unconditional love
and i love you just the same, if not a little more
vanessa
ANDREW'S
23 april '90
EITHTEEN LOVE!
ADORES family, darlings, tennis, shopping, swimming, pink, red, white, butterflies, strawberries, silly boy.
tagboard
the days
LIVEJOURNAL 08/07-10/07
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
November 2009
December 2009
_____________________________________________
Ya-yee! I'm having school tomorrow! (:
I don't know if I'm going with Carmen and some others to watch the 200 pounds beauty movie. I think I'll go with the majority and see if the others want to. Anyway, I have nothing to do for the 4 to 5 hours...
Pappy's fetching me to school! Heh! Pappy has fetched me for.. let's see.. 3 times! (: And I have gone to school for 5 days. So that makes a remainder of 2 days that I went to school myself. The difference in the timing is quite alot. It's like 45 mins to 1 hour difference. Yup, so I'd rather Pappy fetch me. Heh! :D
I'm so tired nowadays that I don't even think about the weekends. Especially when I'm like celebrating my birthday this Sunday. I don't think about it la. Maybe sometimes.. All I think about now is more of a "what am I going to do tomorrow?" stuffs. I feel like a busy person.
Everyday on my journey home, I'll never fail to ask myself these questions:
- What time does school starts tomorrow?
- What time do I have to reach school?
- What time do I need to leave house?
- What time do I need to wake up?
- What time do I need to sleep?
- How many hours of sleep am I going to get?
So on and so forth...
So life has become more of a timeline for me.. Everything is got to do with time time time. I feel like i'm competing with time. Even during sleep, I think about time. It scares me at times...
Nevertheless, I'm still happy. I'm glad that I chose the poly route. I still think it suits me better. (: Whether I go to a university or not doesn't matter so much to me anymore, (though I still very much want to get into one) I just want to do well and not let myself down. I'm still happy (:
love, vannie. (1:33 PM)