Been really emotionally weak these few days.
Just kept thinking about a lot of things.
Maybe the time of the month is approaching?

I just feel weird.

During work, I just watched the fireworks silently for both shows.
SOS peeps are fine, Jonathan and Firdaus worked with me yesterday.
Nice people, I'd say.

I called Andrew last night regarding something. But we kept changing topics and talked the whole night away. Not forgetting the tears that flowed and flowed several times. I wished things would be for the better for me. Friends. Relationships. Anything.

Then Rayner joined in. Lol.
It's like a family talk on the phone. :)
The warmth can be felt...
These chatting sessions somehow made me feel closer to them.

But yet again, I feel the distance.

Actually after hearing what Andrew had said to me, I feel at least a little more assured. I know they care for me. Past experiences had brought up an insecure girl in me.

Now, I really feel like a little girl being loved by big brothers :)