thelittlelovetoken

hais. i just feel so terrible. feeling so inferior. i just dunnoe. no words can describe how i actually feel at this point of time. can't someone out there just understand me? i dunnoe why... i dunnoe why is everything turning out like this? why is the outcome like this? should i regret doing all those i'd done?

today was the worst day ever. i went to school, drenched. i was soaking wet, and feeling reallie reallie reallie cold. the cruel wind was blowing against me. i shivered in my heart, but no one knew. i was so affected by everything i heard yesterday.

went for lessons, all wet. okies, yllej was late. i very guilty huhhs. yesterday took his physics book home to copy qns. then this morning rain mahs, so i put his book in my bag, den hold mine on my hand. didn't want his book to be wet. in the end, his book was wetter than mine, den ragged ragged liddat. feel so sorry. but then i went to apologise already. he say nvm. =x sry.

went to general office to look for extra clothing. but then they sat don't have already. i was so so so shivering cold. my shoes and socks were soaked too. anyway, english was boring. a-maths, eeveryone was rushing through the assignments. i sat at xiaomei [junyang] there. xiaomei so funny yahs.

by the way, i didn't go for band today. i was sick, i think. i was having headache, den my legs were still shivering, although the sun was scorching bright. i went home. i was all alone at home. den anyhow think again. i dunnoe why i'm like this. but i cannot change.

love, vannie. (12:43 PM)

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