i studied for the whole day today. wah... so surprising huh. hees. i'm alone at home AGAIN! all of them when to celebrate cousin phengheng's birthday. i'm so pathetic! but was the one who chose not to go one lars. see people, i so guai okae. lalalas. cooping myself up alone.....

hmms. today is saturday, and i shall conclude the week and all my "doings"? hahas. okae. so i shall start:

monday: was kinda bad day, cos band screwed it all up. and cos i didn't take the same bus with icky!!!

tuesday: hmms, was a really tiring day. but i can't really rmb. i was studying the whole day. oh yah! and i was angry abt sth in the morning! thanks to fel for helping me borrow the physics tb, and thanks to semantha for her physics tb

thursday: i was like a dead girl walking in school! i just fell to the ground when i reached home. haahaa. and yes. i cried once, cos of chinese. all my brain's fault! i cldn't think of anything to write for ying yong wen. so while waiting for someone to open the door, i stood outside the class, and i just poured... i satyed back after sch for maths. till 11, i was studying for maths. little did .i knew that i would panic the next day and everything would be screwed up.

friday: i was so excited about doing the maths paper, and i so wanted to do well in it! but i didn't wanted to make a mess out of everything. i didn't expect. i didn't complete the paper. i did everything to do well and i was sure of every little thing abt the topic already. and because of my careless mistake, i got so many wrong answers. how i wished i could turn back time. how i wished i could start the paper all over again. i cried immediately after the paper ended, i just could not control myself. pathetic me.

during maths, i broke down again. there was nth i could do, mr goh was talking abt that stupid test. xiaofang, meihwa, yihui, ramya and practically everyone, told me that this test would not be counted in the o lvls, and there was nth to worry.

finally i tried to stop and went for chinese. but fel was not in class. i knew she went to cry too. cos i saw her heading for the toilet. so sarah was talking to me abt how nice the snoopy on the tissue looked and marjorie was trying to make me smile. then, fel came back. and she broke down i class, seeing her cry, did so again. and i think sarah talked about the snoopy to fel too. :)

mh and i went to causeway to eat after that, cos i was too hungry. and we met fel and wy at ljs cos the needed to tell us sth funny that happened to yechee. (he was followed by 3 sec one girls!) hahas. so we started our hunt for the "pang" family, but to no avail. finally we decided that we were to hungry. so we went to mos.

suddenly, when i was eating, i saw a golden patch walking down the escalator! pang yechee! hahas. and sure enough, he was there with is family. but without the 3 girls. hees! so i waved at him and walked away. and where was the 4th girl? hiding behind the wall huh?

when i went hm, i did not dare tell my mum abt me crying in school. cos i noe she would be disappointed. reallie disappointed with me....