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I hope I don't get the sore eye buggie. I've been overly paranoid since yesterday. But now, it's going for the worsT. Yes, worst with a T. My right eye feels really irritating and painful with those gooey stuffs and pink eyes, which is the exact symptom for sore eye patients. The last thing I want now is to have sore eyes. Dear me, dear me. What should I do? I still wanna go out tomorrow. All I can do now is to hope for the best out of it...


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Mommy and Sissie caught the buggie too. And now I seriously hope I don't...


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Went for the ENT appointment today, at TTSH. Waited and waited for my turn then the nurse called out my name. The doctor said she was going to stick a camera down my nose. And I was like: HUH?! The feeling was NOT nice at all I tell you. It felt disgusting having something like a stick poked all the way back your nose, going deeper and deeper inside. Eew! Plus the chemical she sprayed in my nose to relieve the sensation of having the camera inserted down my nose, was disgusting. I had to swallow it cause it'll flow into my throat. And it smelled like lychee, but tasted AWFUL! Yikes!

So yeah. I think I have to have that camera inserted into my nose again on 18th of May, at 1530. I feel like a sick patient now.

And I'll have to spray the nasal spray twice a day. And take like so many medication. Antibiotics, steriods, and medication to relieve the side effects from taking steriods. And speaking of steriods... Luckily I'm taking it for a short term only, so my uncle says it won't cause much side effects.

My greatest concern is that I remembered during history some years ago, I learnt that the women of the past took alot of steriods and they become VERY manly. And they looked like men too. So I'm naturally scared. I'd rather be GIRLY than manly! Gosh. But then again, luckily mine are not the stronger type that'll cause people to be manly. *relieve*

Another thing is that I heard the pharmacist saying don't know what one of the side effects is getting moon face and weight gain. But I think should be happening only if taken long term. But WEIGHT GAIN is my second concern! I don't want to grow fatter okay. Wasting my efforts of jian fei-ing. OMG!

Yep, so now I'm counting on medication to get the piece of flesh shrink and go off. If not, my worst fear will come true! That is cutting it away during surgery. By doing that, the flesh might just come back again. So I was thinking.. If it mght come back, why do it huh? So I hope it'll be nice and go away... (:


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I can't wait for tomorrow. But it seems quite scary. I don't know if the eye irritation is going away. I hope so... Then I can go... Feeling kinda pressurised. Hope I'll be fine to go so that no one will cry and be disappointed. I think I'll cry more if I can't go. Well, I can't help it with 3 people in my house having the buggie. It's not like I want the bug to come infect me. Hais. Go away Buggie...


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