thelittlelovetoken

Whee!! Hello, love love love!
Lalalas. Know why I'm still so 'high' at this timing? That's cos after tennis today, I went home to sleep from 2 plus to 6! Ahahaha! I think I got burnt or sth this morning, the heat in my body is burning. I'm perspiring even when the fan is blowing directly at me. Must have absorbed too much heat playing tennis.

Nah, tennis wasn't really amazing today like the last two. But nonetheless, I enjoyed my time playing this lovely sport (: It's just that my grip today wasn't really right. No matter how I grip the racket, it just seemed so wrong. And for today, I kept missing my targets. :/

I had this weird weird dream this afternoon during nappie. Was in this really really big supermart with lots of fishes everywhere in tanks. Then, I don't know why, but I kept walking and walking, always getting to the same place. And cliques appeared too. Only them and this group of unknowns. Scary. I felt so lost.. :/

Blah! I HATE doing excel. It's killing me I tell you! I don't mind doing with instructions like the test we had that day. Not like this, with nothing and we have to create this gorgeous spreadsheet with no flaws! Damn. I don't even know how to get the equations!
Okay whatever.

Erjie always says that I'm emo. Well, I only become emo when I think about the past. Everytime I think about these stuffs, I feel like crying. But no, I keep telling myself. I MUST BE HAPPY. I find myself opening up to cliques. They're trustable. (:

I know there's no other way for me to convince. I hate the reverse effect game. Cos I just want to say: "My dear, it doesn't help, so don't bother trying. I'm sick and tired of all the nonsense. Reality is reality. You've just got to accept."
I love this route I've chosen, for I get to have a new beginning. No matter what how much it takes, this feeling of satisfaction can never be replaced. I was right all along.

I'm glad we three girls are actually significant to the three guys. Okay, maybe not three. Only two, we are always significant in Dage's eyes! HEES! (: Maybe it's my bad experience that left me so insecure at times. Bet no one knows about it (: I always need some confirmation to set my mind at ease. Insecurity haunts me. :/ So, indirect verbal expression from them actually spelled it all. :D

love, vannie. (3:22 PM)

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