs. =)
after school was the worst part of all. i reallie wanted to break down. but no one knew. maybe justina? i dont know. nvm. i went to fushan afterall. waited for joonkiat, to accompany me to causewaypoint. okies. royden shaved his hair off. =x
went to walk causeway with joonkait and royden. couldnt find anything suitable. asked joonkiat to get it instead. i dont know about boys' taste. i'll leave it up to him. he'll have a better idea. =)
( i'm just nothing in their eyes.
they take me as if i'm invisible.
what am i to do?
everyone's changing their attitude and tone.
but not for the better.
there's no footprints left for me to follow.
i'm just stuck here in the unknown world.
they just left me here.
alone.)
04 days to my birthday.
love, vannie. (1:32 PM)