thelittlelovetoken

Am i going to miss anything or am i missing anything right now? I guess there's sth wrong with the atmosphere everywhere. Like i'm losing a part of me somewhere or rather i've left sth behind at a particular place. I don't feel like i belong to this world anymore. Am i actually neglecting the three most important things? Family, friendship and love. Okay, i think i'm just lonely.

Well, i went out yesterday with meihwa, xiaofang and marcus. Hehs, we went to The Cathay to watch the movie 9:56. That korean horror movie. Because we chose the earliest timing for the show, there were only 8 ppl in the cinema. Quite scary tho, maybe it was too quiet. But the volume in the theatre was definitely too loud! Hahs. I actually got frightened by the seat number printed at the top left hand corner of my seat as i thought it was someone's hand! Lol.

After that we went to Plaza Singapura for lunch and then to Marina Square. For some funny reasons which i cannot figure out, we keep seeing the NEW URBAN MALE store everywhere we go. And there is always at least 2 in a mall. I don't know why. I think i saw about 6 stores in total. Lol.

Marcus left for work at abt 3 and we went to change battery for my mum's watch at Raffles City. Ooh! I bought a pink with white pokadots hairband at Accessorize!!! It's so cute!!! Hehes :) Meihwa left to meet her mum, so xf and i went to Heeren to walk more. Yups, and there, we saw abt 2 or 3 NEW URBAN MALE stores again~ I was kinda sick and tired of looking at that store cos there was a white and golden bag that i liked. It costs $129, too ex-.

I realised something about myself. I don't actually like to clean things, as in spring cleaning. It's getting more and more tiring day by day... Latest update on what i've cleaned : father and brother's wardrobe and many many walls. Hais. I don't wanna clean anymore! I feel like i'm a maid! Everyone thinks that i'm really free staying at home the whole day, thus giving me loads of things to do when i'm actually busy. Eventually, when i don't get their things done, the show faces. Gosh, how long do i need to put up with this? :(

I just wonder what i'm going to clean after i go offline. My mum asked me to go clean sth, tho i seriously don't know where to start and don't feel like cleaning anymore. I don't have any choice. Christmas is coming and i don't even have the slightest idea on what to give. Practically cleaning my time off. No time to even think abt Christmas presents.

I want freedom!!!!

love, vannie. (5:16 AM)

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