vanessa
23 april '90
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LIVEJOURNAL 08/07-10/07
Thursday, August 31, 2006
let the pictures tell the story...
love, vannie. (3:51 AM)
Saturday, August 12, 2006
CHINESE 'O' LVLS RESULT
woots! i've gotten my result!
hahahahas! my first A.
but its not a1. *sobs sobs*
its a2. :)
but i'm still happy.
'cos i can never get an a1 for my chinese.
lols. so its an achievement okays.
hahas. yay!
and a distinction for my orals.
lols. i can't believe it huh.
alot of pple got a1 a1 a1.
eeeyer. all those clever peeps. haha.
meihwa, xiaofang, clive, the b's.
but b'p got a2? expected laa.
she never comes to school.
lol.
oh! almost forgot!
jelly got an a2 too! hahahaha!
so happie for him.
okays. enough abt the results.
we had healthy lifestyle this morn.
was okays. talk talk talk all the way.
except that teacher who kept scolding us.
oh please!
will you just leave us alone?!
such a
of cos i need my eyes to walk.
if not wad? crawl on the floor?
crazy. =x
had a-maths after that.
was feeling really really sick.
with my cramp, sore throat, cough, blocked and runny nose and a terrible headache.
who'll feel all right? gosh.
just slacked the whole period.
played badminton during pe.
but i was still feeling sick.
i just played, to relieve my stress.
and suddenly everyone ran.
the results were out!
okays. yeah. hahas.
there were lotsa tears.
tears of joy.
tears of disappointment.
mine was both.
tears of joy
cos i got an a2.
tears of disappointment
cos it's such a waste.
one more extra point.
whereas others can get one poit lesser.
but come to think of it,
i'm more happy that i dun have to retake.
now i can sleep.
was brooding over this matter last nite that i couldn't sleep.
lols. i watch the day after tmr instead.
till 12 plus.
it's no wonder i'm so tired today.
haha.
oh yah.
jelly didn't come to sch today.
and i've got a feeling he won't tmr too.
lols.
i miss him! :)
love, vannie. (12:55 PM)
Friday, August 11, 2006
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
- yesterday.. :)
hees. singapore's 41st birthday was yesterday!
lols. happy birthday!
that day, i just asked my parents.
" why is it taking so long to my birthday?"
lols. the fact is, my birthday just past 3 months ago.
okays. we had a national day celebration on tues.
was really fun and just fun!
my last celeb in sec sch..
yah, so sad.
anws, this is the most memorable one i have in my life.
cos we all sang like mad.
we all were just having loads of fun and laughter.
which i will never forget. :)
oh ya. jelly was so dashing!
its just that he's got so charming on tues.
it was his polo tee and another tee inside that worked his charm!
lols. seriously. *faints*
went to eat lunch yesterday near bugis.
since we dun want to waste time travelling home and going out again,
we went to bugis to study.
at starbucks.
i've always thot that the atmosphere would be quiet and condusive.
but... you're in for a real shock!
the music and songs were kinda loud.
and the sofa was too comfy.
making me so sleepy!
hahas. :)
went to the japanese restaurant.
still rmb we have eaten there since i was young.
fond memories there? yah! hahas.
but i can't eat the kiddy set anymore!
*sobs*
when we reached golden mile towers,
there was already so many ppl there.
luckily we found a perfect place.
and we had a splendid view!
the stadium was like right infront of us.
the fireworks display was nice.
but i thought it was a far cry from the last year's one.
anyways, it was still nice.
and the moon!
it was so big big big and round!
omg! it was just so big and orangey!
and i could see a rabbit inside! lols.
hmms. i had a sweet dream last nite.
lols. jelly just kept talking to me.
and he
outrageous! how can it be?!
hahas. and his face was
and he was still telling me abt it.
lols. stupid dream. =x
tomorrow would be the big day!
it would be a start of sth new.
'o' lvls chinese exam's results.
hmms. i'm scared.
i hope i dun have to stay.
but its just my wishful thinking.
i dun have confidence at all! hais.
i'm worried.
love, vannie. (4:04 AM)
Sunday, August 06, 2006
sorry felicia and joonkiat.
thanks wanying and yihui.
love, vannie. (4:08 PM)
i want to apologise to everyone.
i'm so sorry if i did anyone wrong.
i'm so terribly sorry.
sorry for causing all the misunderstandings.
sorry for making anyone upset.
sorry for making anyone unhappy.
i'm coming to terms with myself.
i'm just trying so hard to recover from all that had happened.
but i think it all takes time.
cos i still cant face any of them.
i don't dare to.
why?
cos i've did them wrong.
i shouldn't have said those.
i'd rather keep it to myself.
i feel so bad.
terrible. horrible.
this morning was putting on a fake smile, again.
my morning was terrible. pressurised.
just don't understand and don't care how i feel.
hais. nvm.
msged wy tell her to meet me at the toilet.
i sat on the floor and told her everythg.
i guess i was feeling so sorrowful.
i got emotional.and cried.
i wanted so much to call fel and jk.
but i just did not have the courage to.
i'm sry.
i wanna thank wy and yh for their care.
thank you so much :)
thurs, fri, sat.
i lived in pain.
for the rest of the days,
i believe it'll be worst?
i'm not sure. =x
just 2 months ago,
i told myself.
i MUST cherish all my friends.
and see wad i've done now.
typing those long long messages.
it did bring alot alot of tears.
probably able to fill a few bottles?
my pillow is always soaked
with all my painful memories.
i didn't know that all these would have happened.
if only i had shut my mouth up.
if only i didn't get upset.
if only i didn't talk to jk.
if only i didn't let anyone know.
hais. if only...
as i've said before.
i've lost everythg.
yet again...
sorry everyone...
love, vannie. (3:57 PM)
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