thelittlelovetoken

I'm starting to be afraid school now. It's like wow! All of us did so badly for prelims and bang! we're all doomed! Especially 4/7. I don't know what's wrong with this class. It's always the trend that 4/7 isn't and won't do well. Guess it's happening once again... Well, and unfortunately I'm in 4/7. Lol.

love, vannie. (10:03 AM)

Saturday, September 23, 2006

hahahas!
today is saturday!
and i think i'm gonna start my revision proper.
lols. which means no more internet and stuffs!

on thurs, i went to watch THE HAUNTED APARTMENTS.
tgt with fel, mh and xf.
i thot it was okay.

hahas i think i'm gonna be byl here.
but its the truth laa. lols!
okays, i was the bravest.
because....

#01. felicia
[sitting beside me]
she doesn't scream throughout the whole movie.
but...
she shrieks. hahas.

#02. meihwa
[sitting beside felicia]
she was so funny!!!
she was like covering her eyes for like one quarter of the movie?
hahs! and yes!
she said that she wants to cry and don't want to watch it anymore.
hahas.

#03. xiaofang
[sitting beside meihwa]
she had her legs crossed on the seat.
once, fel and i looked over and saw that she was covering her eyes with her hands.
lols.

yups. so i have to admit that i'm the bravest.
lols. though i got abit frightened at times.
but, then again, who will not be thrilled?

we took neoprints too.
i thought it was okay,
but except for one!!!!
my leg looked like it was amputated!

gosh. scary huh..
aiyo. pain dah!

love, vannie. (11:00 AM)

Saturday, September 16, 2006

well well well.
just read flutey's blog.
felt really sad for him.

okay. this week, prelims.
and there are two more papers waiting for me!
chem and amaths 1.
we'll see.

hmms. BAD week.
BAD BAD BAD.
maybe a ~~teary~~ week for me?

on monday.
while walking to sch,
i was right behind him.
then the ppl all walking so slowly.

i dunnoe if i was too much.
i said to him in a joking manner that he was walking so slowly.
and i just brushed past him.
i walked so quickly to sch.
felling sorry and bad for what i did.

then the rest of the week past without talking to him.
sad.

and then!
he talked to me today!
and i realised how good looking he was.
cos i really took a good look.
so near, i thought.

went up to class this morn,
probably the ground at parade sq was wet.
yea. so i walked into class and was looking for mh.
then i noticed that the tables were rearranged again.

lols. and i finally spotted her sitting in the guys' side.
because there were no space at the girls' side.
well. so i sat beside her and behind chee ann.

guess it was just coincidence.
when he came into class, he was like,
" eh, change again arh?"
and he sad beside chee.
meaning diagonally opp me.

lols. we were sitting in the middle section.
from the corner off my eye,
i saw him looking at what i was studying.
but i just continued studying.

and suddenly he asked me about physics.
why i was memorising sth that won't come out for mcq.
lols, stupid me.

went for prelims.
BAD all the way.

oh yea! i saw the class photo.
except that i only saw the informal one.
nopes. not the formal one.

lols. but i just ordered both.
looking at the informal pic,
i realised how CUTE mr radha is!
oh! he was trying to hit someone behind!
and he looked so happie!
hahas.

i looked funny.
my hair.
but okay la. at least my parting didn't go wrong.
lols. jelly looked fake. haha.

walked to causeway with mh, bob and iceman.
was raining so heavily,
and my hair was horrendous!
lols. was trying desperately to dry my fringe.
hahas.

so we shivered all the way to cwp.
at the station, saw dine.
ooh! didn't noe she joined cheerleading.
hees, so cool!

went to choose present for mh's mommy.
jelly chose for my mum.
i chose for mh's mum.
so mh say her mum must choose for jelly.
hahas. triangle?

ate apple pie! haha. at mac.
was so irritated and terrified by the woman.
she just laughed to herself for no reason.
hmms...

left cwp and saw jelly!
hahas.
they walking to the interchange too.
was my reaction very big?
haha. i was like "jelly!"
and i got so excited.
lol.

so mh bob and i were crapping about me running behind him,
shouting for him to wait for me.
then bob say i will cover his eyes from the back and ask him to guess who i am.
lols, suddenly bob say,
"later you poke his eyes!"
wah, i couldn't help laughing.

hahas. all the way, i was looking him.
well, i'll never get the chance in the future.
will i ?

love, vannie. (11:12 AM)

Monday, September 11, 2006

i don't know what happened to my previous entry.
probably the most emo entry i wrote.
but.. its gone now for good.

but nvm, i don't care anymore.

hais. feeling so depressed these few days.
don't know why.
just like suddenly fall into depression.
tear glands keeps collecting.
and then, a blot from the blue, all just pour.

last nite also like that.
just now also.
now also.

gosh.. what on earth is happening to me?
am i going crazy or what?

every night i dread to sleep.
once i shut my eyes,
all those terible things just envelope my eyes.

i think i'm losing my common sense.
my heart aches horribly every single second.
pools of tears keep pouring out.
what's happening to me?

