thelittlelovetoken

hais. been reallie sad and disappointed these few days. nvm yeahs? *shakes head* cannot cannot cry. hais. keep telling myself, but cannot control at all. hais. sorries meihwa, i broke our promise. hehes, nvm rite? cos you also broke it rite? *naughty girl* :)

hmms. these few days, see yllej, den vehrie sad lorhs. its like the feeling is undescrible. hais. maybe sarah noes bahs, had a long talk with her on wed. on that day, after band, we met feland jk at the bball court. hais. actually dun wanna go de. reaching le, tears welled up in my eyes when i saw him.

so sad lorhs, cos sth happened before that, in the library. hais, no one will noehow it feels like. TERRIBLE! just walk away like no one's business. *heart shatters* that day he sick huh. actually wanted to send 'getwellsoon' message, but i think i shouldn't be such a busybody rite? maybe as a friend? nah, things now are different. he might think otherwise, den ignore me even more? so rather not take the risk.

things are changing in such a rapid speed nowadays. i tried to run away, but made ppl dsappointed. hais. so am i suppose to stay there and suffer in silence? i really missed the past memories. however, sadly, they can never be brought back into the present anymore.

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[open your eyes- kelly poon]

love, vannie. (3:44 AM)

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