am i really going mad?
someone, give me an answer please.

love, vannie. (6:09 AM)

Saturday, September 09, 2006

love, vannie. (8:31 AM)

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

hoho~ finally got the connection right.
eee. the prelims are really coming,
and i'm ~~not even ready~~ for it.
gosh! just can't tune myself right!
hais.

oh! yea! sth no one will believe.
i bought my prom dress already!
and my heels too! haha.
i'm so happy!
so fast right? mummy says buy earlier.
then can concentrate on studies.
lols.

its a black tube dress.
with some layers of cloth in front.
oh! i like the cutting at the end.
its slanting from left to right!
its $89/-.

the heels.
its bronze in colour.
quite plain. but..
i love it so much!
its $26.90/-.

great. i think i'm broke now.
guess have to save and save money!
lols.

hahas. nvm if there is no prom.
mummy says i can wear it for chinese new year!
hahas. see... so...
no worries! hahahas.

i dreamt of him last nite.
like so weird.
cos we were taking the same bus to sch.
and we were talkin so much.
well, it was,
JUST A DREAM.

love, vannie. (4:27 AM)

Friday, September 01, 2006

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

teachers' day today!
lols. my last year of celebrating it huh.
well, i guess i love my teachers that much!
[spreads out arms]

this morning was like rushing to school
2 reasons for doing so:
#01. it was drizzling
#02. mh was hurrying me

yaps, and i saw ms chan when i reached sch.
we walked to the canteen and she took out cle's photos.
lols. we had to paste the pic on the grp photo we took.
hahas.

then we went up to the hall.
and i was cutting cle's photo!
had a surge of happiness while snipping of the edges!
wahahahas.

so we had the aces day at the hall.
so squeezy la. then the b's kept moving back.
ya, we were right behind them.
and jelly was right behind us.
lols. so we were practically squashed!

okay we ~~didn't~~ actually dance.
cos i was like paiseh?
and there were many ppl around who were not!
except for one person.
FELICIA! hahas.

felicia pulled me to stand beside her.
cos if i were to stand there, i would be right beside him.
but i walked away la.
i didn't want to seem so ~~desperate~~ to him.
:)

in in the end went back to class for interaction.
then the b's go bring a cake in for mr radha.
the were like giggling all the way, trying to act cute.
*vomits* why cant they stop that?

so i was tring to glue cle's pic.
suddenly so many ppl saw wad i was doing.
and they laughed at clement's pic.
no choice. we couldn't take tgt.

hahas. jelly came over. he stood by the side and looked.
as usual, he laughed like the others.
i'm sorry clement. haha.

later we went back to the hall for the concert.
was terrible i guess.
the hosts were like so...
urgh! fancy screaming into the mic!
gosh!

i was so proud of the band that i cried.
i wanted so much to be with them on the stage.
oh! i miss all my juniors so much!

finally when the whole thing was over,
it was christmas time!
we were like santa clauses.
giving out all the presents!
ho ho ho ~

saw jackson when leaving sch.
lols. he so funny la!
then he sang the tian mi mi song to fel.
lols. hees.

went to eat at pastamania with fel mh and wy.
so long never eat tgt le.
so we were talking abt so many things.
playboys, our lower sec pasts...
its like so familar to be with them.
oooh! love ya all!

den went walking around for a while.
so we decided to go to the lib.

when leaving cwp, we saw jelly!
he was with his grp of pri sch friends.
like so weird seeing him with other ppl.
and he smiled at fel and i!
oh! i was thinking, should i smiled back?
and i did. cos we dun usually smile when we see each other.

he looked like he was smiling so happily.
wy also noticed that! right wy?
fel smiled till so funnily.
hahas. her smile like so mian qiang.
i think she wasn't prepared. haha.

come to think of it, like wad lex asked.
accidental? maybe.
but i hoped he didn't smiled accidentally.
i wished he smiled naturally. :)

ya, so went to the lib.
and the place was so so quiet.
a library, wad can i expect.
so i borrowed one book.
artistic license.
looked kind of cute.

later wy and mh went off le.
still got time, so fel and i walked abt.
and we bought flowers for liu lao shi. [mrs grace chua]

we went back to admiralty pri.
so many lower sec ppl.
and i saw ms wee. so many ppl talking to her.
so we went to look for mrs chua first.
but she was on maternity leave.
we left a note for her and placed it tgt with the five pink lilies.

talked to ms wee for quite a while.
realised that she was very chatty.
and she remembered me.
she told us alot abt her life.
which i thot was very meaningful.

she recommended ajc and vjc.
lols. wow. i can't possibly go to those...
hahas. left my email with her and left.

went to meet mummie and filian at mrt.
hoho~ i ate choco sundae at mac.
went home, carrying loads of thgs.

watched singapore idol's results.
joakim is out.
finally. at least he had a "dignified exit".
all the best. hahahahahaha.

i'm so tired! i wanna sleep!
missing your smile :)

love, vannie. (2:48 PM)

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